has your autism had it's good moments anons
Dirty little boyERASE THAT SHITERASE THAT SHITYOU DIRTY BOYCOME ON, ERASE IT YOU DIRTY BOY!ERASER!AND THEN YOU KNOW WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO???YOU AND MOMMY AND ARE GONNA COME IN AND ERASE ALL YOUR DIRTY PICTURES OF FAT BITCHESYOU DIRTY BOY! IS THAT THE WAY YOU'RE TALKED TO ERASE ALL YOUR DIRTY THINGS ERASE YOUR DIRTY THINGSDO YOU UNDERSTAND ME
>>85091016>has your autism had it's good moments>good momentsi haven't had a good moment in over 20 fucking years anon
>>85091016>good momentshehe thats a good one anon I like you your a funny guy
>>85091016Where oh where can I find a femcel who looks like this to malewife for?
>>85092049at macdonalds with her negroe kid on a leash or something or maybe at KFC with jamal
>>85091016>autism>good momentslmaoI'm attractive enough to be eye candy but once they've had a taste of me, they stay the fuck away from meEvery relationship I've ever had, I have to walk on eggshells so I don't sperg out
>>85092191>I'm attractive enough to be eye candy but once they've had a taste of me, they stay the fuck away from meReal, I enjoy the privileges that come with being pretty like easy sex and people treating you with basic respect, but holy shit it's like one wrong dialogue option flips a switch in their brain from loving you to loathing you, I've gotten used to it, but the little bit of humanity I have left always aches when it happens.
>>85091016Let me think........................No.
>>85092217Why don't you just hang with people who don't always lead with their sexuality and make that their entire personality?
>>85091016no. i didn't get the good kind of autism where i hyperspecialize in niche topics. i got the horrible kind where i'm basically an irl robot pretending to be human and everyone absolutely fucking despises me for it
>>85092217Holy shit are you me?It's like I HAVE to be nonchalant and/or avoidant, because the moment I actually open up they leave me ;_;
>>85093199>Why don't you just hang out with people who (...)You think I haven't tried that?I hung out with a wide variety of people, ranging from basic bitch normies to eccentric weirdos, but it always ends the same no matter what, I can make them laugh, I can listen to their troubles and comfort them, I can partake in their interests, it won't matter when they get the ick, when they get the ick they leave and pretend you never existed.If you try salvaging the bond, it backfires badly.>>85093272>It's like I HAVE to be nonchalant and/or avoidantreal, people are WAY more clingy when you're avoidant for some reason, like where was that energy when it mattered?
>>85091016i used to send my ex random photos of idols and shoujo anime that i was watching with no context and she'd always engage with me and what i was sending. if you are attractive you can get away with being this autistic, if you're ugly you've already lost. sorry.
>>85093385I used to be hyperfixated on text to speech songs (with really dumb lyrics) and I unironically showed it to people, if I was ugly I'd probably get bullied to suicide kek.
>>85093409it's an unfair advantage. things like this make us appear cute and different but if i was a 1/10 obese retard i would look socially incapable and be avoided instantly.
>>85091016Yeah, autism made me lose all my serotonin by the time I turned 12.
>>85091016Animals like me. There was a golden retriever comfort dog at the hospital and she walked across the room and sat on my feet so I could pet her. There were several other people around and she chose me.
