I'm not sure if this is related to me being neet who rarely ever leaves the house or what, but does anyone feel like their memories don't really stick and that nothing ever really happens? I rarely leave the house but if I do, once I get home and get back in my room it's like the experience, or the feeling of the experience, just gets erased. I can remember what I did and usually certain images stick, but any emotional connection to that memory just isn't there. It might as well have never happened. Nothing is really real except my bedroom where I spend the vast majority of my time.
>>85105849Because you're not there anymore anon. Humans aren't supposed to live in the past. If you want to experience more, you have to go out and live it
>>85105853It makes wanting to do anything seem meaningless. If I can't think back on anything and feel any sort of way about it it's just kind of like why bother?
>>85105849Dpdr. Originally
>>85105849nothing is real that is why you should acquire an unregistered firearm and have some fun YOU SHOULD GET AN UNREGISTERED FIREARM ME AND MY BUDDIES CAN GET YOU ONE RIGJT NOW HERE TAKE IT HAVE A FREE UNREGISTERED FIREARM
>>85105870Don't overthink it. If you want to experience things just go out and live in the moment. Same thing happens to me but I just let the memories go and try my best to make more to replace them
>>85105889Are you a child or an inbred retard?
>>85105889I see the sense in that, but I just can't muster up the motivation to do anything when I know I'm just going to come home and feel like I don't get anything out of those experiences. They may as well happened to someone else or I seen it on youtube or some shit.
>>85105939>They may as well happened to someone else or I seen it on youtube or some shit.Again. Dpdr
>>85105951I'll read more about it, at first skim it didn't feel like it fit. I feel present in the moment. It's just I lose any emotional connection to my experiences after the fact.
>>85105951Stfu psychifag, disorders can be fixed
>>85105939Yeah I feel that. I try to learn as much as I can from every interaction so it doesn't feel pointless
>>85105982>feel present in the momentNm. I was way off. Probably just brain damage. Are your parents siblings or first cousins?
>>85105849I'm almost positive reality is a strange RPG vidya we've entered willingly.
>>85106008>I can describe subjective internal reality with a flowchartSurely you understand how bad this ontological model is yes?