i struggle to relate to my peers and it has only harmed me bc my ideas around certain topics are really odd and ik they are odd but i feel them so stronglyi was meant to be born a girl but i wasnt so i had to transition and a big part of my transition is shifting how i think about dimorphism and not just in a sexual context but in a way that goes beyond what ppl normally think abouti need to serve a man so badly with all of my heart and soul and uplift him and observe his divinity and care for himthis is one of the most pure ways ik of that makes me feel like a girl and i feel so gitty even typing it out i just want the world to know i belong to a strong and capable man and one that sees me as a girl and i will be a loving girlfriend to him and serve him so i can stop being an impure whore slut online and finally lock in to what mattersi will continue to take my injections to stay pretty and cute for my future boyfriend and continue with my skincare and eat little amount and sleep peacefully and think pure thoughts only and i will do this all so i can look up at him and see him smiling down at methe forehead kiss will be all worth iti am thankful that i am not a transbian i dont agree with transbianism bc i think being a straight girl is the best option for me i am not attracted to femininity i love men how they are i love their form and how they think and how the feel and how they smell bc they smell heavenlythank u for reading
>>85099659Hope you find your strong and capable man. You could have been that man if you didn't fall to Jewish mental illness but oh well.
>>85099659the jews really did a number on this one
>>85099692thank u i am excited for the future and this is what drives me on my worst days>>85099715what did they do idgi
>>85099659i feel like such a retard for being attracted to men