i see so many faggots on here like "Oooh im such a fucking chud neet whatever failure i should kill myself" and it really makes me mad. if you are one of these cunts take this as your sign not to kill yourself or whatever. i have a painful chronic condition which makes it really hard for me to persue my hobbies and inspirations, plus i am a neet myself as well, partialy because of this condition. and then i see you fellow neets with ALL THIS FREETIME AND THE CAPACITY TO SIT AT A DESK FOR MORE THAN LIKE AN HOUR AT A TIME and your all doing NOTHING with it. every single day of my life feels like a constant hangover and im still trying to have my hobby. [art] but you PERFECTLY HEALTHY OTHER THAN AUTISM [WHICH I ALSO HAVE] DICKS JUST SIT THERE DOING NOTHING. I DONT CARE IF YOU GET A JOB OR PROVIDE FOR SOCIETY OR NOT BUT PLEASE FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS
you all have so much potential that i cant have and squander it. if you have no dreams, fucking get some. figure out what message you want to share with the world, and how your going to share it. learn to draw, make shitty music, i dont give a fuck just do something with your life other than sit around and mope. yes, getting better at said thing will be hard, but overcoming it is rewarding, and then maybe you wont feel like such a waste of space. i want you bitches to wake up every day and think "i might be unlovable, fat and hideous, but at least im not a cripple!" because anything is better than being fucking disabled. nobody cares if your fat and ugly if your productive enough, but i literally cant be, so im stuck being ugly and unproductive. i have no crutch of abillity to fall back on there. we both have two problems but at least you can solve one of yours. please help yourself, i cant. and dont go with some bullshit excuse either,because i probably also have that problem. im unpleasant to be around, im stupid, im a slow learner, im an asshole, im autistic, im poor, i struggle to connect with people, i have a shitty diet, ect. none of these issues are stopping me from following my dreams. being physically disabled is. having a constant headache is.
>Blah blah blah follow your dreams champ, you go get em slugger, etc. Sorry, my depression says no. Why would anybody do anything with their lives when it's all transient and the end result for yourself is identical. It's performative, this life bullshit. Now with AI even intelligence doesn't help secure success. Most people are redundant and don't know it yet.
>>85098136and im still fucking trying ontop of that, which is more effort than you cunts are putting in. i wish i was a parasite so i could take over your bodies, give them purpose and reach my potential, but sadly i cant, so get your own fucking purpose and stop being depressed theres nothing to really be sad about when you can walk without your knees dislocating. you selfish ungrateful dicks. you are all a waste of good bones and working muscle and it makes me sick to think about
>>85098116>>85098136>>85098144I watched a video about Vegeta going super saiyan for the first time last night. He did it out of pure desperation and such, and the deep dive made perfect sense. It inspired me, such that I've decided to go full-throttle for the rest of the year in my Japanese studies and focus on finally passing N3 of the JLPT (with the grander goal of passing N1 someday). In a broad sense, I am Vegeta.Key difference is, I'm a little gay though. Like, I genuinely want to fuck Zarbon. The backshots would be insane.
>>85098142fuck your depression you massive faggot. its all in your head at least you can walk. and dont cry that ooohhh i cant be sucsesfulll wahhhhhh because im not asking you to do that im asking you to get a fucking hobby. maybe you should draw a picture about your wittle feelings.
>>85098164good for you! i hope it goes well. remember to pace yourself so you dont get burnt out and die, and uh good luck with your homosexuality
>>85098185>good luck with your homosexualityI'm probably bi or whatever, but it doesn't matter; I'm just focused on Japanese now. I'm going to buy some books...AND STUDY THEM!!
>>85098116I follow my dreams as a NEET. My music still sucks, my art is terrible, and my games are unfinished. But I'm definitely not going to keeeeeeel myself, that shits lame and gay.
>>85098142also i hate how you all care about preformativeness. life is a preformance, whatever, so be it. and youd be having a lot more fun prancing on stage than pouting in the audience. but ohh no thats fucking i dunno? cringe or whatever? if life is a waste of time you might as well waste it actually doing something
i'm 32 now, i NEETed up until this pointits over lol, by the time i am at a point where i can actually enjoy life, i'll be old and gray and too tired.
>>85098214very good. keep on that. you will get better at coding and music and drawing, because your doing it actively and practice is best. you will get to your goal some day
>>85098254nta but I never got better at any of those things and I did them for years and I improved and studied and honed my craft. Basically it's completely useless to put extra effort unless you are smart, so fuck off with the chronic condition bullshit. There are workarounds to that, there is no workaround to being dumb and not being able to improve with all of the time in the world. That's how it is.
>>85098252its never too late. i see old ass bitches on runs all the time. i get mobillity mogged by ur grandad. and im still trying, despite my fautige. you can still do something so do it.
>>85098254I will prevail.>>85098290I am that anon, how long did you do it? It literally took me over 10 years to start getting good at anything at all.
>>85098290>fuck off with the chronic condition bullshit. There are workarounds to that, what workarounds? pain meds that either dont work or make you a fucking opioid addict? walking sticks? ooh for chronic fautige, caused by a heart condition, maybe i should try caffine!!! durrr!!! if there were fucking workarounds for a CHRONIC CONDITION then it wouldnt be CALLED CHRONIC. and im stupid too so dont even. also i dont actually belive you failed to improve at all through proper studying. you were probably doing it wrong or something, or blinded to improvement by self hate
>>85098339fuck i accidentally made it all green fuck my stupid cripple life shove a dildo in my ass and call me susan
>>85098307Chess - 11 yearsRubik's cubing - 15 yearsOperating systems development - 5 yearsCompetitive debate - 8 yearsFormal writing - 14 yearsWeb development - 14 yearsExercise - 3 years (my body starts hurting like hell, I push through and then something actually breaks, or I take a break and come back and then it still hurts)TCG Games - 7 yearsAnime/Manga (just reading and having domain knowledge) - 15 yearsAlgorithms/General Programming - 6 to 14 yearsAdvanced math - 9 yearsDrawing - 1 yearCAD design - 2 yearsList goes on, this is just off the top of my head.Never interested in music.
true im still stuck in a pit of mediocrity but ive been trying to draw every day since i got fired from my job for being retarded
>>85098339You don't know me just as much as I know you, my point is to stop making value calls about others. You just justified yourself and you think others can't provide a similar justification? How short-sighted of you.>also i dont actually belive you failed to improve at all through proper studying. you were probably doing it wrong or something, or blinded to improvement by self hateIf you knew even half the things I trained in, attempted and repeatedly failed at doing etc you wouldn't even dare to write this, but as I said you don't know me so it's a m00t point.
>>85098292thing is, there's nothing i want to do. ive been alive 32 years and i have no reason to get out of bed every day, other than i have to piss really bad. i piss in jugs and live in filth. i see nothing wrong with any of it, because no one will ever see it except me. there is no reason this should continue another 40-50 years.
>>85098370theres nothing you wanna do? nothing? not even play geometry dash? do you never fantasise about havinganything?
>>85098397if there was anything i was passionate about i would have begun working towards it a long time ago. there's simply nothing that i desire besides jacking off, smoking weed and eating. i am basically just an animal, and soon to be homeless.
>>85098415Me but without the weed part. All that weed money could go towards paying rent and continuing to bum out.
I tried now I'm tired. Just let me rest.This world is an awful place where happiness can't be found.
>>85098367>You just justified yourself and you think others can't provide a similar justification?i havent justified myself for permenant inaction though have i. as i have said a million times, im still actually trying, despite being genetically predestined to feel like boiled shit every day without fail. but ok sure, on your other point, if you really have genuinely tried failed so much you might have something critically wrong with your brain. being a retard has its own excuse for this shit im just sick of like slightly autistic people doing nothing with their lives
>>85098436i grow my own. i am NEET i cant pay for weed lol
>>85098454>if you really have genuinely tried failed so much you might have something critically wrong with your brainThanks for understanding. >>85098459That's actually sick as fuck. Is that your garden?
>>85098459so you DO have a hobby! i know jack shit about plants but they look green and happy. also, even if ur doing nothing w ur life at least ur using your not disabled body to do drugs. i cant tolerate doing that cus of my heart sadly. also it might conflict with all my medications.
