I've been going to the gym past few days, plan on going again today, it does make things feel better for a second but it also kinda feels like it's making me want more in life and feel even emptier than I did beforeMy semester starts fucking august 31, im truly counting these days down and man, time couldn't be moving any more slow. It's like there are some moments where things feel fine and it's okay to be in this break, and most of time I'm just yearning to go back to school and be around more people.
>>85095799I've always liked going to gyms around 1-3am. I always felt I was among people who understood me even if we didn't say it or even acknowledged eachother's presence. I know where you're at brother, and while I can't give you any words that can make that emptiness go away, I can tell you that you're not as alone as you feel you are. You're strong, strong enough to be real. Never lose sight of who you are, and you will find loyalty and understanding. Take care of yourself son.