Porn addiction broke me so bad that I was rejecting women who were practically begging for me to approach them, and it happened multiple times when I was in university. Male friends would comment on it and urge me to do something but I vehemently refused. Its incredibly pathetic reflecting upon it. Its crazy to think how different I would have turned out if I wasn't hooked to porn at such a young age. Now I'm pushing 30 as a recluse virgin neet. What's worse is realizing that theres probably many many more kids of the younger generations will go down this same path.
>>85092408I rejected perfectly adequate girls who had crushes on me in elementary school. It's not the porn.
>>85092408I had a lot of experiences like this, even up to High School. A lot of girls would get their friends to ask for my number. I remember standing in a circle with 30 or 40 other students outside the Gym one day and some annoying outgoing retard asked "Girls! Whose the hottest guy in this circle?" and they all pointed at me. I wish I could say that I never capitalized because I was anxious or afraid of rejection, but I was just too lazy. I wanted a partner to do everything for me in the same way that a woman is pursued and taken care of by a man that wants her, and even at a young age I found the idea of chasing a woman who would largely annoy the shit out of me and burden me with expectations exhausting.My mentality hasn't really changed, but the consistent truth of women that are actually willing to chase a man and expend effort is that they're ALWAYS shooting way above their league. Not just a little, either. Fat women and/or mutants with caveman features are the ones that will pay your bills and let you live life in the same way a woman does. Since dating apps, even the most unremarkable basic woman has so much free validation stuffed into every orifice that they expect you to dance for their mundane hole.Juice simply isn't worth the squeeze.
>>85092408it's not too late to change things you don't even have to change your whole life
Skill issue. Keep watching porn and do better.
