>no social interaction for years since2019
Hey at least your taste on anime is really good!
>>85085579I wanna fuck you stupid monkey
>>85085556Thanks anon but that doesn't help much
>>85085602>white moidyes>from americasigh
>>85085602Why would you want cutfag Amerilards?
>>85085721ironic that you say that since the jew essay is a shithole from my nation's perspective
>>85085703>>85085715>>85085721>>85085735>>85085738Take that your own thread
You really just went ahead and ruined the thread. Normalfags and women really ruined everything. There's nowhere left to talk about loneliness
>>85085545What happened since then? Did covid fuck you over?
>>85086081Nah COVID had nothing to do with it. Its just that once I finished high school I couldn't find anyone to talk to. In high school I sometimes talked to classmates during breaks, but that's it I tried to talk to a lot of people online during COVID era and after but it never leads anywhere. In real life I didn't talk to anyone since high school basically
yeah, it's completely over. I'm too old
>>85086138Why didn't you go to college?oreg
>>85085545no social interaction since 2012 and I still have no desire whatsoever.
>>85086843I did but dropped out because of health issues >>85087095wait, 2012? How old are you?
Same. Haven't had a "real" friend group since sophomore year, then I moved to a new school, got isolated, graduated HS and ffw to now I'm working two jobs with no future in sight. I hate being 23.
>>85087238It doesn't get any better. Our lives are over. We're condemned to loneliness
then interact socially herefMTzEfvc
>>85087384What is this supposed to be? Another scam?
>>85087384i'm fully convinced joining discord servers full of strangers is completely pointless.
>>85087565I really wish there was a way to network people like us, the forgotten dregs of society. Some way we help each other out of the holes we dug for ourselves, get jobs, lift each other up, etc.But that sounds like a fucking cult or fed grooming. Plus people are too pessimistic and insincere to commit. I'm convinced 80% of us just need someone to reach out a hand and pull, but society is too fucked now for that
>>85087565It completely is. I tried for a few years and it just doesn't work. People on discord are the same people who reject you outside. Their hive mind know you're not like them and will reject you. Best you'll achieve are empty dull online conversation that leads nowhere
>>85087754>Best you'll achieve are empty dull online conversation that leads nowherethis anon gets it.
>>85087681Losers when put together just form a bigger loser mass. You're bringing together people who had failure upon failure their whole life. I had so much negative reinforcement my whole life that it's impossible for me to even begin to imagine something positive happening to me that would genuinely change my life. And I assume a lot of bottom tier males are more or less the same
>>85087770I'm OP btw. Speaking from experience
>>85087771>I had so much negative reinforcement my whole lifesuch as...?
>>85087771I think it depends on the type of losers. The ones that just want to wallow in it? yeah you are right. But if there are anons who want to change, but struggle with that first step, it could help. But such an organization would need to be held together by something/someone. which then drifts into cult territory. I guess what I'm saying is I wish such a thing could exist, but you are probably right, it won't.
>>85087216>I did but dropped out because of health issuesWhat health issues do you suffer from? Did you really not interact with anyone in your class when you were there?
>>85087814Trying to socialize always failed. Like I was the only one asking questions, trying to keep it going. When I tried sports in group tasks I always was alone, same at school. There was an occasion where I nearly missed the year due to a forced group project because nobody in the class wanted to be with me. Nearly missed the year because I had to it alone. I also tried multiple things health wise. I'm not going to specify which health issues I have, but to answer >>85088035 they're physical but not visible And no I didn't interact with anyone. Middle and high school were in the same place, and since I was heavily bullied in middle school, nobody bothered talking to me after that. They didn't dare bully me because I had grown (fuck late puberty) but the stigma was still there.But even without the bullying, I know I'm very socially awkward and off putting. People don't want to hang around a loser when there's already so much normal people around.
>>85085545>no social interaction for years since2019>since2019the implication being that you had it before then? normalfag.
>>85088278I was in school so sometimes I talked with classmates, but it was very rare. Look at previous posts.Since 2019 I had no discussion at all
>>85088323>I talked with classmatescould you expose yourself anymore than that? sheesh
>>85085545i don't even understand how to talk to people at this point
I was thinking of making an irl r9k group in my local city but I bet nobody would come so
>>85088595>I was thinking of making an irl r9k groupyou don't wanna meet people off 4chan irl
>>85088612Why? We're all nerdy guys here. You're not some secret serial killer or rapist, are you?
>>85088447Me neither anon. Me neither. Literally have no idea how to start or lead a conversation now
>>85088623>We're all nerdy guys herewe're a minority. >You're not some secret serial killer or rapist, are you?i post using my real ip.
>>85088447>>85088665it takes two to tango. a conversation cannot be one sided, the other party must put as much effort as you into the conversation. if they don't, just ignore them and move on.
>>85088696That's what I did so now I haven't talked to anyone for years
>>85088708then it's not a you problem, it's them.
>>85088717I never said anyone else but me was the problem?weird to take it that way I am the problem for being weird and awkward, off-putting, ugly and so forth
>>85085545I'm like the same, except for family, people from church and that's it
>>85088776How old are you? Any hope?
>>8508878524, I'm doing relatively well. Using this site that ironically affected me
>>85088895I see. Nothing to worry about then
>>85085545just go outside and say hi to anyone
>>85089363haha you're so silly
>>85085545I've only ever left my property for Funerals and a few quick jobs with my Dad since like 2010. I'm pretty mentally fucked at this point. But oh well, I will prevail.
My cat is the only one in my life right now, and I know she's gonna die eventually. After she's gone, I'm pretty much gonna be alienated from anyone that cares. I think I'm gonna peace out afterwards. There's nothing here for me. I'll never own a home, release an album or feel "free"
>>85089707Wish you could move in with me anon, I'll inherit the house when my parents die but I have no idea how I'm gonna pay the taxes on the place alone. I even have my own shitty music studio setup. It would be kino.
>>85089749I can join but I can't pay taxes. I won't inherit anything from my useless parents
>>85089749>>85089949I don't want to inherit shit from my dad. When he croaks, I told my siblings they can take everything. I don't want anything from a piece of shit alcoholic that used to beat my mother. Any time we ever get into an argument and he threatens to hit me, I tell him straight up I know he won't because I'm not a Woman. He shuts up afterwards like the pussy he is. He never even apologized to her. His lucky ass got a settlement with his job back in the day because he got injured through something that was their fault. He got to retire early. Loves to rub it in my face. Just because you retire early doesn't mean you can be a useless sack of shit. His house is falling into disrepair because of neglect. There's fucking black mold all in the bathroom and both the kitchen and bathroom floors are rotted. Can't wait for the day he falls through one like the dumbass he is.