what do you think happens after we die, fellas?could it be like a dmt trip where you go to a whole foreign reality or what?it's one of those "should i kill myself" kind of nights.
>>85091000i think its like when you sleep without a dream. you dont exist
>>85091000Why do you want to die in a world where mac & cheese exists???
>>85091019because i'm not fond of myself.>>85091015that would be ideal in a way, but i can also see why people wouldn't like that, they want there to be more. it would kind of take away a lot of like meaning in life if that was the case
Your living body becomes a corpse. I don't understand this world. Why was I born into MY mother's womb and not you? Why are we not switched? Or why did I not get born years later when my sister was born?Personally I think you get embodied again as either human or animal or something and the suffering continues. I dontnthink its based on moral or karma or anything like that either. It's like we are caught in a big machine a big thresher and it's gonna do what it will do and we just get churned up and harmed
tonight has really horrible vibes. glad it's not just me struggling
>>85091015Basically this, had a head injury that for all intents and purposes killed me and I dont remember it happening, just woke up in a hospital and thought I was still at work.
>>85091067desu this. Time is forever meaning all possibilities will be exhausted again and again and again and again. Why is there something and not nothing? Because time is forever.
>>85091070I took 2 tabs earlier but 1mg of clonazepam as well plus I tripped shrooms 2 days ago very intensly, so my tolerance is high and I was broke. So I'm like disappointed in my trip then I had the opportunity to sell 3 viagra for 50 to some methhead. It was a fuck around because these types are retarded anyway I got the cash went to a new lsd guy with stronger tabs brought 4 took 2 for the drive home like 15min but I'm hungry so I stopped for a pizza but it's gonna be like 20mins so now I'm really bracing myself to drive home. Before it was just very mild peripheral stuff so I was fine to drive.. kinda but now I'm like, 15min some of which is heavy traffic and the longer the pizza takes the worse its gonna be but I'm all good. There's very ominous music playing as well LOLITA by lana and it's giving weird gloomy dark vibes. So I agree the vibes are off tonight can't wait to get home and eat my pizza
>>85091094IDK Im having a good time tonight, I talked to my bestie, played in the grass at the park, star gazed, and am listening to Mirage and I got a hotdog at the store :3
>>85091000I think it's like a black hole. Time begins to slowly dilate until it seemingly stretches into infinity. Your senses progressively beginning to warp and twist and your perception of reality changing into ways that don't make sense. At this point I think consciousness takes on a different form that we can't understand as we truly all just are the universe experiencing itself. The dissolution of self is guaranteed, but I don't not believe it is the end, rather the return to oneness. Existence and the illusion of separation from eachother are things we fake for granted, until mortality beckons us all back to the natural state
>>85091124Existing "outside" of "time" consciousness whatever it may be would mean that in death we experience everything everywhere all at once. A return to all, the beginning and the end.
I don't really think anything happens. I have had weird shit happen, like a premonition where i was literally able to quote somebody which makes me certain destiny exist, though i think its like that one stupid theory about the universe just being one set giant predetermined reaction of chemicals rather then separate entities. even if my individuality is taken ill be buried in nature and still exist in some capacity. it's one of the only things that matters to me after death really dont understand cremation always felt like a very industrial way to treat the dead.
>>85091059I'm not fond of myself either, but I'm very fond of mac & cheese, that's why I stick around. No mac & cheese in the void, that we know of.
>>85091000Your existence is like a wave in an ocean. Once you're gone, what was once the wave is still there, it's just back in the ocean.So, you'll cease to exist for some time. But this time doesn't stretch forever. Just like how you came into this world from once not existing, it will happen again.
>>85091129And yet we would not know it, remember our names or our inconsequentially small speck of time in our human bodies. We would just be. To become existential for a second, what small amount of time we have alive, is a gift we take for granted. Without death, life has no meaning.
>>85091085So then we must... destroy... time?
>>85091000You die and you're gone. There's no heaven, hell, purgatory or reincarnation. It will be like before you were born, nothing. This life is all you get and when it's over you simply cease to exist.
>>85091116The vibes are better now I'm home you want a slice? I'm listening to swan song and it's beautiful God I love lana
>>85091166Is that bacon, bell peppers, mushrooms and onions?
>>85091135now i want mac n cheese.
>>85091174Lotta talking bro either take a slice or don't
>>85091191I need to watch my diet, my BMI is only 46, I know, but I don't want to get too fat.
>>85091000I've done a lot of things in life so I'm kinda excited for death
>>85091000One thing that is very likely to happen is to poop ones pants shortly after dying. I had a colleague at work keeling over and had some hope that he'll make it ... until I saw he pooped his pants - I knew it was over.Live your life with dignity because the notion of dying with dignity is a cruel joke played on the gullible. Be the best person you can be so people clean your last poop stain without complaining.
I hope complete non-existence. No heaven ot hell, no reincarnation, no. conscious. Just complete oblivion.
>>85091427it's scary to think about there being some afterlife. kind of creepy really.
>>85091000It doesn't matter, live your life as if it doesn't, and you'll be better off in the end. Longing for an answer to something you'll one day get and never be able to predict beforehand won't do you any good anonthe only thing I can be sure of would be that it feels warm, perfectly warm like the opposite flavor of a cold pillow (source: cardiac arrest + severe concussion)
