>be me>be 18 and an incoming college freshman>stumble upon a clip from a movie about north korea>the scene opens with a naked woman in a gulag surrounded by men in traditional communist garb>they instruct her to get naked as rape is implied>recoil in disgust and cover your eyes as you see her vagina.>it literally looks like an open wound.>its basically gore.>realize women are animals with putrid malformed bodies.>also realize that because of your catholic upbringing, you never developed a porn addiction and dont masturbate bc its too small (sorry for tmi) i cant be the only one who feels this way. it looks like a body part should be there but got violently severed. i tried looking again, but i had to avert my eyes bc wtf. i also wanna say this is not gay. although ive never had sex (and now dont want to), i think uncircumcised penises are gross. mine is circumcised though so those are tolerable but only because theyre familiar.but i dont even know if i want to get used to it because sex seems uncomfortable and also painful for the woman. i dont even want to marry one because women are so weak and unreliable and emotional, and they think theyre entitled to more sympathy and forgiveness because theyre smaller, which pisses me off. and its not fair that theyre just automatically daintier and shorter solely because of their genetics (being small is desirable because its associated with being more gentle and elegant; i most likely feel this way bc i grew up anorexic). theyre so revolting and obnoxious that i want to neither marry one nor even touch her.anyways, im not a faggot, but masculinity is aesthetically superior since men have aura when they wear suits and ties or whatever. also men are more tolerable to be around since theyre composed and stoic and not bitching or seeking attention. literally all philosophers and politicians were men. i always thought their purpose was to provided pleasure, but now i dont know? theres no way anyone enjoys that.
>>85089285i think you might just have low test or somethingconsider a career as a eunuch