ive never namefagged herebut im here a lot, probably too muchso basically im probably gonna an hero in a bitand i would like if i saw some funny shit before i dothx
i guess i can answer any questions you guys have, if you have any
>>85109433Here's the funniest image I have of recent memory, thanks to another anon.Also killing yourself is gay or something.
>>85109463funny pic funny file nameit is pretty gay, but idk what else i can do
You don't want to kill yourself, OP. It's not a solution. It's the antithesis of life.
>>85109433can you give me a random woman's number who you just so happen to have saved on your phone but wouldn't tell it was you who handed out her number? as long as she is a woman it will do, thank you in advance
>>85109520i have nothing to live forthe usual shit you hear before someone is gonna do itits just so miserable man, i just gotta go
>>85109545That's it? That's how you wanna go? "I have nothing to live for"?You sound like you're in pain, not suicidal. Throwing away your one shot at life because of nebulous reasons is not the way. I hear you brother. I'm sorry you're in such pain.
>>85109556theres no way to fix what i couldve hadi ruined everything and my only hope now is being reborn as something or someone cooler.thx for caring atleast
>>85109571You will not be reborn. Not with any certainty, anyway. You know that. You know that when you do it everything goes black. It'll be like before you were born. Nothing's fixed. In fact, for the people who love you, shit's so much worse. All suicide does is pass the pain along to someone else.There is absolutely nothing you can break that is s bad that it drive you to hurt yourself.
>>85109433why are you killing urself anon? no need to jump the shark so soon
>>85109585nobody loves mei have literally nobody elsei live alone and the only social life i have is on the internet and at my jobat both, i still have no onethis is so cringe, but yea, im just explaining everything
>>85109587the last person i was close with blocking me
>>85109433Kek the libtard age of humiliation has just become and you are checking out? Fucking humorless faggot
>>85109593So what? I'm being serious: so what? I think people do love you. But if they don't, so what? Literally what are you going to do about that? You aren't going to just roll over and give up, right?>>85109597So you are upset about something. Is that driving this feeling?
>>85109597mind asking what happened? why did they even block u
>>85109598total liberal death
>>85109607Wait and watch it RETARDED NIGGER. Do you teally want to be outlived by deranged tranny faggots and niggers? We need every man to take America back.
>>85109593you just need to pregabalinmaxx and go to the bar bro, it's nothing too crazy
>>85109605we got into an argument, she was my partner kind ofit was an erelationship lol>>85109602its just not worth it anyway to work on ityoure trying to help someone who is already too far deep in degeneracy
>>85109616>we got into an argument, she was my partner kind of>it was an erelationship lolwhat were the particulars of this argument? and was this erelationship always toxic?
>>85109633it was my faultim an abusive assholei asked too much it wasnt a case of a retarded women freaking out over nothingit was actually all my fault
>>85109640you gotta learn to love yourself first anon. maybe you took your insecurities out on herdont be retarded and kill yourself
>>85109667i really just dont know what to do
>>85109677>>85109640>>85109616So you're upset enough about something you did to want to kys? C'mon lad. I've fucked up big time with women before. I'm still here. You can still be here with me. I'm guessing you're young? Everything matters more (even when it doesn't) when you're young.
>>85109694yea im pretty young i guessit just isnt here thothis was basically the last straw of it all
>>85109677anyway i can contact you?regardless, if you dnot know what to do, killing urself isnt one of em
>>85109707C'mon man. Suicide at any age is tragic, but especially tragic when you're young. There's so much you haven't learned about coping with what you're going through.I want you to know how you feel isn't weird. If you're here on /r9k/, there's a chance this is going to happen again from time to time. It's part of the human condition. You're not weird and it's not weird to feel like you want to die. But you don't want to die. You want the pain to stop so badly you'd rather be dead than feel how you feel right now.Mate, I've been where you are at least once. Trust me, this is your sign to turn around. This is your moment -- deer in the headlights -- to move your feet before the car runs you down. Take a long shower. Cry it out. Think about what you can learn. Give yourself permission to feel like dogshit for a few days -- it's going to happen anyway so you might as well not fight it. Recovery starts when you put down the will to die.
>>85109714contact me how?
>>85109730thxi rlly needed something like thatthe pic attached was cool asf too lmaoit atleast delays thisidk
>>85109732discord or email or somethingeither way you got lots of potentional, more than you know. keep crying and cry as much as you need to, then you can collect yourself and get back on the horse
>>85109739You delay it until the light takes you. That's how I get by. When I was maybe 20-21 I wanted to kill myself really bad. Now I'm older, and I still want to die a little bit. But the older I get, the better I get at riding the inevitable ups and downs I experience. They never stop, but I have that silent, smirking victory over death, because now when there's calamity (and there is much), I don't want to die. I want to live, because I know the urge to hurt myself is the urge to give in to defeat, and to throw away the love I've been shown.There's a little boy inside of you who played with trucks and on the swing set as a kid. He hugged his parents really hard and said he wanted to be an astronaut, or a sports guy, or something that little boys want to be. That little boy doesn't want to die. He's still smiling at you, and he wants to grow up into a man who's not married, or wealthy, or special, but happy. Do your best to honor that little boy that still lives behind your eyes, Anon.I believe in you.
>>85109763discord should be good igwhats your user
>>85109766thank youbless your heart
>>85109766>>85109739Also, a poem for you. I can't read this one because it's too real. But I want to pass it along to you because it helped me along in my own journeyhttps://www.onlypoemsdaily.com/p/reverse-suicide-matt-rasmussen
>>85109769cirnohouyou can go way more into context and detail and i will not judge
