diabolically lonely should i spend $100 on those sites where u can pay to talk to ppl or $100 on a big bottle of alcohol
>>85097761alcohol will last longer
>>85097761I'll talk to you if you want, I'm not female or someone you would want to talk to though.
>>85097761Dont be an idiot. Post your discord I'll talk to you for free
Buy alcohol and then play an online game with a headset so you can talk to people while doing it
>>85097761send me like 20 dollars and I'll talk to you
>>85097761I buy 1.75 liters of vodka for $12.00That would be 8 bottles
save for a vr headset at this point and be a vrchat degen
>>85097818What can you do in VR? Is it fun? Can I get trashed and hang out with other weirdos?
Do they really charge that much? holy fuck
3-0 alcohol i guess the tribe has spoken>>85097772>>85097773>>85097784idr wanna talk to people from here for reasons>>85097777the second is my entire life im tired of it and it makes me crash out after doing it>>85097794mony isnt a concern stopping the thoughts is plus i cant do 8 bottles in one go>>85097818spent a lot of time doing this and tired of it
>>85097761Alcohol is the better option but don't drink alone. Go to a bar. Plenty of fellas go to bars by themselves for this exact reason. A few drinks in and you won't be lonely anymore
>>85097849i hate talking to people at the bar we have nothing in common and the conversations are trite and formulaic i deal with normies enough at work
>>85097839>i cant do 8 bottles in one goNot with THAT attitude.
>>85097825thats a very common thing there are lots of vr bars
>>85097853Probably true. Maybe a gamer bar if you have any nearby :P
>>85097873im an alcoholic already with bad health ive had my apt look just as bad last time i was in this state
>>85097873>Only one bottle of JaegermeisterYou can do better than that anon...
>>85097887It's an old picture from the last time I used this board regularly, and I cut back a lot, but I'm beginning to think that there really isn't any reason to. Sobriety is overrated; the only time I ever feel happy and energetic is when I'm drunk, and I get along with everyone better drunk; I fumbled a girl from here with a cute accent recently because I'm just too drained all the time and don't know how to interact with people sober. I've fought with this for 10 years and I'm ready to give up. I was happier as a functional alcoholic.
>>85097931Your organs will die and your body parts will start to rot off you. Being an alcoholic is a painful death.
>>85097761An ai bf or gf is free. Use the janitor app
>>85097761always choose alc
out of hte psych wards for good. back to work and i already want to paste myself on the wall. i talk to probably 100 people a week if i bother to show up and all it does is hammer home how alone and retarded i am. since alc won i am drinking japanese whisky cuz im a weeb. i have hibiki and toki and i will try both to distinguish flavor difference.>>85097885none nearby and those that are in this city are pinball bars full of reddit quirk chunguses>>85097931i hate dirnking. its shit. its the lowest form of living. but i am a spastic and this is the only thing that shuts up my head>>85097940at this stage tho i dont talk about it anymore and its an awful feeling>>85097942i already run a 32b model locally when im rly desperate but i get extremely sick in the head from it when i realize how pathetic resorting to it is when the rest of the world can just. talk to ppl? and scratch their socialization itch that way.
>>85098003>i hate talking to people at the bar we have nothing in common and the conversations are trite and formulaic i deal with normies enough at work>none nearby and those that are in this city are pinball bars full of reddit quirk chungusesI'm beginning to see why you're so lonely anon. You dislike people for arbitrary reasons. Your goal should be to find things you do have in common with them, not focus on what you don't
>>85098059Yeah no shit, no one is actually lonely. Three guys here already offered to talk to him while he's drinking and he refused. He would get the benefit of alcohol and could socialize with robots. That's basically heaven.
Alcohol will be your friend, anytime you need a friend. It's just not a very good friend and probably shouldn't drive. Also, talks shit about you behind your back.
toki has a bite and hibiki is very smooth i can see why it costs like 2x as much>>85098059i work in sales, talking to people and finding quick ways to build rapport is part of my job. i am the problem in that i am too messed up and dont find myself relating to most people at all. i deal and speak with so many people trying to find people to relate to that i churn thru random people like chaff and find it an uncomfortable experience. mine isnt an experience of never speaking to anyone. its speaking to too many ppl and not keeping the ones that mattered. social interaction 99.9% of the time makes me feel bad, not fulfilled. >>85098075i dont rly wanna speak my heart out to ppl on this board im sure if u think for 2 seconds its easy to understand why>>85098094im going to hijack the local bus and drive it to the local bbq place im hungry
>>85098102Interesting. I'm buddies with a car salesman and he's the exact opposite, can make friends with literally anyone over the smallest commonalities.It's a skill anon. Sounds like you're bad at it, but skills can always be sharpened with practice
>>85098102>i dont rly wanna speak my heart out to ppl on this board im sure if u think for 2 seconds its easy to understand whyI really don't. Anyone who takes time out of their day to self-select and talk to you can't be all that bad.
>>85098125maybe i didnt explain too clearly.. i dont lack that skill. i find it extremely easy to ``befriend" people. befriend is a misnomer; that's really just making acquaintances. theyre not ppl you can actually connect with, be vulnerable with, and bring inside your inner circle. i can flip between a hundred different masks to find some commonality that makes the other person have a high opinion of me. it doesnt mean that i find any social connection, relief, or any sense of enjoyment from it. it actually just makes me tired, exhausted, sad, lonely, and sick. ive combed the world for people who make me happy and theyre few and far between, those i do find i cant keep interested in me. how ironic.>>85098138im a resident blogposting retard and i dont want to reveal much of my private life here,, this is a tiny slice of my brain i can puke into the void unassociated with any of my other facets of existence
>>85098165Well idk man, be lonely I guess
didnt eat anything today so im drunk already wow. maybe ill go pay for those talk to people and play a game wit hthem sites after all>>85098175such is the suffering of the human condition and why i think its best to snuff the flame rather than burn anyone i get close to. its a sickness in my mind and a fault on my end, not on anyone else.
>>85097777quad 7 checked
>>85097761Alcohol. People are lame.
>>85098273people are cool! people are the best. my favorite moments in life are just the simple things.. sharing food with people i cared about. holding a hand. watching the wind blow through someone's hand. looking at the photos someone took in your camera. people make life worth living. the inverse is true. no people makes life worthless.
>>85098326Check out Mister Normie over here
youre just mocking me
>>85098614shut upp!!! im just a professional at masking. i can pass off as normie well and ive woirked rly rly rly hard to experience things but mi a totally fucked in the head menhera waste of human space.>>85098635huh?
>>85097761add me on discord really anyone can add me I'm bored goober.9503
>>85098326I envy you. I only want to be alone. Whenever im with people im simply counting the seconds until i get to be alone again. Even when im with so called "friends" all i want is for them to go away.I wish i could enjoy being around other people but as it stands i only do it if i have to or if spending time with them will be less strenuous than dealing with their hurt feelings. I dont feel awkward around other people, just annoyed.
>>85098843i envy you. i am always alone. ive lived the entirety of my life, alone. in the dark, staring at computer screens. i spend fractional amounts of time around other ppl. i wish i had friends to see that often. i wish many things. i guess, the grass is always greenr on the other side.
>>85098897Lets do a freaky friday.
>>85099045what on earth is that.
>>85097761im gonna say the first choice is better but only if you force them to play games that make them miserable like league of legends.
>>85097761What kinda website? Cant tell if you mean better help or onlyfans. Dont do the onlyfans shit my dude, trust me, theyre all fucked up and they dont want friends, I legit tried to be friends with a couple of them and no joke, they are traumatized and fucked up. And again, they dont want friends, they want 20 bucks.
>>85097761its more worthwhile to spend a 100 dollars on alcohol and cigs then to use it to talk to people, don't paywall yourself from social interaction thats fucking stupid I'd probably give you shit for ever thinking of that if I knew you in person
>>85097761Never got paying expensive prices for poison Just get the bottom shelf shit it's the same crap.
>>85097761>$100 on those sites where u can pay to talk to pplwhich sites now?will they actually talk to me or is it a scam
Might as well just talk to AI if you're not going to talk to people in meatspace.
