most of my life until recently. im sorry its like that right now. whats going on?

>>85092888
im just trying to quit my psych meds and having bad sleep basically. having bad sleep over many days feels so sad and miserable.

of course my life is hard but that's what's wrong today. and it just hit me, nobody else but me knows it, i didnt actually tell anyone "im tired as fuck today". which is ok but it feels so empty.

>>85092913
aa yeah thatll do it. been going thru some crazy withdrawal shit myself lately. shit's hard. between that and lack of sleep, dont believe any evil shit your brain tells you just fyi.

yeah i get it, just one shitty thing happening alongside other difficult things. all much less manageable when youre tired and feel like shit.

i hope you get a proper night of rest soon. it'll feel so so good when you do.

>>85092857
yep
i just go for a run whenever i feel like that

>>85092857
Buy a doll and speak to it. It will help you feel better

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>>85092857
I'm sorry fren.
If it's any consulation I've had a surge of lonliness feelings. I know it's in my head. I have people I talk to, talking to people usually leads to disapointment.
I think I just miss deep interpersonal connection with people who have similar interests.
However a lot of the things I enjoy or my view on things isn't appreciated or people don't have the patients to get through a joke for a punchline.

I'm not empty. I'm not even technically alone. However I genuinely do feel if shit hit the fan hard, I don't have any support structure. That makes me sad but at least it's a mass problem and not just me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mXonGAEPQp

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>>85092857
wait until that becomes every day. then every week. then every month. for years

>>85094368
that's rough ngl mad respect for anyone going through that. i have. and its rough.

>>85094268
same fren.

i am not in good terms with my family, but lately reconnected with my sister. i also have friends and one friend in particular who is close and i can trust. other people whom i havent talked to in a while but i can reconnect.

but the thing is, just like i think you are, i am tired of grasping at straws and counting people as friends who may not be really there for me. so i just consider myself alone, and just go through problems alone, this prevents disappointment. what's the point of trying to vent to people who aren't 100% there for me.