Why am I still looking for her? Why can't I move on? It's been so long. When my mind quiets down, she breaks my peace. I see her in my dreams. I hear her in every song. I look for pieces of her in others, but no one else compares. When I don't, it's like I'm teased by finding a piece that reminds me of her all over again. She was just herself, and I found myself in return. I want to tell her so many things. I want to share everything with her. I want to listen to her thoughts. I want her to tell me about her day. I want to know her mind. I want to listen to her voice just one more time. Why did hate have to tear us apart?
One time I went to the Diluc's Tavern VRChat world in my full body tracking and became friends with a group of 15 year old girls. They were all so impressed with my full body tracking that they always wanted me to switch into avatars of their favorite Genshin Impact boys and do little dances and cuddle with them.One of them was obsessed with the guy you posted and I honestly thought he was an edgy recolor of the main character and not like his own character. Whenever I put on the avatar she would say I looked "submissive and breedable." I am not a pedophile though, so, I never went for it.
>>85106537Crazy story, anon. I marvel at the fact that there are more 100 people who play vr chat. And that any of them are women.
>>85106537Wish I could enjoy socializing.
>>85106551VR chat, is the equivalent, of like a theater kid troupe that was forced to mingle with "alt" kids. All the fagginess, horniness, and edginess that comes with that.
>>85106551There are tens of THOUSANDS of people that play VRChat. You literally put on a VR headset and enter a fully immersive virtual world where you can be anything you want and have people socially perceive you as whatever you want. I used to use an anime girl avatar with big tits and people will genuinely be nice to you and want to be your friend just like as if you were a girl in real life. It can really fuck with your perception. I was nice to a guy on there and even though I have an entirely male voice because it was coming out an anime girl with big tits who was nice to him he became genuinely OBSESSED with me and would follow me around everywhere like an orbiter. It made me 100% understand the foid perspective and why they always have a shield up around them because if they're nice to even one less than average guy, he'll take that as flirting and become obsessed with you.>>85106567You would enjoy socializing more if people wanted to be your friend because they think you're sexy.
>>85106514I keep thinking that there's a window left open. A door left slightly ajar for a final reunion. But it's probably just an oversight, a consequence of avoidance, and not the dappled light I want it to be. Just one more time, I want to talk with her. And feel that heat on my face and my heart race. I want to feel at home again, in her embrace. It makes me angry that it had to end like this. That I had heaven within my reach, undone by nonsense and fear. I want to be part of her world again, and build a home on our little piece. If not me, why anyone else? All I have done is to wrack my brain for a way to make it work.
>>85106575But vr headsets are expensive
>>85107033You don't need a headset to play vrchat. The nerds will treat you like a second class citizen for not being able to move your body, but if you have a nice voice they'll stop caring really fast.
>>85106514>>85106798Colton, I want nothing to do with you and never will
>>85107159who the fuck is Colton?
>>85106537nephew....cuddling them is already sus enough, let's put the VR gear back in the closet and uninstall the game. sound good?
why does life reflect me so much sometimes???Please God if you're listening, leave me the fuck alone.
>>85107169Oh sorry , you just sound just like this creep I know that makes whiney posts that are similar.
>>85107193>why does life reflect me so much sometimes???what do you mean?
you're just a fucking coward. you threw away all that I would have given you because you were afraid. And you're a hypocrite. I knew you were lying, but you lie to yourself. Despite all of that, I still loved you and wanted to be with you. I wanted to bear it all together. But your cowardice prevented you from even daring to try. Everything in your life is determined by your cowardice. And I love you still.
>>85107391initials at least please
Take some time for yourself, enjoy your hobbies, watch movies, hang out with your friends to a place you like.Eventually you'll find someone new.
>>85107412I don't have friends. it's been a long while. I am starting to read some stuff. she haunts me when I least expect it. >>85107394if you think it's you, just reach out.
>>85107422i did already so nevermind.
>>85107462Yeah, it was unlikely.
Ye shall only perish at my will. Inshallah it shall be done. Alhamdullilah you will be baked.
I hate how much clarity she brings me.
She didn't exist anonYou projected qualities you had onto herNow you believe she's a piece of you when she was probably a random whore
>>85107767She was my home.
>>85107820Don't make a rented house be your home next time
>>85107827I'm extremely corny but holy fuck that was both corny AND brutal. Gonna kill myself now.
>>85107391>And I love you still.You wouldn't say those hurtful words if you do. You don't know anything at all but what hurts me more is that you didn't bother to know.
>>85107225Bro shiny
