I've never been to a party. I've never thrown a party. I'm probably not going to ever be able to throw a party because I don't know enough people and will likely never have enough free time or money.The worst part is that I'm so obscenely socially inept that even if I did go to a party, I'd likely not do well in that environment anyway. I just wanna go to a party. It looks fun.
>>85097813I went to three parties in high school I walked in it stunk I got offered a twisted tea it was lukewarm I chatted up some people and the rest of the night was me hitting everyone's vape that was it. I think a few people ended up having sex in the bathroom. It sucked. I would rather have stayed home and watched YouTube
>>85097813I went to a party once where we all dressed in white and played twister with the board covered in paint so our clothes got covered in smears and handprints. Then we played a second and third round in our underwear. That was fun.
>>85097813>sitting in the living room watching The View with my mom>dawns on me that i don't have any major memories from this decade and neither of us have left the house in about a month>ask if she thinks we're boring people>she goes, "No? We go to Walmart every now and then."I fucking hate the suburbs.
>>85097977Who cares? The world is fake and gay. I'm forced to go outside every day, engage with society, work, etc and it sucks and has no actual benefit. I'm feeding my energy to the void of meaningless called productivity when everything that matters is either industrialized, automated, or can be done by a significantly smaller population of humans.
>>85098006>bro nothing matters lol, just piss your life away lmao fuck being alivekill yourself.
>>85098017>kill yourself.I don't mind the prospect, I'm just waiting to see how bad the world gets for a little bit longer.
>>85098038if you don't care either way, why wait?
>>85097813"Parties" with normalniggers will only make you feel bad about yourself. Find a gathering of people who are as autistic and inept as you and let yourself be inept with them. Depending on your interests. An anime rave, a dnd club, et cetera.
>>85098076There are some factors impeding me, and this year is promising in some regards for things I'm curious about. It would be too hard to explain to someone like you.
>>85098097>It would be too hard to explain to someone like you.lol. lmao. "nothing matters, life is worthless, it's all on the dumps...b-but i'm not going to kill myself because, uh. because um. y-you wouldn't understand, heh. just a glimpse into my dark twisted mind would drive you insane."kill yourself or knock this shit off.
I also never went to parties, excluding bar mitzvahs. I'd like to be able to go to normal parties and get to kiss some girls, but I probably wouldn't enjoy them, too much stimulation.
>>85097813I went to a college white party once and all I remember is getting shitfaced and mildly belligerent when the house leader was asking everyone to leave. It's not like the movies unless you're really in there as a top-tier normalnigger. Just stay home and drink it's less embarrassing.
>>85097813>never been to a party (including birthday parties (including my own (my dad didn't believe in celebrating birthdays)))>never been to a concert>never been out drinking>never consumed alcohol at all>never done drugs including marijuana>never been to a sleepover>never been trick-or-treating>never been to a holiday feast>never had sex>never had even a single close friend>never been to prom (homeschooled)>never played a video game>never read a book in full
>>85098137Oh I will, just you wait.
