>be diagnosed schizophrenic>it's actually fairies or demons or spirits fucking with me gaslighting me>people believe if i imagine hard enough while holding a crystal i can control reality is real>theyre not considered schizophrenic for this possibly because others believe it or it's a googleable religion>i have had a spirit possess me and lift a 1000 lbs +tree a small boulder and run at 35 mph (hehe you're schizo for this but im sane for holding a piece of Amythyst and thinking i can change the world by thinking and wishing really hard)>Believe The Creator just expects us to be good and a good afterlife is a surprise and no one gets eternally destroyed or eternally tortured (Heheheh Christians tell me the Creator is going to burn me alive for believing I just need to be kind and doing it and that i have to guess the right religion and call evil good which is calling eternal torture or eternal destruction good)>Christians either think I'm going to Hell or schizophrenicRight now normies are bugging me. My mother just lectured me on how Jesus Christ died for my sins (I think he's a fictional character and the Holy Bible is fictional) and etc... but when I asked her what she thinks about "The Creator" (call him whatever you want, you know what the phrase The Creator refers to)>Well I can't comment on whether I think God is the oldest being to ever exist, I just think God had a son named Jesus Christ and he died for sins and etc...Why can't you say God is the oldest being in eternity? As in, the most ancient thing that exists? If something is older than God, God isn't God. If something is older than God then God is just a potentially powerful deity like Athena or Artemis. I just refer to the oldest thing in existence even if it always existed outside of time in a way we can't understand as "The Creator" because it removes all religious bullshit.I don't get why no humans seem to get me. I don't think I am insane. Anyone else?
>>85089539All of what you're saying about the conversation with your mom makes sense, btw. Your mom is just indoctrinated. You won't be able to convince her otherwise.
>>85089562Yeah my mom is mostly nice but she just frustrated me. She also admitted>I wanted you conservator shipped because I want to force help on you the way your doctor wanted In the conversation.She straight up admitted she wanted me decelerated gravely disabled so help her way could be forced on me, when I survived gangmembers, rainy seasons and cold seasons homeless for 4 years when she kicked me out. If I was gravely (deathly disabled) id have died homeless in 4 years. Then she tried to pull the card "If you had to eat out of the trash ever homeless you're gravely disabled. Nope,I got frustrated about this shit. I learned to wisely not trust authority.Anyone else with voices or visions or what people call hallucinations think you're actually sane but have a spirit fucking with you or something similar? Even the government fucking with you.
