Alcoholics are insufferable and I've noticed this board has a lot of them. The ones who make it seem like a personality trait are the worst offenders.
>>85099290What about getting drunk makes it addicting that always confuses me maybe I just lucked out because it makes me nauseous and have never had a good experience but I don't understand other people's when it comes to the substance
>>85099290it makes my feelings go away
>>85099308personally it lowers my higher level thinking. high level thinking usually causes episodes when i'm alone so drink usually prevents them. on the same note if i do still have an episode and i am drunk, higher level thinking usually prevents me from self harming. drunk episodes are way worse than sober episodes but are far more infrequent so i decide to risk drinking anytime i'm alone.
>>85099365Well I guess it could be a good thing that it would be replacing self-harming but it is still self-harming so I think it would be like replacing a thunderstorm with rain as a metaphor depending on the dependency for the alcohol but I have notice in the past it lowers my inhibition and I start asking a million questions but I don't know if that means it is raising my higher level thinking I also ask a million questions when I am sleep deprived too but that also lowers my inhibition and you can be legally drunk sleep deprived sometimes
>>85099394I don't really think i have an alcohol problem. It's just a symptom of other bigger issues. i doubt i would drink as much if my head wasn't such a mess.i know drinking as much as i do i bad for me but if the alternative is spiraling uncontrollably on a saturday night, gamble on the alcohol preventing it.
>>85099290Thank God I'm a cokehead
>>85099290One of the most boring people out there. Can't have fun without the consumption of drugs.And then they have to go around loudly proclaiming how drunk they are."HA HA HA, GUYS! LOOK, I'M SOOOUU DRUNK RIGHT NAOO! WOAOW THE WORLD IS TUURNING!"Yeah, you're so fucking cool and fun to be around you fucking faggot.
I haven't got drunk, and I mean drunk in years. I enjoy having a couple of drinks now and then and riding on a light buzz but I don't see the fun on getting hammered to the point you don't even know what you're doing.
God I wish I was drunk rn.
