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Dear Anon,

connected to other people,
connected to reality,
connected to yourself,
connected to society,
connected to truth,
connected spiritually.

https://youtube.com/shorts/aatK_l9Yuyk

>>85112345
Picrel looks so cute

i miss you omar. please dont do this to me after everything. i love you, hon.

Someone said something positive about how I'm curious and I was less so previously so thanks ok

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Is there anyone who found their person through their letters in these threads? For me it happened twice, it was years ago but we ended up reconnecting because of something I wrote, I don't even remember what or if I included initals.

>>85112885
wow that cat's dead. Wow even crazier to think about how in one more decade a lot large portion of images on the internet will be of dead things

>>85112901
in ten years I'll be 70 and probably dead. Time Flys by so fast when we were having fun. I hope someone here remembers me.

>>85112901
>>85112938
Not what I asked.

>>85112938
Leave a picture and I'll save it anon, some stranger will have proof of your existence on their hard drive

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>>85113045
ok here anon don't forget me

>>85112885
I don't know if I should want to be recognised by my posts here

>>85113170
Oh, bless your heart sweet summer child.

>>85113187
god fucking damnit LMFAOOOO

i need weed and to take it easy

>>85112885
You just psoted that to see if it happens again and they are still here.

>>85112885
Yeah, he replied to my letters then wrote a few letters to me. I didn't respond

Hope you're feeling it now you skinny hook nosed weak chinned son of a bitch

>>85112885
Some anons were replying with random letters in the last thread, pretending to be random people.

>>85112901
Crazy how our posts will live on when we have died huh

honestly if you killed yourself it would help me get over everything you did to me. i can't live with the fear every day. i carry it with me everywhere, even in my sleep, in my nightmares. if you died i could have peace. i would know for sure you could never harm me again.

>>85114382
it's not nice to write letter encouraging suicide anon... y r u doing this?

you say that, but imagine the emptiness after. at least now you have an anchor.

>>85114408
im really sorry if i hurt you but i'd appreciate if you didn't encourage suicide because that's a serious thing for some people.

>>85114423
I was responding to them as well.

>>85114382
>implying you are worth pursuing
If you are so scared why don't you start carrying yourself then huh, funnily enough the only person you are likely to shoot is yourself which is why I highly encourage you to learn about self defence and proper firearm etiquette

Do you ever think about how all of this suffering occurred solely because you acted like an idiot? That was the only thing that went wrong. It wasn't a war, it wasn't a natural disaster, there was no earthquake or car crash or any outside catastrophe that happened to us. There was no sense of urgency or pressure from our environment despite how much you try to imply that it was something else and not entirely your fault. It actually was just you. Do you ever just sit there and reflect upon this?

me having these mental health issues is literally genetic and
you saying whatever shit when im clearly improving is bullshit.
sorry i ruined your perfect slice of life fucking anime romance high school bullshit because i was trying to cope with whatever the fuck was happening.

Truly in all this time you have never once thought of me as an individual. You are only able to see me through a lens of what use I provide to you or how I can either threaten or prop up your ego. You don't think I am a person with my own thoughts and feelings and opinions and memories that don't involve you. You treat me as if once we stop talking I shut off like a machine and only am alive the next time we speak. Actually, is THAT it? Do you mistake me for your computer?

bro my brain is mush and im struggling to keep up with you and i dont get all the games people play, my bad.

maybe if you didn't run away i could have learnt more about you

>>85114483
>my brain is mush
when is it not

I'm not gay. I don't even want to be your friend

You literally are gay but you are in denial. You are ashamed of the love you feel for me and that made me feel unworthy but now I know you are just ashamed of yourself.

>>85114461
Go to bed already.

>>85114496
well that's what im trying to say. why would anyone have any hope for me? haha
did u see my twitch stream where i huffed butane gas straight outta the can? i thought that was schizo kino.

>>85114517
please don't reply to my posts mike

um i don't condone or encourage drug abuse. huffing is not safe or fun and i was in a really dark place mentally. i retract my statement about it being schizo kino.

Blame it on your genetics as always. Boohoo I was born this way that's why it's okay for me to be an asshole, not you though.

>>85114515
really not very tired tho...

>>85114535
>as always
since when have i ever blamed my genetics? it's not okay for me to be an asshole but everyone around me is operating at a much higher level and im being pushed around like a fucking donkey and i dont even know whats happening half the time so yeah i lash out...

>>85114512
maybe i am gay so what? you think that means i get automatic love?

I'm not "literally" gay. I just have feelings for you. No one else made me feel this way before and my own feelings confuse me so much. I try so hard to think it could be anything else but I know I am in love with you. I'm not ashamed of it. I'm not ashamed of you. I'm really proud to have even met you.

In case you were looking for a sign. It's okay to kill yourself.

>>85114589
>I'm really proud to have even met you.
i wish someone would say this about me

>>85114589
>I just have feelings for you
> I am in love with you
couldn't be for me. 0 notifications for 5+ years.

>>85114614
Well you're lucky anon because >>85114608

I thought of you the whole time I said my wedding vows. I envisioned it was you standing in front of me in that suit. I wish I was married to you instead.

damn man, always posting my cringe, when will i ever learn

i told myself
the flower had already died.

it was easier than admitting
i still checked the window
every morning
for a bloom that never came.

it probably never will.
but false hope has never minded
working overtime.

I hope it was you who talked to me letter thread before last. Promise fulfilled

Sunlit rays of Love
In warmth I drown

I remember
My lonely star above

So bloom
All of me
To you

There's this empty part inside me that needs you so fucking badly, I can't ignore it.

You're my dream come true, I want you just as much as you want me

The air I breathe
Encompass Home

You complete me
I complete you
I love you more

M
I love you, Remember that

My heart,
M

>>85114670
Nightmare. Never do that to us. I couldn't live with it .

buckbreak the little runt again C let's go

Unlock my phone and it keeps showing me a picture of fren from ten years ago. Damn I miss silly time. Hope he had a good Caturday.

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>>85114921
diy bitch

I'm here because of you. For that I'm grateful. I know you care. I know you mean well. I'm glad to have someone who cares in this lonely world. You did you best.

But your best wasn't good enough. I wasn't even a handful but you made mistake after mistake when I never possibly could have known better. When I saw what other people's, happy hale holy health relationship with family was like and what it lead to and how I didn't have that everything made sense, terrible devastating sense. It was awful to realize you had nothing to really offer me except meaning well, and your mistakes probably exacerbated my problems. It's difficult to see you as family because I could never really count on you when the chips were down. I don't have any fond memories, most of what occupies my thoughts is memories of incompetence so bad it may as well have been malice. Now you're too old to really get the depths of your mistakes that I have to pay for. Now I have to care for my inner child to make up for your mistakes.

>>85112345
z
i saw just a tiny sliver of the moon the other night right after sunset
when i exert myself heavily i still rasp out and say your name under my breath for motivation
i liked when you asked me how you should do your nails
maybe they would scratch some interesting patterns on my back if i was at the beach with all the sunlight
i do get kinda resentful when i see happy couples walking around, but mostly just to keep my inner hater alive
but how can normies actually pretend to care about each other?
it seems so shallow and performative
haha remember when i recorded myself telling that couple that they wouldn't last a month? so unhinged
inevitably, my teams always lose, in such brutal and dramatic ways
maybe there's someone out there who bets on losing dogs
these songs i wrote are echoing in my mind
there's nothing like desperate inspiration
oh and uh
i really loved the sound of you clearing your throat
i'm crazy for writing this out but i guess i think it's nice to just let yourself feel things sometimes, even the painful stuff
i do wonder how you're doing
i gotta write every so often and there's reason to believe we'll cross paths here maybe?
when i'm down bad it sucks me back in
yeah though
there's lots of things in life that just having one special person would change
like places which are boring or even aggravating but become liminal and incredible
well, this embarrassing to type out but last time i did something like that and just unleashed it and didn't know what would happen it seemed to connect okay somehow
i'm gonna resist closing myself off completely
yeah though maybe i could know someday what you thought of the recordings i sent
they really are a unique expression of the yearning soul's deepest emotions
j

>>85114975
>>85114921
I always knew you are gay Colton. Ick

>>85115025
Peanus in yore butte

>>85115020
Nah, I don't want anything to do with you Colton. You just don't compare to mike and saying sun,moon,beach,etc only makes me see you negatively.

Mike,
The only time I've truly smiled, actually been happy, was with you.

I love you more,
Maria

>>85114929
>Damn I miss silly time. Hope he had a good Caturday.
I know what it's like to miss a friend and be reminded of them.

>>85115014
Okay i suck that much thanks for letting me know

Dear NEETs
You should play the new Path of Exile league next week
Thank you and goodnight

>>85115020
Um my brain skipped over this and i had to re-read. Not sure why it did that.

>>85115154
I'm watching made in abyss and it's so creepy. Not because of the monsters or curse but the artistic choices

>>85115046
none of this message was directed at you, so that should put you at ease

>>85115184
Everyone is so small...

>>85114738
Beautiful. I was weak and checked for mine today. It blooms, but not for this fumblebee. I'll buzz off and die now.

>>85115172
probably cuz it was admittedly a lot of stream-of-consciousness fragments placed together trying to imagine an actual conversation which would be way better but ah well i couldn't resist

>>85114738
>>85115201
I really appreciate the literary allusions in this. Imagine if we could somehow get /letter/ together for a poetry reading meetup?

>>85115201
>>85115280
I hate you guys and this poem right now. No guy is worth making a poem for. The flower is finally dead.

>>85115194
From the writing with sun,moon,beach it sounds like an antagonizing letter toward Mike, so I spoke up.

>>85115194
Same with "put you at ease". That's from mikes letter to me.

niqqer faqqot

Sorry i think i screwed up again. I should have stayed silent. Ill try not being so attention seeking and post less. I have this thing where i think everything is about me when i know its not. Like the talking tv

>>85114670
Your husband is 2 inches tall LMAO

Do post more. I like seeing them.

>>85115331
It looks very much so related to Mike and I when his phrasing and words
are copy,pasted. Sun,moon,beach,put you at ease. I'm not stupid and won't be tricked that it's coincidence because it is not .it's targeted.

>>85115020
That's a really nice letter.

i am so sad without you omar

I'm close to ascension

>>85115305
>>85115319
>>85115331
>>85115356
it literally had someone else's initials
you don't have a copyright on the night sky or the beach
chill
but i guess if you want to write your own letter with what is actually specific to you maybe that's a good idea for you

>>85115562
Using those specific wording , like saying I hope that puts you at ease is exactly what he wrote me in the thread before last.

Because of the ill intent of others toward us, I can't see you using the exact same words as anything but targeted.

Be original or stop trying to harm us. That's all I ask.

>>85115562
I stg i htnfyld

>>85115463
thanks
i guess i appreciate that a lot
you know, i think that being vulnerable and putting your heart out there is not that bad sometimes
or at least, reaching that place where you are prepared to try for something and even if it doesn't succeed, it's better than just sitting back and wondering what might have been
that's really soul-destroying if you think about it
so maybe, it could inspire others as well
over time, to be okay with even the painful parts of being attached
because being alone is a different type of emptiness

>>85115576
this makes no sense; there was a ton in that letter and surely not all of it applied to you
and yet there are posts here with you simply saying "the only time i truly smiled and was actually happy was with you" which is way more general and surely would relate to more people? yet no one else is jumping in to claim it as their own
it's just a matter of respect to not randomly lash out at things that aren't even directed towards you
it causes these threads to be obnoxious and unusable
but alas, some people can't really be reasoned with, so carry on

/Letter/ is the new plantation and anons are happily picking up the colton

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I'm 2 inches

It's been a while since we've spoken. You probably don't remember making this video for me. I'm listening to you sing with the barn in the background. I'm going to keep playing your game if you don't mind.

>>85115576
>>85115702
I agree with you. Using the exact same phrasing and words within a letter copied from another is bait to make the 2 who are genuine and wrote originally be tricked by a troll,narc,etc. it's not about general words, it's very specific words all used consistently written between 2 that are so unique in attribute that when read instantly make you think of that person. That letter that said , sum,moon,beach and then the reply from that person 'i hope that puts you at ease' instantly made me think it was a letter from mike to maria, but it was a finally from a troll just using the same words and phrasing.

Maybe I've misunderstood this whole time? Maybe there's my own trauma and insecurities clouding up how I see you and this situation? Maybe it's something as simple as choosing the wrong words to say, at the wrong time? Perhaps...we really are meant to be together, after all? If you feel so strongly about me, even with the time we've spent apart. It's not like I just forgot about you either. Could this mean...? Could I...Could I talk to you directly?

>>85115765
>misunderstood
>my own trauma and insecurities clouding up how I see you and this situation
>choosing the wrong words to say, at the wrong time
>We really are meant to be together >you feel so strongly about me, even with the time we've spent apart.
>I can't forget about you either
>Talk directly.

My Moon,
I have written to you before saying all of these things exactly, about past trauma clouding perception and understanding, words being misunderstood because of such. I love you just as much as that last time we told each other we loved each other more. Time, distance, silence, none of that changed my love for you. I'm just as committed and caring, attracted to you. You asked me to wait, and so I did for you, despite all else. I've kept my promises to you. Talking directly is needed and it will be nice to hear your voice again.

You know to reach me
FromSunToMoon

With all my heart,
Sun

obviously you big dummy

I pretend to be a woman and talk to myself in letter threads. No, I don't change my syntax. That wouldn't be obvious enough.

Say my name.

bored now, mayb ill sleep soon and figure out something to do when i wake up. but im still awake.

>>85116073
boredom has followed me everywhere my whole life..
thats what the taxi driver said if i recall correct

Nastia,
I am not going to allow you to hurt me anymore.
-benito

>>85115765
Yes. Please. I want to talk so much. I wish we could just do that. Perhaps I'm not so devastated by the time apart since it really proven that I really love you. You were with me all that time, even just as a memory.

do people really care that i had my hair long when i was a kid? i just hated getting my hair cut, i still did let it get cut multiple times a year i think. im not sure how much people care but i have a feeling it caused a lot of problems. i would just tell younger me to keep it short. i feel like a protruding nail. i just thought it was kawaii and cool. yeah i can see it may be a bit girly now...

>>85116073
I doubt this is the person I'm talking to, but it would be nice if she could talk to me more. I'll never truly get to know her and it makes me sad

you know what, maybe i have no one to write a letter to. i dont know why i come here... technically you can write a letter to yourself but im getting sick of this blogposting.

>>85116929
im a dudeeeeee

fuck my gaylife

maybe i can still suck your dick?

Whenever I read a Colton larp thread, all can see in his made up scenarios is how pathetically insecure his is. I would be ashamed to be with him. I can see how being with him would make you mentally ill with the amount of projecting and manipulative shit he makes up to posture because of what a weak loser he is. I feel bad for anyone who is with colton because they have to say to family they are dating that lolcow.

The truth is... I don't deserve such a person. Never did. No matter how proud I got and how sharply my confidence rose. I'm a fucking loser and I have noone. I don't even find in myself enough motivation to like people who are nice to me. I dreamt of a cruel beauty like you. Is it because I know how bad I am so I seek a situation where I could be hurt? It's probably why I didn't just block you immediately after you've started fucking with my mind. You think that I was giving you a chance you didn't deserve. But that's not true, I was holding onto something that meant a lot to me.I'm just so much worse than you thought. It's not just about love for me. The feelings that make you melt and cry, they're just a part of it. There is so much more that is present in both of our lives that we could live better. I did not kill you intentionally, I would never do that. Why do you still call me a murderer? Do you really hate me now? I thought you said that you can't. I never left you and I never had anyone but you on my mind. I swear it's all true.
If only I could still have you and atone for all that I did. I wish I was sure that I've learned from my mistakes and can finally make you happy as I always wanted. There's no way you aren't feeling the same thing as I do, all those dead parts of your soul are reminding of themselves.

omar comin'

As an adult I understand why you have no relationship with your other sons. I have precious few good memories and they were small ultimately meaningless gestures on your part. I do have way more memories that leave me disappointed, angry, realizing you might not have wanted me to live your unlived life, but in several ways I did. So now I have to heal this wound with no help, with only the tools I've managed to scavenge by myself. Nothing was ever easy especially since we were nothing alike. I get it. I wonder if I feel no real kinship with you because I'm a bit of a cold withdrawn bastard or if you were, or a bit of both.

I know you posted on this board, you dork. I know your interjections and posting style. You know I can see you and drop you little hints. What other reason would you have to do it except for being seen? By the way, I don't usually avatarfag, so those guys are most likely not me.
She has a cute simple name instead of a long funny one. Just like how you have a cute simple legal name too.

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Camellias don't like harsh afternoon sun.
They prefer cold mornings,
soil that stays quietly damp,
and gentle hands around their roots.
People say they'll bloom for years
if you learn how to care for them.

Whenever I see its white petals, I gather them in my hands until they bruise, until they are no longer flowers.

I hate that you emotionally fucked with me for your own selfish desire. Your inability to make decisions. The fact that you don't think of anyone except yourself or that you pretend to think of other people. You hurt me in ways that you can never understand and you expect me to just leave and forget about it. You have made my life considerably worse. I feel completely lost now and it's all your fault. I hate you

Dear

Do you think I should get a cat or two ferrets or another animal completely?

>>85118308
FERRETS

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I'm very selfish, true. Is it really bad selfish if my desire is for you? You should be flattered that even when acting out evil, I choose you. I've made my decisions. You wanted me to make them under uncertain circumstances. When everything is good you think it's nothing. When everything is bad you only cry. But I'm ready for it all. Oh, I only pretend to think of you? Then you must have imagined a dozen things I did. I hurt you less than I have delivered you joy and pleasure. We both know that. It just turns out that you have to suffer for good things and you have to feel really good to suffer truly. Perhaps it is really my fault. I was trying so much despite barely being able to give anything. Must be fun to experience something like this. Does it hurt when you remember that it will never happen again?

Dear

Do people think im a girl? am I a girl? I don't think I want to be a girl. It stresses me out. I would rather just be a man. I'm pretty sure i'm not in denial.

I tried to act like one of the guys but I'm gay so obviously it made them uncomfortable. even if they had their own homosexual desires i would have preferred if i had been less co-dependent.

>>85118339
what makes you say that anon? completely original of course.

there is absolutely no fucking way i would ever want tits. im not a women.
i don't know why im so submissive, it is very feminine

yes, im going to never talk to you again and just try to be happy and peaceful. I can't help it if i get pushed around. I will try to avoid stepping on peoples toes but maybe im already a target? this is so gay and i think i want to move but a nice hiking trip will probably suffice.

not entirely sure what i even did to make myself a target originally to be completely honest. The whole timeline seems like it would be a mess to unravel and peeking in on it gives me intense anxiety. I would rather just cope in escapism or something. i dont want to think certain thoughts that I have about being "abused", is what im trying to say.

>>85118425
you have to face your fears, only after you deeply examine everything you can be sure

>>85118435
i dont really want to because thinking about people from my past scares me.

ah it's probably not even that bad and it just seems super traumatic cos i was a child. maybe it's not even worth remembering properly. just a shitty memory left forgotten.

can I see you in person?

>>85118509
I'd really love that so much.

>>85118509
Yes, of course. Obviously, in a way you wish.

what an absolutely horrible child. i know nothing about why he behaved so poorly but i would have preferred to have been put in a nice peaceful special educations class than hang around that bully.

You were right to abandon me

>>85118308
cats smell but not as bad as two ferrets will.

I wish I knew why you abandoned me. Is it jealousy? Is it fear that you would be broken up with? Did you not want to cause drama because it would hurt me? What came after? Did you start to believe that you did the right thing? Did you believe all your paranoia and started to hate me? I think I have proven you wrong definitively.

you tell me you love me and that the problem is you, break up with me, again, destroy my trust, again,,, and i see you on grindr? clearly you're just trying to be nice or something. you don't love me. im not even sure you liked me, based off your behavior. if you loved me you wouldnt have hurt me like this over and over again. is it my fault for telling you it was ok? what did i do wrong? clearly i was never enough for you. this is why i got angry outside of that club. i dont trust the things you tell me anymore. how could I? i really have no clue what youre even thinking now. and now ill just probably keeping getting high and drunk or whatever because now i dont really feel like I can trust anybody.

You made me hate myself

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Reply to this if it has been less than 72 hours since you've been ghosted.

To a scared girl that could not do something despite initiating it herself. Why ask me what I'm planning? It's so silly to think that I would ever let you be in danger. You haven't told me the real reason you so desperately wanted to change everything up. What were YOU planning back then? To make a statement to your parents and show off? To lock me up in a basement so I can't ever run away? I really really really want to know.

>>85119667
I believe that is mutual

I like myself more and have more confidence after meeting you, which is unexpected because you're kind of just an asshole lol

>>85119667
is this to a specific letter?,

>>85119782
No. I can talk more about this if anyone is curious:
There was a wolf who never needed his teeth to make a doe bleed. He only drank from the river before she did, leaving his reflection tangled with hers until she could no longer tell which flaws belonged to whom.

When she finally wandered off, he left without the weight he had buried inside her. The doe stayed behind, mistaking his voice for her own. It took the river a long time to remember how to tell the truth.

You look at yourself and lose all hope. I look at you and cum four times in 10 minutes.

If you were honest with yourself, what do you think the punishment should be for people who've done what you did?

>>85119871
I only know the punishment for myself. Which shall be gruesome and humiliating. Took away my soul, why not take some flesh?

good morning, omar. i am wishing you a good day. i hope your new job is working out for you. i really miss you, my love. i pray we reunite soon.

k

>>85119806
Tell me more. You're such a poet.

i miss you and i love you so much omar.

L,
I hate you fucking alcoholic, druggie, boyfriend swapping, good music taste having, saggy titty cunt. Why in the world did I orbit you online lol. I am disgusted in myself, I'm lower than low.
You will never read this and will never know who this is btw because you never knew me in the first place ;)

Look at that. She won't ever kill from feeling scorned. Tells a lie that she'll never write a letter. Did you want to be like that? Did you want to be a sweet soft girl that listens to every word her man says? To be a plaything. Sad those never get to have any more than passing attention. But the ones like you can take when they want something. You know a seductress like this could leave me no choice. Why say you have soft paws when you have sharp claws?

OCD won't ever let me go. But you're the best thing in the world to loop and feel bad about.

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I am so attached to the ghost of you that if I really get to see you I'm scared it will disappear. I've been praying a lot lately, and now I've stopped because I don't know what for. I have written so much to you and I don't know if I want to show you, I really want to spare you that, what am I trying to prove? Ooh I regret it I regret it, I changed my mind the day after, I'm crazy ooh I almost died of starvation. I don't want you to see that. If I'm really going to see you, and you're really going to see me, may you find some peace, may you go home to your wife hug her and tell her you love her. I'll land on my feet, because I always do. Maybe I haven't changed at all, if anything I got worse. Drank half a bottle of wine, my dinner now because of calories, and I don't want to get fat again.

No initials since you're better now and definitely off this dead and empty board, but when things get too bad you know I like to leave traces for myself.

oh, you shake my world, its hell

>tfw entire life ruined because some redheaded whore told people to stalk you originally

>>85120042
I know an L like that lol, went out and she denied me last moment

>>85121877
Share her discord so we know who you're talking about.

>>85121892
Think she plays Xbox, big into rocket league.
Her gamer handle idk though

>>85121926
Is she hot at least? How do you know she told people to stalk you?

K******,

Honestly, I wish I could talk to you. You don't seem to understand that.

do you just want me to stay in pain and alone? is that why you bread crumb me affection and attention? you dont love me. even if you say you do I can tell.

>>85122019
Just cut her off. Sticking around people like that is a humiliation ritual. You do know that bitch is laughing at you right?

>>85121887
Is that L possibly from NE US?

>>85122007
She was pretty hot yeah. Because I saw them and they held a knife to my neck. Everyone said I was schizo though

>>85122032
im pathetic. so is she. i thought we could be friends and she came onto me and i gave in. i shouldnt have done that. i feel so empty. something like two years gone :/

>>85122189
and we broke up for the third time like a week ago. im so tired of trying to be patient for her and forgive her broken promises anyways. but still I crave her. probably in part due to my loneliness.

A,

If you see this, I have moved on, and you should as well. I know you have been planning a way to come back into my life again but please do not bother. You will mess things up for me and my new person. I am happy now. Please just forget about me and never contact me again. This will be the easiest thing for the both of us. Good luck and have a nice life.

-N

I hope that all your hair falls out, and you get fatter, you stupid jeet.

I fucking hate you so much and I'm such a good person for holding back on what I could do to you. I could reveal it to you, I could make everyone in your life know about it, even unleash it to the internet and general public without you ever knowing it was me. But I don't because I am a decent person. Well, unless you try something with me again. Just one more.

>>85122044
>they held a knife to my neck
Sorry you had to go through that. It's not fair people get away acting like that

I can't understand your refusal to allow me to move on. It would take very little. Do you think I'll take any form of acknowledgement as an invitation? I want to be beyond this. Or do you just enjoy knowing that I'm watching you from the margins? Maybe you're waiting for something to change. You know my sickness, you know what you are doing to me. This cruelty should be beneath you

>>85122611
What are you sick from?

can't wait for that cunt to relapse again. I want his life to be as bad as possible and for him to die from organ failure. He kind of deserves it for treating people like they're just porn categories.

>>85122356
JEW IT

>>85122611
maybe you should try being better? maybe they dont know what theyre doing to you.

>>85122650
What did he categorize you as?

If you hate me so much then you're probably not a good person, because I'm actually such a decent guy.

>>85122650
Fuck u cunt im staying clean.

Maria
I see that he is larping as me more, as well as larping as you

You have my discord that we talked on originally, my cell, insta, email

Don't be decieved by others bullshit.


In gioyc
I did not write

>>34739099
>The moon only has eyes for the sun. I want to take pre and see how long I can eat your pussy for next time

>>34739216
>New Maria is going to be treated correct. Held, secure, all night. I love you.

>Death to Olivia posters

And I doubt you wrote

>>34738570
>My Sun shines upon me again, melting the frost around my heart and reigniting my flames of vigour, trust, and victory.

>>34739180
>Headaches, unnamed sensations, tensions and twitches - in withdrawals after my Sun has set...but my Sun will always rise again, bringing color to my landscape once again as he alights upon his Moon's visage over the horizon.

stfu lil jew
beta boy

Was someone looking for a L in the northeast US?

>>85122383
Its not so much that as the schizo accusations afterword. I lost my friends, and it followed me around for years and prevented me from living normally

Don't mistaken my kindness for weakness.
I'll bitch slap you so hard you'll never want to leave your mom's basement again.

Good looking out
Here is 2 more. Looks like the one trolling and writing as Mike,maria added these two when he got caught for larping

Mike didn't write this
34739717
>My father is coming out to visit at an inopportune time. Luckily I have good excuse to end the day with him early, and he sleeps in late, but frustrated to lose any amount of time under My Sun

Maria did not write this
34739733
>I hope you finally sleep and rest. You need it, you've earned it, and selfishly, I want you to dream of me, always. Your Moon, illuminating your way through the night.

----
Here are the others listed
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I see that he is larping as me more, as well as larping as you

You have my discord that we talked on originally, my cell, insta, email

Don't be decieved by others bullshit.


In gioyc
I did not write

34739099
>The moon only has eyes for the sun. I want to take pre and see how long I can eat your pussy for next time

34739216
>New Maria is going to be treated correct. Held, secure, all night. I love you.

>Death to Olivia posters

And I doubt you wrote

34738570
>My Sun shines upon me again, melting the frost around my heart and reigniting my flames of vigour, trust, and victory.

34739180
>Headaches, unnamed sensations, tensions and twitches - in withdrawals after my Sun has set...but my Sun will always rise again, bringing color to my landscape once again as he alights upon his Moon's visage over the horizon.

how old are those posts lol
id spam laughing emojis if i could

>>85122867
no one gives a shit geez

>>85122657
Obviously that would be ideal, I loathe being like this. It would be best if I could just drum up the conviction to move on myself. I have tried this, which is why we last stopped communicating. But when months later, nothing has changed, maybe its just something ingrained within me. Is it so wrong then to ask for a nudge in the right direction? All I need is one word, or the slightest action, from which point I can do the rest.

And she knows what she is doing, I've been very direct about before

I would like someone to hold me and tell me it's not my fault i was [redacted]. I feel like it was my fault. It hurts. A protector would be nice. I have this feeling i am now mentally ill used goods and will never find love. I want to be normal. I want to forget and start a new life. I dont feel safe and im not sure why im struggling to sleep now. I would like to get more than 4 hours. Maybe if i can just put my phone down and close my eyes i can sleep and be in more peace.

I miss you so much. I could be talking to you right now. I should be.

I will avenge you.

I don't care that it was fake. Even if you just had someone else in mind and seen me differently in your dreams, I am still glad I could experience your love. I wish we knew each other better, that's all.

>>85123053
we're you really young when it happened?

Dear ?,
Layer upon layer of bullshit makes it hard to take anything you say seriously. Maybe it wasn't even you that started this shitshow. How the fuck do I know? Either way you knew what was happening to me and not only did you not talk to me about it, but you seriously exacerbated the problem in a dozen different ways. Without remorse, apparently.
I admit I was foolish for imagining a certain future. I briefly allowed myself to believe in it, but we saw how that turned out. Maybe the struggle was amusing to you. Either way, you get nothing from me without honesty. This is non-negotiable, as I have no use for liars in my life. You're really losing me here.
If you want me to keep playing this retarded game, you gotta give me something. You know I love a puzzle, but if there's no satisfaction at the end of it, then why bother? I'm alone either way, so what good is this nonsense to me at this stage? Ante up or fuck off
KA

>>85123259
This feels like something I would've written, and it even has my initials, but I don't even feel this way lmao. It kinda fits my situation too, so this is really weird.

>>85122990
as someone who is kinda in a similar position.. maybe blocking her is the best thing you can do for both of you.

>>85123259
That's interesting, can you give any details. One of the people involved in my situation is a C. Their last initial changes depending on their mood apparently, or maybe just to fuck with me. KA is based on an online persona and not my real name.

>>85123306
That happens to me from time to time too, made me realize my situation mirrors that of many and is far from unique.

Just be thankful I don't know your address and I don't have a rocket launcher to my name.

I wish you'd say something to me. It's like you're avoiding me. I wish I was patient enough to wait for a sign from you.

>>85123485
It's funny because people here are so poetic and emotional about it too but we are in such a superficial and anonymous place that you'll never really know what someone is like in real life. And I'm not talking about a guy pretending to be a fembot; I'm talking about how you'll never truly know what the other person would be like if you had met them irl. This whole thread is crazy and so BPD.
>>85123495
Made me laugh

My bpd isn't even that bad if I'm not ignored for weeks at a time. I'm just a little extra clingy is all.

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i feel so lonely and empty without you omar, i miss us.

you can only be a decent guy if you've never raped a woman or have paid for sex

I'm not even "BPD" anymore like you accused me. I'm just so dull. I don't know how to go back to doing zased risky things.

Why do I still think about the same person after so long? (Not (You) btw)

>>85123965
I've never done those things, golly. I must be a decent guy.
>>85123977
So, me, then? Yeah, I don't blame you for still thinking about me. I am pretty awesome. I think about me every time I bust in the mirror, oooh

I feel awful. It's just not right. Do you want money? It was so silly for you to think that you owe me something because I've "lost" some $500. I'll just send you something and ask for nothing. Do you still want that premium figure? Well, you can get another one of your new hasbando. Or both.

>>85124007
hello is me please send the $500 to @i5htarpradesh557 on PayPal

I just am way too beautiful to deal with this from a man, so I guess we aren't meant to be. You're supposed to explain how you feel or where your statements came from, not dismiss how I feel.

No beauty will make me simp for a taken woman. I'm sorry. I got le proper simp etiquette.

Alcohol sucks ass. I want to be a kid again.

>>85123965
Rape is forgivable if you apologize for it, which is half the point of these threads

I'm gonna mind-rape whoever reads this.

>>85124424
What is not forgivable if you say sorry then?

the icky feeling that rape causes can never be taken away. all that can be done is cope. like by acknowledging it could've been violent and he could've had a large penis which would've been terrible.

>>85123565
The insistance of who is larping at you is not the same as how I am communicating

>>85124452
>Computer activate firewall
>Computer activate reverse rape bell clanger
>Computer activate testicular torsion
You've been programmed

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>>85123053
It's not your fault, Nona! You just unfortunately crossed paths with a low inhibition loser with nothing to lose, that's all.
I'll hereby bless you to not let a horrible experience make you miss out on life! Go now, with a cautiously open heart and don't frequent unsafe locations alone.

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>>85122010
Is that someone's middle name?

>>85123053
Look at me son. It's not your fauIt.

The babby pics and the recent posts can only mean one thing. You're getting married soon, congratulations!

>>85125137
I checked. That's not maria.

>>85112720
OMAR IS BIG GAY NIGGA

>>85118368
That little Smitty WerbenJagerManJensen hat does make you look like a girl.

>>85125188
HE WAS
NUMBER
ONE!
why do i do this to myself?

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>>85125137
Hold your horses. Premature celebrations tend to blow up in faces. Just look at professional cyclists and long distance runners.

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I'm not a goberment simp but the UK jailing the Tatoes is finally some good news. For all his crimes - his choice in apparel should give him 10 years alone. I'm still impressed with his frugality. He grew out of his pants but refuses to upgrade to pants that reach his ankles. Very fiscally responsible of him!
The rest is arguably an odd choice, but still!

>>85125161
Very even keeled response, Mike, I'm proud of you! You're healing!

>>85125252
He used to hint all the time about being involved in organized crime syndicates. The whole "fuck with me and I'll have 10 buff dudes find u and rape u". it's a bit scummy and i suppose he has finally become a literal gangster rather than being seen as his goofy tough guy wannabe persona, after years of engaging in the shady stuff that made him feel strong, his shadow persona has become his dominant one. It's the demise his haters have been praying on. I'm basing most of this on intuition rather than knowledge of Tate desu.

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>>85125333
He made bank by confusing tons of kids with his "alpha male" bullshit - that's all I need to know about him. Plus he's supposed to be involved in sex trafficking. Since he's very homosexual I hope he gets no anal sex in prison, making him very frustrated, ideally for life but he's well connected so I guess he'll get a slap on his wrist and bailed out by his daddy. I hope I'm wrong about this.

>>85125379
I hate his whole style and aesthetic. One word, gaudy.

I hate that floyd mayweather 5 different one mil $ watches (that are all tasteless in the sense of having no sentimental value whatsoever) on the wrist.

He looks like a reptilian snake monster who wants to suck your dick and empty your banks accounts, some weird dark satanic shit.

I do think it's fine to laugh at his jokes and even take some of his better advice into account but to admire him in any way is sickness.

dont let that diddiblud make you a tea fr fr.

I'm sure in prison he will be the top dawg.

Nastia,
I think I know what you want and I want to give it to you but you are going to have to assert your wants and needs instead of avoiding uncomfortable topics. If not things will never get better between us.
-benito

https://youtu.be/J9gKyRmic20?

It's so fucking rude to never say anything or tell me what's going on with you.

sometimes it's easy to wonder why they don't say anything, but harder to ask why they don't tell *you* things. It's easy to overlook our own repulsive behavior and blame others

It's so fucking inconsiderate to just decide on your own that we aren't friends anymore. It's rude to not give me a say if I get to be in your life and support you. I don't like that. Why do you get to decide that we aren't going to speak to each other again? It's not fair at all. Do you have any idea how frustrating and painful this is?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrUVFwMnbfQ

>>85125538
Who are you talking to? Just responding to the thin air? Too much of a coward to tag my post or better yet tell me directly in private? That's what adults do. They communicate with each other instead of playing pretend that we can all read each other's thoughts.

>>85125560
I just didn't want to completely intrude on your feelings, ok.. ;_;

>>85125523


I started swimming again, i went quite hard on my first week back and literally have had to take a 4 day break due to sore bones, joints, muscles.

I've quite nicotine. I really do think for good this time. Fingers crossed.

I cant remember precisely when but i saw my ex a few months ago. I tried to make moves on them and was politely declined. They left shortly after. It was very nice to see them. I think they seem more healthy and secure although I can't be sure.

I'm struggling to clean and tidy. It's causing me anxiety. I'll try to fix that...

I want to recommend you a film I saw on the big screen. It was called Vagabond, a 1985 French film. I really related to it but it felt as though the audience didn't enjoy it that much.

I'm thinking of going to Soho soon but I'm not quite ready.

I can only reach out to you on Facebook and i really don't know if I ever will...

I know your insecurities. All of them. What you do and what you can't do. I could insult you far worse than I did by throwing a single word "ugly" in after you ruined me. I've seen the most and got you out of your shyness when you were too scared to even speak. How can you just allow that? Someone out there who has a full image of you with every single flaw and embarrassing secret. I have you as a ghost and you are still the same, neither a hated abuser nor an idealized angel. Do you really want to just let it be? I forget more things about myself than things about you. I would give no shit if you betrayed my confidence. But you care so much because you like to have two faces. I have one loving half of you, give me the second hating one already.

Can you please say anything to me? What's preventing you from accepting my fr? Why can't you tell me you don't ever want to talk to me again?

>>85125550
people dont owe you anything. your entitlement to someone's being makes it pretty clear why they dont want to be your friend

>>85125633
this is creepy, is it not?

>>85125644
Why include yourself into someone else's letter? Do you know either of us? Do you know our history? How would you know if either of us owes anything to the other or not? Go write your own letters instead of looking to debate me about something you know nothing about.

>>85125663
Very. It's true though. Much more true than what that person thinks. You need truth when you spend a year coping and trying to forget anything ever happened only to end up catatonic.

>>85125707
I don't know what to say, i'm really soryy.

Now would be a nice time for you to tell me what to say and accept my apology.

>watches me die in a ditch

>>85125706
Initials then? What are they?

>>85125829
I can't tell you what to say. You're a person. You should know what you did yourself. You should be sorry for it. I will accept though.

>>85125985
Do you even want a response?

https://youtu.be/WYmGYjGkmvA

>>85126109
*molests the drunk guy whilst he's passed out and takes a pic*
"friends"

>>85126059
No, I'm obviously larping and baiting. Respond if you're my person though.

>>85126558
I recently have been experiencing intrusive thoughts about non-consensual acts that are causing me alarm and distress. I hope to get my medication but to get the exact ones I want I will have to be patient as it has to go through the drs confirmation. I think i will then slow down on my blog posting.

>>85125290
As I choose mike and mike chooses me, everything gets better.

I responded to the larp on gioyc with No.34741074

It's helps to shut out all others than the posts you make with your trip password code. I know that is a temporary fix because we are being stalked by the larping anon. Until then I'll keep reading what you write me, knowing you'd never write me something negative, obsessive, cringe, belittling, etc. Those posts are always the larping anon projecting. Whenever I see him spinning up a story or setting up dominoes, I don't read and hide the post.

I'm so lucky for the time we had together, I can always go back and remember how we were, how I felt with you, for you, that Friday. Thank you for being patient. You understand me in a way I've never felt with anyone else.
I love you more, MM

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If you don't write anything creepy, obsessive, belittling and cringe to a woman, do you even love her?

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I'm tired of this. Can we flip roles? You say you suffer so much. So how about we flip places and you stalk me instead? And I'll tell you that I can't live like this anymore. We both deserve the full picture.

I don't like this dream, I've been having

fuck you omar fucking dickhead

>>85127576
Tell me about it. I'm a dream interpreter.

fuck you ten times over omar i hate you. you're a disloyal undesirable sociopath. you have hurt me for no reason and made me think it's my fault. i wanted to spend my life with you and thought we're going to be together because you're the one. but you just play with girls' feelings like a complete asshole. now i know i can only ever have shit men like you and noone will ever love me. fuck you omar i wish you were dead so i could be free

>>85124487
nothing which is why apologizing is so important. it's just that sometimes people don't apologize the right way

>>85127706
Can I try to apologize the right way again?

I wish you had social media. I'd message you there if I could. You're just untraceable anywhere. If I could find a phone number online connected to your name or something I'd call it for sure

>>85127655
Well, the past few dreams I've been having is me being in middle school and this girl from my highschool who I used to have a crush on appear at least twice now

>>85127723
This post is a larp by the way. A real stalker would have enough time and dedication to find EVERYTHING.

>>85127736
This seems like you are in an uncomfortable situation being faced with something desirable. You must have the same feelings you had for that crush resurface towards someone else.

I had a dream that there was this girl of my dreams who asked me to share my dreams with her. I would tell her my dreams every morning. Eventually she got tired of me and ignored me forever.

>>85127754
were any of them wet dreams

>>85127737
Fr lol I just know he is a guy whos been rejected

>>85127746
>towards someone else.
That's weird, I don't think I met anyone like that

>>85127788
Perhaps you didn't. It could just be a desire to search for a person like that.

>>85127723
I actually give me social security out along with my full name, you're just retarded

I hate how you use your low self worth as an excuse for how your behavior doesn't affect me. You actually just abuse me all the time but wave it off because you say you're stupid and can't do anything right. That's not how this works

>>85127846
But I AM stupid and CAN'T do anything right. That's exactly how it's fucking working.

>>85127815
yeah, probably something like that

>>85127846
I'm sorry I'm stupid and can't do anything right. I wish I could. It just makes me hate myself more. Please try to change me and make me do it right. I've tried everything.
>>85127858
Please let's talk it out. We can figure it out together. I wish you could trust me more and don't make mistakes just because you think that you're a failure.

>>85127862
I wouldn't doubt it, I doxxed myself to you fucks like minute 1 of day 1. Lmfao

Dear maisezpz
I still think about u sometimes. U were the only woman here i really connected with. Still sad u ghosted. Talk to me about trees again
Sublime

stop following my posts across other threads and boards

>>85127943
You just make yourself so visible it's hard not to

>>85127737
Despite what they want you to believe, it's still entirely possible to be an online ghost, unless you're a celebrity. Whatever trace there is of you, you put it and left it there at one point and it was probably optional.

I liked you better when you were unemployed. Can you quit your job to spend more time talking to me?

Sorry but I'm still not sorry about doxing you
Those were fun times

Will you come back to me if I nag you and tell you to give me back my money?
Will you come back if I treat you like an animal?
Will you come back if I don't talk to you unless I give you an order?
Will you come back if I drug you and rape you?
Will you come back if I cum inside of you and force you to have an abortion?

>>85128205
I don't like seeing your posts and you must be very young to post things like this.

>>85128227
I'm an unc thoughbeit. Enjoy my posts and your infinitely bumped thread. It's not written for you so you won't understand it.

>>85128239
How old are you? Are you really giving random money to fembots here? I could just pretend to be her.

>>85128205
>>85128239
oh no anonz u got me boi preggaz from a bussy cumplosion
shall we enact termination?

>>85128243
>I could just pretend to be her.
I would literally give you money for doing this for me. Can you really?

>>85128243
I'm 25. What are you talking about though? I'm not giving out money, lol. Get a job, whore.

>>85128243
>I could just pretend to be her.
I don't think you can. She's too unique, charming, intelligent, clever, and witty.

>>85128272
Sounds like a nice romance. A rich loser hires a poor girl to pretend to be his oneitis online and they slowly fall in love. Except in real life they are two indian men.

>>85128304
That's the sad thing. It's all indian men trying to scam five dollars. I'd pay a girl for companionship at this point, it'd help me get myself in order, but it's all desperate third worlders.

>>85128304
>>85128330
Woah woah woah who said anything about it being a girl? I would pay a guy to be her

>>85112885
Someone I knew replied to me thinking it was for them, I played along, but it wasn't who I wrote the letter for originally.

>>85128330
I'm actually from a second world country, I'm a fembot and I could pretend to be your oneitis.

>>85128330
You're aaalmost there. You want it to be a real girl. The indian ruins it, makes it fake. Now you just have to realize the whole thing is fake and pathetic no matter who's on the other side. There's always an element of desperation. You're drawing lines when you should simply not consider it in the first place.

I'm not allowed to write you a letter

>>85129302
You are allowed to do whatever you want, whenever you want.

>>85129361
Nah I'm not I have bail conditions

Juliana,
I am simultaneously in love with you and your sister.

>"I love you, remember that."

>"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease"

>"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you."

>"Everything is perfect with you, dream good dreams, I can't wait."

I close my eyes and listen your voice as you sing to me.

1123 miles between us and still I hear the world relay your heart with me, of us.

Being together, helping you learn and grow, caring for you. That's what I want. That is not something that happens apart, and we lost years now and some moments that meant a lot to me to have with you. Like meeting Tigger, the last Christmas in my family home i grew up in that my dad built. Faithfulness, communication, commitment, You know my heart, what I need with you, with us.

[PLAY]
https://youtu.be/sZC8-kMZJTI?is=OvB-a9ZYL7uCrbAb

God I hate indian adjacent people. Please kys as soon as possible

not eating food and exercising everyday helps me embrace the feeling of being already dead.
not even in a joking sense, it makes you feel as if you have entered purgatory and the skinnier you get the less you feel attached to this world.

Sorry I unadded you after encouraging you to not kys. I was worried that you would end up killing yourself anyways. Hope you're doing ok.

>>85129761
Sorry I kys myself already.

I feel very stupid for thinking this would be better for the both of us. I wonder what you think of me now, if at all.

No initials. I'm too much of a pussy haha.

I've matured a little bit because immature men have just made me rage in the past and now I'm just not willing to deal with it. it's nice knowing I won't stay crazy forever.

>>85122356
Good people don't talk about how good they are. They just are

>>85129695
Congrats, you now realize why anorexia is addictive outside of just body dysmorphia. It's a special kind of habit growing self harm, cutting feels lame compared to it.

anyone who verbalizes their ego is incredibly insecure and maybe delusional to some extent. I'm definitely guilty of having done this I'm sure, but it's true.

You can say you're one of the good guys a million times, but nothing you've done in your life actually brings you close to that being true. You've proven to not be a safe person for women to be around more than you've ever proven the opposite. I feel guilty that some girl has to be stuck with you for the rest of her life, but it's really not my business. I'm just glad it's not me, because I hate what became of me while we were together.

>>85130187
Why theres so many fembots writing for guys here? You all are pathetic lol He is probably jerking off to momcest porn rn

>>85130187
>You've proven to not be a safe person for women to be around more than you've ever proven the opposite.
I'm sorry for that one time I nervously stuttered in conversation and basically raped you, fembot. I know I am responsible, as a man, for the crimes other men have committed. Can you ever forgive me?

ima block your ass and delete all the pics i have of you, fuck you. its so over, im done.

I despise you for making me believe you cared. You're just like the rest of them. I hate you

>>85130230
it hurts because it's true

e-dating you gave me real life ptsd

Yeah you fucked everything up. It was you. Sorry to hear you miss me and you're a mess without me but what can I do? I'm dealing with what you did to me as best as I can. It's up to you to do the same for yourself.

>>85130230
ugh ok I'll stop I just needed to get that off my chest :)

public enemy number 1
understand?

>he come to me with money in his hand, he offered me, I didn't ask him
I think you would be proud of me rn