>The things I enjoy require very little or no money whatsoever>The things other people enjoy require exorbitant amounts of money and they will absolutely sell their souls for itWhy is this the case?Am I just built wrong?
I'm the same and I feel like it massively hurts all my relationships because all other people want is to spend more and more to fill their void. All people talk about is how they spend money. Even when you need moral help in something people instead just throw money at you. Im do fucking tired of all this mammon bullshit.
>>85083597i'm exactly like the first one and you'll never be happy in relationships because the other person is always going to be an ambitious, materialistic, etc. person. i wish opposites didn't attract.
>>85083597Depends. Often it's learned helplessness that drives people towards "costless" activates like free video games, spending all day on discord, etc. What do you like doing?
>>85083635>What do you like doing?Gardening, crocheting, watching movies.
>>85083597Just existing costs a lot of money already: Housing, food, heating, power, transportation etc. etc.All the things people spend on top of that like vacations don't cost that much relative to base expensive
Some people ( I say some, because it's easy to generalize) never develop "their thing" as children. They dont develop a minor talent, they dont develop a rich inner world, they dont have any sort of indepence or resilience against social pressure. So all their enjoyment comes from external things like buying stuff like expensive clothes, cars and shit or social status chasing like trying to be the popular one, having x amounts of friends or being "alpha male" fuckboy who fucks alot of women. They havent developed anything internal that is isolated from anything external, it's all just pushing the dopamine button over and over again. These are the types who'd benefit greatly from taking some hero doses of LSD because they have been sleepwalking through life never had any genuine inner emotional experience of their own. These are the types who went bonkers during the lockdowns, these people were almost hanging themselves from their balconies because they couldnt engage with another human being for 2 weeks. I call them pathological extroverts, they dont "exist" unless theres other people around. Anything they do is to the benefit of their social standing, not any sort of inner self that actually wants it. They are a minority, but you see them from time to time as they tend to be very loud and vocal about their limited worldviews.>>85083644good, nurture that my fellow crayon eating retard.
>>85083709This doesnt really make sense. Chasing clout and material goods is hard work so there still ought to be inner motivation to do so. Its not like I am a penny pincher trying to save money intentionally, I just dont get any positive feedback from owning and buying stuff while -average- normie thinks it is totally worth the bother.
>>85083621>>85083622I've tried relationships beforeYeah, absolutely not for meI tell them about me walking in the park, staring at the bumblebees pollinating the flowers, looking across the pondand then they'll tell me about going on vacations, staying at hotels, eating out at this super viral (expensive) spot>>85083635>learned helplessnessabsolutely it lmaomy life has been pretty chaotic so I like calmness in general>>85083655Thankfully my commitments are just rent and gas (for now)
>>85083775>hasing clout and material goods is hard work so there still ought to be inner motivation to do soMy point being is that the inner motivation comes from a desire of gratification and validation from other people, not the thing itself.Like buying a Bugatti Veyron. It's a shit fucking car that you can barely drive and is known for 2 things, doing 250 mph and costing a shit ton. A genuine car enthusiast would probably buy a 35 year old porsche just for the joy of driving a well put together car, he doesnt care that it's 35 years old and isnt the latest or greatest on the car market, he just enjoys the car and gets enjoyment from driving it, not from what people think of it and him.
I realized this in my early 20s and I have been friendless ever since then.The reprobates just wanna chase material as their life mission because they have no purpose, aren't creative, can't produce, can't lead, etc, etc. They're just useless apes.That's probably why the oligarchs see most of us as vermin and cattle.When people say niggers are ruining it for everyone, that doesn't even begin to describe the tip of the iceberg. It's more like materialists are ruining it for everyone and that's so many fuckheads of all colors and creeds. You don't need to be black or asian to fall to the material Jew.
>>85083856>niggers>You don't need to be black or asian to fall to the material Jew.>and I have been friendless ever since then.I fail to see why
>>85083709What I've figured out is that, what drives a lot of people is hungerActual hunger (as in food), hunger for recognition/fame, hunger for power, etc.I've... never had that hungerI was abused (beat up as a kid), I was neglected (they'd leave for work at 6am and come back around 8pm), but I was well fed and all I'd ever need was in the comfort of my own home so I just never developed that sort of hunger
>>85083868>takes a bunch of shit i said, chops it up into meat salad and then jumps to some random conclusionYou faggots don't even come close to making sense anymore, let alone being capable of coherent conversations.
I'm similar, I dont require much to be content. My hobbies are very low cost. Bought all my weights to body build, I draw primarily using ink so thats very cheap, most expensive would be guitar but I have two, one bought many years ago and another higher range one that I intend to keep forever pretty much. Not into fashion really, well built clothes that will last me many years. No interest in travelling, most I spend going outside is entry fee to local metal gigs, I dont even get haircuts.
