>at work>another day cleaning around>be rekt already>the past few weeks were specially tough>forklift certification class tomorrow and next saturday>rip my weekends>tempted to book a vacation for my birthday >at the same time I believe I need to rather save up>my 30s are around the corner>I need to build up something for myself>but I also can't when I never get a break at home>I wish I was stronger but bleh
>go smoke a cig>DAMN IT>I missed out on free money>all I had to was to bet on spacex failing >I read about the failed rocket launch >but the market can be crazy>im in no position to gamble
>time for coffee and cigs>break is nearly over already >I was looking at stocks>Sk Hynix seems cheap>but a chaebols rug pull is also possible
>>85099450based hutao poster
>the more I think about everything >the more I feel hopelessI really want that vacation but I also need money to make more moneyWelp still at work and already rekt, need to stfu>best solution would be to think about things ones im calm and not rektBut I never get a break and im too weak to handle things betterKill me pleaseTime to stfu>>85099457I just rike her design thats all
>>85099457i like her design a lot as well. i barely play genshin, just like the girls
>avatar jews trying to hide from the jannie ss
>around a hour left til the finale break>go smoke a cig>the stock I consider is even cheaper now>they are pricing in bad sale numbers >they will be released next wednesday >this happened with nvidia befor it mooned again>but everything is pointing to a disappointment on wednesday>goldman sachs tells their employee to stay away from the booming market>while telling the average joe to invest Its like they are a big club and im not part of it
If you want to make more money I can see two guaranteed ways for you. Quit smoking and instead of buying stocks invest into an index fund like the S&P 500. Stocks are literally gambling. The house always wins.
>have nothing to do>dad would tell me to chill until he calls me>go pick up a exhausting and back breaking taskBasically cleaning some crawl space that the employee of our client neglected since yearsThere was cat poop, they produce meat in this factorySo that wasn't fine by me>turns out I do have the working bee genes like dad & auntIf I could just make use of it in a good way but ripTime for the last break>go for a coke instead of coffee>>85099881I save up 70% of my paychecks, let me have my smokes reeeAll the tech companies in it make me paranoidAnd usually index funds are the a good way to preserve wealthI need to make some wealth befor I worry about that>Stocks are literally gambling.It depends, I was actually looking up stocks since elementary schoolAll the companies I had confidence in, are doing well enough for a early retirement But I went mentally ill the first time with 12and a bit later a shutin for way tooo many yearsI don't have any confidence now, my environment make things too troublesomeWelp people made it in actual hellish environments so im just too weak rip
>heading back home>dad said our client noticed me>they always see me walking from one spot to another on their surveillance cams>welp currently no specific job>so I go around looking for things to do/clean>if they managed their own employees like amazon did>they wouldn't need us>I used to run a department with more employees than our clients department Welp these guys are still human and not full corpoIf I could leave dad alone, I would apply at amazon againI miss walking around with a laptop & walkie talkie
>arrive back home >take a shower>eat kunch together with parents>end up watching american gangster together >go smoke afterwards not smoking would actually help to save up a neat lil amountidk how else to survive workI reached amazon tier exhaustion without looking forward to a better position
>really unhappy with the forklift class tomorrow >im pretty sure you can do it in 4 hours>why do you need two 8h classes on saturdays>the situation with lil bro kills me the most>spent time with him>his psychosis or whatever shows>tell him that I worry about him and that I just mean it well by telling him to get help>he just gives me a defensive look>we had a opening to call for help and get him into a clinic a few weeks ago>he was convinced that something is wrong with him>but scared of being locked up>parents felt too sorry and keep him at home>they regret it already >again>he is going back to being mister perfect >im anxious about him turning into a asshole who tortures us again>in a couple of months this is going on since two years>would have been over in 3 if they listened to mejust kill me please
>eat dinner together with parents >I turn on lord of the rings persian dub>cause I didn't knew what else to pick >my foode was getting cold>obviously we don't finish the lotr movie>told dad about me potentially taking a vacation later this year>still dunno>go smoke during the sunset
>its late>im going to need sleep to survive the forklift class tomorrow >otherwise I will pass for sure>im so tempted to book everything>in theory it should be doable >and getting dads business on a healthy path >would make up more than enough for not saving up anymore til next year>but thats a if>and if things go really south>I wont really have a choice aboit leaving for a while>its getting late>need to stfu>get ready2sleep Goodnights desu
>had to smoke one last cig