Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportsunday? yeah whatever more like catday!! meow moew meow hello>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
cool links> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>85120064>helloheya cathow are you?>How are you doing todaystill feeling like shitalso i still have some work and things to do
>>85120444hey friend cool trips >how are you?watching an interesting vidhttps://youtu.be/-NREzIye0cEyou can check it out if you wanna >still feeling like shitsorry about it >also i still have some worknoo D:even on sunday!?
>How are you doing today?Hung over and hurt>Any plans for today?No, it is late here now>When was the last time you hurt yourself? Today on my thigh>Why did you hurt yourself?Started feeling like shit for crashing out on twitter and pushing away the one person that cared for me there>Is there anything bothering you right now?It is getting worse
>>85120648>interestingwhat does it talk about?(i thought it's like a movie for a sec)>even on sunday:/btw i had a weird dream todayit had some details i still remember for some reasonlike getting out of my house and going to a supermarket and meeting someone i know irlbut anyways the weirdest thing was that i saw myself hallucinating slightly, then having headache, then remembering "oh it's like that last time when i had these hallucinations" and that event (me hallucinating in the past) never happened in real life, but also had details in the dream that when i woke up i asked myself "did i really have something like that in the past?"it feels weird when you remember it was all red and scary and stuff but one thing i noticed is that my head was actually aching and i think i was sweating when i woke upso i wonder if hallucinating irl causes that much of headache
>>85120682hello anon>Hung over and hurtone always make the other worse >it is late here nowHope you at least mange to fall asleep peaceful >Today on my thighyou patches yourself up?>shit for crashing out on twitter and never a good thing >pushing away the one person that cared for me therewhy? did they do something wrong? >getting worsedamn>>85120808>what does it talk about?it's about a creator of half-life maps who would hide elaborate secrets in his works >like a moviebecause it's so long huh :3>did i really have something like that in the past?"interesting I have things like that too about places usually Like I remember playing by myself in some colorful room with colored sand on the ground and dim lighting and there would be like these fake plants around and pebbles.. I don't know if it happened irl or not >think i was sweating when i woke upit's possible you got a headache when you were sleeping, maybe it was too hot in your room so that's why your dream focused on it
>>85121118I did patch it up, but it was not to deep, they did nothing wrong, i probaly tweeted a lot of stuff about people from my past because i was drunk as fuck, but i know they also have a life to live and i can't be a part of that even as much as it hurts.
>>85121243But i have been considering moving over to a knife, but i am a bit scared i might hurt my muscles
>>85121243>did patch it up, but it was not to deep,that's good you wouldn't want to get an infection, they often guarantee a trip to the hospital >live and i can't be a part of that even as much as it hurts.why? you said they care about you so wouldn't they want you to be a part of it in sime way?
>>85121320>moving over to a knife,what are you using now?regardless you probably shouldn't deeper cuts don't even hurt more, most of the time, they just heal longer and are harder to hide
>>85121118>in his worksahainterestingbut wow did he have a lot to talk about? cuz that was too long lol>so long huhyup!>places usuallyreally interesting>colored sand on the ground and dim lightingyou know these might be true some memories from childhood stick upi remember something when i was very young, but people around you might forget it because it's simpleso you start asking yourself did that really happen?>when you were sleepingyup, i thought maybe the headache caused this dreamor maybe the opposite? idkbut it really felt crazydesu i wish i go back to that dream and hallucinate, better than how stressed i feel right nowsighi need to change something in my routine but uh, have you ever made rules and laws to yourself that you can never violate and go against?thats what keeps me from feeling a bit better these days>>85121320dont do that, anonpretty much useless, wont change a lot despite it's worseand of course if it's possible to find any other thing to do, any other habit instead of cutting, i hope you get into it
>>85122535I'm sleepy so I'll be going to sleegodnight>did he have a lot to talk about?yep the secrets are elaborate m>keeps me from feeling a bit better these dayswhy?hope you dream about something nice tonight btw
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>>85121686I am using a part of a Gillete fusion 5 Razor, by opening the shaving head i took out on razor, i cant be close to them mostly because i have started drinking again and because i am afraid to mentally hurt them
>>85124612>because i am afraid to mentally hurt themdid you tell them about how you feel?
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>>85123316>>85126411Is cutting yourself really that important? From how you faggots speak about it this shit must be better than drugs. If I try it right now will I get addicted for life or something?
>>85125544Because i am emotinally empty and i have not known them for a long time (few weeks) and i dont want to scare them away ofc, they are a good person, i am just going to see what happens in the next days desu
hey guysjust a bumpI'm going on a little bike ride
>>85126482buuummp back frm the ride :D
About to fly out to Texas. Flight leaves in 5.5hrs... wish me luck. Major flight phobia, causing me to tweak out, shake, and sweat really bad the whole time. First time flying alone too... I wish the best for whoever is in the middle seat. Also just rewatched Death Note for the first time in maybe a decade. Onto the fanfiction season. Maybe it'll help my plane anxiety and is actually good. Its just that L is objectively the hottest fictional man in existence, so being replaced with children is annoying. I'm not Epstein :(
bump>>85128681hope your flight goes well fren
>>85128681Helloo>About to fly out to Texasgood luck !!hope you see many cool things >Also just rewatched Death Noteyou enjoyed it as much as back in the day?>so being replaced with children is annoying.huh?>>85129720hey anon o/
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>>85124612>Gillete fusion 5 Razorthe little blades are still really sharp, I mean it's a razor so I'd guess you can easily do as much damage as with a knife >close to them mostly because i have started drinking againdo they know about it?
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