>be me>19yo mentally ill and retarded NEET shut in who's losing the means to go on>living in shitty environment with family who doesn't care>no friends to turn to for comfort, neither online nor in person>the one person I thought I could turn to is now gone>even my usual coping mechanisms don't help anymore>going through a rough season of depression as a result of all of it>somebot gives me genuinely helpful and very good advice on another thread on how to improve my situation>instead of it comforting me and motivating me, it just reminds me of just how cooked I am>mfwThey tried their best and I'm grateful for their advice obviously, but I think I might just be beyond saving atp.
>>85094952Nigga you're 19. Save for murder, rape, and a life imprisonment you can still do shit. It just won't seem like improvement and change because you want it right now, you need instant gratification to believe in results. Pull your head out of your ass, pull your shit together. I needed to hear those words when I was 19.
