When I was around 5 grade I was moved to a public school, morning break there was much more lenient than in my other schools, kids could basically do anything, even leave, probably.Around that year I started to feel lust for girls, even thought I was not aware of what I was feeling, I would kinda act like I didn't liked them and was mean, but I actually enjoyed picking on them, I don't remember ever having close contact with a girl around that time.Then something started, I found out that if I picked on them enough and ragebaited them really hard, they would kick my groin, it was painful, but not nearly enough painful as it would be today, as my balls were not fully developed. The experience was really cathartic and it would feel amazing, the sudden pain of my balls kicked plus the eroticism of a girl feet having made contact with my groin. I don't quite record that time, but I think some of the other boys were doing the same thing, and girls found out that if we got kicked we would instantly loss, so it became a reliable thing that if we picked enough we would get kicked, if I was more aware what my feelings were, or kept some more time around that school (I left in the next year) I would probably have managed to get beated up by a girl, or have one spit on my face, now it is never going to happen.Nowadays I am not into ballbusting, my balls are relly sensitive, I can take on just a few light slaps at maximum, however I have a femdom fetish, that I have acted upon very few times, sadly. I have a very submissive gf and had much more experience being the dominant one, which is quite sad.
>>85087361just do hrt fag
Sounds like you were always a slut degenerate OP, did you consumed porn around that same year? It's incredible that you haven't trooned out
>first desire with the opposite sex is to be kicked in the ballsIts over for robots
