i wonder if there's anyone else on the board with no friends, lovers or a family. i'm running out of ways to deal with the loneliness anymore. i end up refreshing this dead board all day because it gives me a sense of comfort to know that real people are out there posting here. it's weird and hard to explain. it's my only cope left. i wish my life didn't have to turn out like this. i'd even be okay with no family or friends if only i had someone who loved me genuinely. i feel like loneliness makes me get too in my own head which leads to a constant state of psychosis where i type long paragraphs like this without thinking much at all or remembering them afterwards. anyway, i wish i could be loved one day
why not join a discord or find someone on social media bc this place is dead? go on insta or tiktok
>>85089422I'm in the same boat but I'm a dude, not a fembot.
>>85089422You are a lovable person. You've probably been through a lot, and that has led you to your current state--a lot that I would never understand. But I understand what it's like to be lonely, and it sucks. It does.I just hope you know that you are a lovable person, that you are worthy of good things, and they can happen.
>>85089459okay let's say i decide to go on insta or tiktok right now. what do i do next? how do you meet people on there? explain it to me step by step as if i'm retarded and 5 years old. i'm gonna be open minded and listen to everything you have to say on the subject >>85089468that's okay, i doubt girls could ever be in the same boat. when you're a girl, all it takes is one post stating that you're lonely, and you have one billion guys jumping to your aid. i've seen it happen countless times. even if they're picky about the guys who come to their aid, it's impossible for there not to be at least one they consider a decent partner or shoulder to cry on. now as guys, we'll never have anything like that ever>>85089472i hope you didn't artificially generate that
>>85089535Yeah true anon, women will always have some dude there to comfort them. Just the way it is. On the bright side /r9k/ isn't bad for finding people to talk to, might be a fleeting conversation in a thread but still go to see you aren't alone out there. I know where you're coming form man, alone in the world is fucking gay and almost feels like some sort of cosmic punishment. I wonder why this is the life I was handed pretty often. You ain't alone out there though, not much comfort but you're in good company.
>>85089422I have my family but I don't find conversation with them stimulating and I still feel alone. I know it's probably jarring for your to hear, but its true.
>>85089535I did. It's my keyboard. I talk, and then it generates. It's either this, or it's no punctuation, and I think this is preferable because it's at least readable. LOL!I haven't tried that yet, actually. LOL. Haha!
>>85089595I should have clarified that all of my words are my words. It's just that it types out a sentence for me because I'm too lazy to type and I don't like typing. I also think I form my words better when I speak them; it helps me think clearer.
>>85089583conversations like these are the reason i can't bring myself to leave the board. where else on the internet am i going to find people who relate to even a fraction of my circumstances? there's honestly no greater punishment than being forced to be alone forever like this while other people get to feel warmth and connection daily. worst part is, i don't even know what i'm being punished more, maybe some primordial sin. needless to say, everything i do alone feels like a waste of my life if i'm being honest with myself. >>85089593that's insane to me. i guess it makes sense, you don't pick your family after all. you're sort of stuck with what there is>>85089595>>85089597fiine, you're off the hook for now but i'll be keeping my eye on you
>>85089671Well you could keep your eye on these words and then get tired because they will suck and there is no punctuation because the free trial ran out so now I sound like a retard until next weekBut I can still switch them up like this so it adds spacing it takes half a secondI hope you feel less lonely soon
>>85089703i've been hoping for that all my life, but i don't think the hole in my heart is ever getting filled unless i manage to have someone in my life
>>85089671>conversations like these are the reason i can't bring myself to leave the board.Yeah for the most part /r9k/ is fucking ass these days but there are still some good people on here to talk to which is why I never leave. >there's honestly no greater punishment than being forced to be alone forever like this while other people get to feel warmth and connection dailyIt isn't written in stone you'll be alone forever anon, not gonna spout that reddit bullshit about everyone finding love and shit but it aint over until it's over so keep an open heart and shit. Maybe you'll find some fembot on here who will ruin your life lol. >worst part is, i don't even know what i'm being punished more, maybe some primordial sin. needless to say, everything i do alone feels like a waste of my life if i'm being honest with myself. I feel this though bro, sometimes it feels like I did some fucked up shit in a past life and this life is just a punishment for it but I think that's just me looking for an explanation based on justice and fairness instead of accepting life is just chaotic bullshit and some people get fucked. Like some 5 year old getting cancer and dying, nature is just fucking cruel I think. Some people get lucky and some of us don't. Rooting for you though man, doesn't mean much but still rooting for you.
>>85090015>Yeah for the most part /r9k/ is fucking ass these daysi can't even call it ass because there is nothing *to* call ass anymore. the board's dead and it's getting deader by the day. to think there was a time when i used to skip school just to read r9k whenever there was an especially busy day on the board. and now when i finally have all the time in the world to do so, everyone's gone and there's nothing happening on here anymore. it's so frustrating. >Maybe you'll find some fembot on here who will ruin your life lol.i'd be okay with that if that's the price i have to pay to have a woman in my life. but there aren't even any sociopathic women who love ruining lonely incels on here anymore. or are there? the board used to be crawling with them at one point, they'd tag snipe anyone who posted contact. they were scary, too >Some people get lucky and some of us don'tthat's what it comes down to in the end. people can give you a trillion different types of advice on these sorts of things, but luck is the deciding factor of it all. >Rooting for you though man, doesn't mean much but still rooting for you.likewise! if i didn't have this board, i'd be a raging schizophrenic right now, but posting here is keeping me lucid and slowing my cognitive decline a significant amount. it's not ideal, but it's all i have
im basically in that situation, it is what it is. at least im somewhat living in comfort now compared to before
>>85090179>comfort true, i'm also grateful to have a roof over my head and a bed to sleep on, but i genuinely get less social interaction than a prisoner in jail. at least they get to socialize and play poker and hang out in the courtyard
i really need a woman in my life
>>85089422>sense of comfort to know that real people are out there posting herei can relate to that. nothing else i do really helps me cope with the feelings of loneliness, i wonder why. not sure what i can do to fix this other than rely on hope that its "gonna get better" eventually. best of luck to the both of us i guess.
>>85089422>tfw no unova coded gf / bf my faggot ass was romantically attracted to N as a kid I just reverse imaged search and found out this was a yu gi oh character but whatever
