So for a little context im a 22 year old femboy (soon ti be trans girl coz im starting hrt soon) and I have been living next to this gas station for about 3 years now and I have seen the same guy work there the whole time. I never paid him any mind until about 3 months ago when I was coming back home from the gay club with my girlfriend and I was in fem clothes when I went in to buy some snacks and beer he asked me if I was day. I said I was pansexual and then just asked if I like dudes I said I like both guys and girls, and the he just asked if I wanted to suck his dick in the bathroom. I kinda laughed it off but I can't lie I flirted a little back asking if he thinks it would feel good.he said yes but then I said cool and just walked out. Obviously I didn't wanna cheat on my girlfriend that's why I said no ( I used to be a really big slut who would do these kind of things often and have like gangbangs and stuff) either way it kinda left my mind up until a few nights ago when I went back after going to the club again and this time I was just in twink clothes not fem. But he saw me and asked me again if I wanted to suck him off and I said "haha I would but my girlfriend is in the car" and he kept on pushing and pushing and I won't lie I really enjoyed teasing him. So he asked to see my penis at least if I won't suck him off and I undid my zipper. And showed him my underwear and felt it up as I moaned a little bit... and then walked out. I know it's really bad but the idea of ducking someone off in the gas station bathroom in fem clothes is so hot desu. I used to do things like that all the time and it got me so horny. I really just like teasing him I don't think u really even wanna suck him off. More I just wanna keep teasing him, like I wanna go in really slutty clothes and stuff like a mini skirt and a crop top with a g string and fishnets and "accidentally" drop something in front of him showing him my ass with a butt plug in. But don't actually do anything.
>>85086627Yes, but you should talk with your gilrfriend and ask what she thinks, by the looks of it she will think it is hot that you are such a slut and be up to watch it. Don't let your degenerated slut mind sabotage your relationship
>>85086711Lmao that's a good idea yea. It's also rare to get actually good advice on this board. I feel like if I talk to her about it it'll already be seen as cheating. But I think I just gotta feel out the situation and hope for the best yk. Coz if she does find it hot then that would be amazing. Especially if she would join in like eating my ass out or something
>>85087397Leave the part where you showed your underwear, just casually mention his proposition and see how she reacts. You mentioned he is ugly so she might not be ok with it while still being open to help you suck cock, just watch out if you don't want cuck things to be involvedDoes she know you are a slut? How does she feels about you being femboy and starting on hrt?Glad you found the advice any good
>>85086627>soon ti be trans girl coz im starting hrt sooncringe>the gay club with my girlfriendI'm guessing "she" is also a tranny?
>>85086627He sounds like a jerk you should find a kind man to suck off such as myself
>>85087471That's a good plan desu, and yea i think thas the way to goYea she knows about my past and everything I told her im an open book. She is OK with me starting hrt and she likes it when im in femboy clothes yk. Not all the time but most of the timeAnd ofc yea>>85087497Whatever bruh and no my gf is not Trans she is a BIOLOGICAL female>>85087518Lmao I appreciate the offer but I still have a girlfriend :P
>>85086627I got turned on reading this even though I'm not a faggot. It reminded me of when my female coworker gave me a blowjob without any prior romantic history. It was the first and only sexual experience I've ever had, so I jerk off to the memories pretty often. I should've fucked her too and lost my virginity, but I was too much of a pussy at the time.
>>85087582>she is a BIOLOGICAL femalecrazy. Couldn't imagine starting hormones and being a slut when having a gf. or being a BIOLOGICAL female and getting a femboy slut bf who's gonna start hormones
>>85087582OP is living the dream>>85087618OP gf is living the dreamdesu I have fantasized a lot about being a biological female keyholder keeping a virgin pussy and feminizing sissy boys
>>85087657>OP gf is living the dreamA man's dream>desu I have fantasized a lot about being a biological female keyholder keeping a virgin pussy and feminizing sissy boysbut ywnbaw, and if you were you wouldn't have that fantasy
>>85086627>cheating on your partner >degenerate faggot>trooning outOpen and shut. Kill yourself. People like you are despicable.
>>85087688>A man's dreamShe is a woman tho, there is hope. Sadly any woman who would like that kind of stuff will be into femboy or trans, I also would if I were one>but ywnbaw, and if you were you wouldn't have that fantasyThat's a good point, althought we can't say for sure, I think I'm gonna to larp it out
>>85087616Yikes, I belive that you can find someone some day yk. All it takes it to put yourself out there. Or find a random femboy slot to suck you off who knows>>85087618Haters gonna hate bruh>>85087657Lmao thank you. We do feminization stuff but no chastity cages or anything as she doesn't want my penis to shrink. When I go on hrt as well we will do everything in our power to make sure I still have a working penis. And thank you We are living the dream
>>85087785>no chastity cages or anything as she doesn't want my penis to shrink.Chastity will not shrink you unless you use it for long periods of time without any release, a few hours or a day eventually shouldn't hurtDoes she pegs you?
>>85086627Disgusting. Kys degenerate.>>85087717Seconding this.
>>85087785>Haters gonna hate bruhI don't care enough to hate you>she doesn't want my penis to shrink>we will do everything in our power to make sure I still have a working penisOr you could just not go on hormones lol. Are you that scared of getting older and looking less like a child
>>85087717Trooning out isn't bad bruh. Transitioning is OK lmao>>85087725My gf likes the fact that im feminine and helps me do my makeup and is excited for me to start hrt so I don't see the problem>>85087806Good to know. And yes she does, pretty often or she puts vibrating anal beads in me when we go out. We have a good set life like that>>85087864No I just want to look like how I feel bruh
>>85087950>I just want to look like how I feel bruh>posts a picture of a manyou are retarded
>>85088049Maybe I am. But idk I want to so what. If people in my life are supportive than who cares
>>85088150How long have you been dating your gf? What if she hates you and wants you to "transition" only to break up with you?
>>85088166That's a possibility I suppose. We have been together for 8 months. But if she hates me why would she want me to transition?
>>85088194She wants you to be unable to find a new gf or have a working penis. And 8 months is not that long lol
>>85088245Idk maybe. But even so i was the one who wanted to transition in the first place. All my gf is that she's supportive. I don't think she would do all that just to fuck me over
>>85088634I think you are gay and want to have sex with men and not have a gf
>>85088735I'm pansexual and I still think men are hot but I also think my girlfriend is extremely hot as well and I love having sex with her. Tbh my dream is to be getting pegged by my girlfriend while ducking off a dude and then after getting pissed on by both of them. I can be into both
>>85088817so you don't even wanna use your penis? is it small?
>>85089014No, I still fuck my girlfriend often but she also pegs me often. I have a 6.5 like 7 inches when fully hard. Im Cut btw
>>85089021>like 7 inches when fully hardabout the same as mine, surprising. pretty sure hormones will break it either way>Im CutRIP. wonder if that affects people and makes them bottoms
>>85089037I did some research and its like a use it or lose it situation. If u keep using it and keep working it then there's a higher chance it will stay functional. Lmao maybe, alot of bottoms i k ow are cut as well but im more of a switch. I have topped my fair share of guys as well
>>85086627how can you even live this life? i've been dealing with internalized homophobia and have been repressing myself ever since i was a teenager, it feels impossible to come out of the closet
>>85089207Tbh it's a combination of traumatic shit happening to me. Getting raped on multiple occasions. Doing dl sex work. And doing non dl sex work. But the biggest thing was just the fact that after I was taped for the first time at 16 I kinda hated myself to the point where being gay didn't suck. It was kinda everything else happening to me. But everyone is really different. So it's up to people
Also for some context I was taped at 16 by a stranger at the club. It was my first time going to a club with a fake ID and this guy was kinda hanging around our group a little bit. He was kinda weird but eventually everyone started to like him more when he gave us all some weed and cigarettes. He drove me and my friends around in his car because we Uber rides there and he was getting us more and more high and drunk and when the night was wrapping up he dropped us off at a place but said he lived close by to where I lived so he will drop me off at my actual house. Looking back it was really weird but I didn't wanna seem like a party killer and stuff so I went along with it. As soon as we drove away he started touching my thighs and rubbing me up. I told him to stop but he just said to stop teasing him. He a stopped in a dark parking lot and told me to get in the backseat. I said no again and again but then he grabbed me and told me that I don't have a say. After that I went along with everything he said. I got home about 2 hours later with bruises all over my body and a bleeding asshole that hurt for days
