I just want to die in my sleep

Where the hell are you? I've looked for your posts in all of the usual places and I can't find your usual signatures anywhere. On one hand I'm happy for you if you're taking time to detox from being online too much. On the other I'm worried if you're Ok.

Forgive me, [My Person], I'm not even angry over you anymore. I just wished you communicated with me and I handled things better.

Please come back. I promise I'll change. Things will be different this time. I'll treat you worse! I'll resent you for forgiving me as I cannot fathom a lower form of scum, one that could love me and see me as human. Please message me on Discord

You can blame me for ruining your life but let's be real. You did to yourself

I've really enjoyed getting to know you better. Can't wait for our next date. I daydreamed about you at work today. Guess it's yearning hours...

>>85149014
Same here. Can't wait to see you again

Anyone who blames another person for ruining their life is weak minded.

>>85149066
Cute but no. They don't post here.

>>85149088
Oh okay. So no one's thinking about me then. I don't matter. Nothing matters

>>85148934
My life has always been ruined. You just set people on my tail for no reason to ruin it more. Because you're a fucking sociopathic unrepentant asshole.

i miss youuuu omar. im legit going to relapse. i seriously need to just block you and move on with my life already, ughh im pathetic. you probably dont think about me or miss me at all.

im so tempted to text you and tell you i love you and miss you omar

Despite my qualms, I opened my heart to you and I was *still* beheaded with exactly what I fear most, that you knew as well.
You're not the fucking victim of me. You ARE an asshole. I should not have been so forgiving, I should have told you to kill yourself and just blocked you and left it at that. Too bad YOU had to take it way further than it had to go because you're a self obsessed asshole who can never do any wrong. And certainly never accept responsibility or accountability for your hand in my undoing.
Fuck you, blow me.

God I wish I was Omar

I never even met Omar but this poster is making me miss him too

I love you Omar

-Anonymous

>>85149211
>>85149226
i just want him back </3

>>85149238
Sometimes you have to use force. It's not PC but you'd be surprised how often this makes everything work out in the end

>>85149250
force how? he just leaves me on read whenever i text him. ive thought about just repeatedly calling him, but i dont want to reach the point of getting blocked.

>>85149271
I'll be your new Omar. post contact

I knew an Omar once. He was from Egypt and he was really smart. Had nice hair and eyes

>>85149271
>he just leaves me on read
Do you know for sure he's reading them?

>>85149310
Can't believe you're writing this many letters about a brown guy, which is already bad, but from Egypt, which is even worse. I hope you finally meet him and see how that country treats women. Dumbass. And they're all ugly too.

>>85149300
hes the only one i want, sorry

>>85149316
hes probably not. he texted me a week ago to tell me he got fired lol, and didnt respond to or acknowledge anything that i had said.

>>85149330
I'm not the poster who writes to Omar. I just knew a guy named Omar once

>>85149346
>he texted me a week ago to tell me he got fired
Oh he's not ignoring you then. He's just homeless

honestly i'd rather my person be homeless than if they were ignoring my messages. praying they are unhoused and in financial distress

>>85149356
honestly, its a real possibility. he did tell me he was in the process of looking for a place.. he used to say he was going to come move in with me. i wish that was my current reality.

fuck you omar fucking dickhead.
omar suarez (j/k)

praying 4 my nigga Omar

>>85149196
Cheer up, I'm sure it's nothing a forged cosignature on a loan won't fix.

Omar you broke ass no job having son of a bitch answer her texts

>>85149379
Yearning for some homeless guy is the worst because you won't even know if they're alive or not. If they're dead you'd just never find out

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To the enemy,

I am going to fucking kill you. No doubt about that. The moment I leave this plane of existence I am coming for your ass. I will spit on it and nothing you have can protect you from me. You messed with the wrong brownie. The fuck were you thinking? Why couldn't you mind your own business? Now you will be another victim of my wrath. I'm coming for you bitch.

Signed,
Nobody important.

>>85149534
Oooh shiver me timbers I'm soooo scared

>>85149552
I will rape ur butthole.

I need to start moving like Omar. What is he doing that I'm not

Dodged a bullet I'm sure.

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To the streets:
Omar comin yo!
-Just a vigilant lil nigga

>>85149394
why do you like him so much? what makes him special

>>85149972
i enjoy his company. i feel like i could be my genuine self around him, i love when he makes me laugh. i admire how he had the confidence to approach me when we first met. he would always facetime me and reach out to me. i remember a few days before everything changed, he bought me a pack of eyelashes. hes done a lot of things other men ive met havent been able to do for me. i love him.

>>85150062
damn no guy ever bought me eyelashes. can omar teach my guy how to be a man? all he ever does is talk about how he'll buy me stuff then doesn't do it

>>85150062
>he would always facetime me and reach out to me
>he bought me a pack of eyelashes

Guys like this exist? Where did you meet him?

>>85150296
we met in aa

This Omar guy is making me realize I've been pining after a loser for far too long. I could've spent my time crying over a better guy at least, that part is what pisses me off

>>85150339
I hope he's okay. Losing your job is a perfect time to relapse

>>85150363
he already got a new one, but i still hope hes doing well. i wish i could talk to him and know.

Would you still want me to come back if I am pregnant and carrying another man's child? The father is out of the picture btw

>>85150354
Nona calm down its just a pair of eyelashes lol

My letter to https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/84963156/#84971699

What you wrote about seems to keep being brought up.
>>85148295
Maybe you should know I have avoided all posts that are anything medical related to this, even all assumptions of why you need it and what the result is.

It could of been a troll, or maybe you were testing me. Kinda pointless to test me about it though. Like I said before im not into it at all, but if you are being honest about all that, then yeah, id do anything you need to be happy/comfortable here. Maybe it's your safety of feeling in control and proof of forever devotionsfrom me

Like I said. My perspective is rather simple. I trust you no matter what and I don't need to ask questions or figure anything out. If you say you need something with me when here and you are aggressively adding that this is how things need to be, then okay.

Things like the op pic have too many implications and thoughts and I don't want to think of anything outside of just implicitly trusting her. I don't care for criticism. I love her and all of me is hers.

>>85149073
No, vengeance and justice exist to right wrongs.

>>85150062
Sounds like the package I sent her that she cried because of how much I cared for her.

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>>85148894
Cut your ties to your MIC friends and we'll talk. I like money, too, but how about playing life on hard-mode?

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>>85150650
I'm good. Ori ori ori ori ori

>>85150824
Bratty 'icked' elves are hot.

>>85150753
Unless the "wrongs" happen entirely inside your head.
Unless the nemesis who wronged you doesn't even exist and really it's all just lack of accountability on your part.
Heh.

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>>85150926
You dense motherfucker! I don't like you at all, baka!

Whenever you start posting the thread starts stinking real bad. The stench is overwhelming. That's why everyone stops posting when you post, we're all too busy gagging

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I can't blame you guys for using my material tho. My shit is just too fucking juicy.

>>85150967
When I see this thumbnail I always think it's one of those exaggerated blowjob faces

PU! What's that smell? I could smell it from three threads over. Who's shitposting here?

It's you. Take a bath, fatso.

I'm stinkmaxxin. Building up my aroma until foids can sniff my pheromones and fall for me.

>>85148517
Josh, I will never understand why you do content online yet never interact with anyone nor why you make porn online yet never ask people to sub, you are the dumbest motherfucker i know yet youre the most attractive cocksucke ive ever known. Yes this is a girl calling herself josh because everyones a retard.

>>85150943
There is a great quote that you would really like but it's better if I withheld it from you. Ha!

>>85150967
Bratty elf is being bully because I gave her ick....

Damn...........
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Ugh
Pretty friggin hot

>>85150943
>Teehee I don't constantly talk about you btw that never happens
Thanks for reminding me that I made the right choice and should have from the very beginning.
Yep, keep blaming me, retarded cunt. Absolute projection and no accountability.

>>85151147
Oh like the girl who called herself rob?

>>85151306
Maria, Stop hitting yourself

>>85151331
Kill yourself already, faggot.

>>85151343
Sugar Sugar,

You love yourself
You think you're grand
You go to the movies and hold your hand
You put your arms around your waist
And when you get fresh
You slap your face

>As a self-diagnosed schizoid, i have pretty bad commitment issues, and difficulty forming emotional bonds with other people. I've sometimes wondered if being "trapped" by social pressure, blackmail, financial dependence, or some type of psychological abuse would actually be good for me; as the only way that I can stay in a stable long-term relationship. Femdom isn't really my kink, but I could learn to tolerate it. I mostly just think that it could be useful for making a strong relationship; sort of like how a coach or personal trainer helps make a strong body.

I'm being hunted
Help

>>85151447
Makes me laugh knowing some scrawny cuck wrote this thinking it was tuff

>>85151608
Well I read it in a Abraham Lincoln jolk blood when I was in second grade.

Reminded me of you.

>>85151661
Looks like the ugly retarded autistic homosexual forgot to take their meds today.

>>85151668
That's not good...its important you remember to take them.

I'll buzz the nurse so she brings them to you.

I'm so fucking miserable that negativity is basically all I think about anymore, and honestly I don't even care if I make people uncomfortable by talking about it. I want people to know that I'm miserable. I don't want to keep pretending I'm okay just so everyone else can feel comfortable around me. I can't keep bottling all this shit up, so sometimes I try to turn it into anger or hatred because at least that feels like it has more substance than just being a sad little cunt.

But I can't even hold onto the anger. It just burns out and I'm right back to feeling depressed and empty again. Then I look at other people and compare my life to theirs, and it just makes me realize how completely fucking lost I am.

And when people tell me I'm just being a bitch or feeling sorry for myself, they genuinely don't understand. I'm actually miserable. My life is a disaster. I haven't had a real friend in 13 years. I feel like there's no hope and no real opportunity for someone like me. And even when I try to explain how bad I feel, it still never seems like it's enough for anyone to actually care. All I get are meaningless platitudes that don't change anything and don't make me feel any less alone.

>>85151876
You have no reason to respond to me, you need to kill yourself, faggot

yes i love you and want to marry you and be with you forever but this wasn't supposed to be a mutual thing, i wanted you to be my oneitis

>>85152278
Okay maria, we get it. You LOVE mike.

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M (M)

you will definitely see this you will definitely see this ooowaaaoowaaaooowaoooo (the sound of the orb that ensures that you see this)
your mom gay

D (S)

The compliments, although misdirected, were sincere. You can accept them if you want.

You are the person I care about the most in the whole tri-state area. Is that not enough for you? Sometimes I just feel like you're a bottomless pit and it's impossible to please you or make you happy.

You strut around clueless, zero self awareness
Brain so fried it looks like a full blown mental illness
Train wreck supreme, your "boring" life's a comedy of fuck ups
Past experiences? Just a highlight reel of bad decisions and cum stained regrets.
I'm never speaking to your pathetic ass again
But damn it's funny seeing you still breathing, still failing
I know shit (don't ask, you will never find out)

We are both batshit crazy
But I hide mine like a pro
You are wearing yours like a piss stained diaper
Sliding straight down the toilet of life with a grin.

Good relapse, you brain dead disaster.
Keep chasing that high while everything crashes harder,
Cunt.

my heart is hurting without you omar

>>85152477
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=U0Pl6pPUmfk

>>85152477
That was really fucking mean anon. I don't appreciate that

>>85152588
Really like this one, thanks for the recommendation. Obviously you are not my person, the dude has dogshit music taste, zero soul, zero standards. It does sound a lot like us though, except I'm not a desperate whore and he is not a rotting methhead... yet. Give it time, he is clearly heading there.

I'm sorry, but the way you responded told me everything I need to know. It's just the fact you could've been sincere about your critical stance, which would've brought us closer. If you'd been more genuine, maybe we could've had a conversation about it. I don't care if you hate culture slop and the work of those people, but it's as if you were suggesting there are better ways to spend my time and you couldn't admit to that. And how am I a gaslighter by being hurt by your tone and choice of words? How would you expect a person to respond to feeling repeatedly shut down by someone they've opened up to? I want a partner who is mature enough to understand the subtext of what I'm saying so they don't come off as critical when what I'm actually talking about is a somewhat realistic dream, which I hardly do because I don't want others knowing if I failed my own expectations. Trust me, I wish things were different. That wasn't the first thing, that was just the final straw. You calling me that sealed it because it was an inappropriate way to respond.

>>85152680
I know you're not my person, she thinks I'm a diamond in the rough, just though the song fit.

>>85152477
https://youtu.be/z1wRcOUQd_c

im sorry i blocked you. i love you, i promise. the constant anticipation is driving me crazy. i might end up killing myself if i didnt block. knowing myself it wont even last a day.

I would respect you so much more if you could just admit you don't love me and you just don't want to see me with anyone else, or you just can't stand the thought of me moving on and just not wanting you in my life anymore.

>>85153228
>>85153449
Can you guys put some effort in your letters?

>>85148835
Holy fucking shit
See now this is straight up mental illness. Both you and Tino need your heads checked

>>85148517
Get your head checked IMMEDIATELY. Im not even trying to be rude here, its an urgent call for you to get you sanity reevaluated. Do you have to litter every corner of the internet with this garbage? Stay on LtC and ST. Go DM that demented and insecure manchild you fell in love with. Just for Gods sake and your own, get help. Youre gaining weight, your hair is falling out, you sold yourself out for cash, you tried to ruin a persons life, you are starting to look like a fucking disaster. Either change course of lie in the bed youve made for yourself. But for fucks sake, dont shit up this place with your mental illness, the board has enough of it.

As for [Your Person], that walking DSM5 category decided to run once the investigation was opened. He broke so many laws out of his own psychotic insecurity that he had no other choice but to hide. He ruined several of his friends lives in the process and they are only going to find this out post-investigation.

You and them are both adults acting like spoiled children. I dont personally have to do anything anymore. Once the consequences of everything that has transpired catch up to you (and they are faster than your failing mind can comprehend), you will most likely be checking yourself into a mental institution out of your own volition to avoid incarceration. The shadow work you refused to do years ago is now manifesting as unhinged life choices that will end up tearing even whats left of your family apart. God only knows whats wrong with you, but I hope you start praying to some miracle-worker saint for healing conaidering the medication isnt working. This fiasco has reached a point where I can only see you for the patinet that you are, so there isnt any room for hate in my heart. All thats present within me is the quiet hope and belief in miraculous prognosis improvement when it comes to your mind. None of us are to blame for inflicted wounds, but you are proudly parading yours and blaming others for it.

>>85148517
>You know what time it is
SSRI driven threads make me cringe

>>85153640
SSRIs? Get out of here, you know no one who posts here takes their meds

>>85152359
My mom is dead ;-;

I show my bf all your desperate I miss you texts and we laugh at them together during breaks from our 8 hour sex sessions lol

if you need 8 hours of sex to get the job done I feel sorry for you

>>85154190
They actually just gave it a few pumps and fell asleep then woke up in the morning and finished the job

>>85153575
>now this is straight up mental illness
How it seems normal to me

>>85153449
Respectfully I'm not here for respect. What I want is to rest my head between your warm hairy armpits while reassuring me it's all going to be fine.

>>85154077
My deepest sympathies M.

>changing your name and trip every thread so others can't filter you
You are the worst poster this place has ever been.
You deserve everything bad that has ever happened to you and you are the cause for it.
Humanity is better, the worse you are.

Another day another way you disappoint me

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You're wearing those shorts i like in your recent insta post. I cummed really hard to your sister dancing in the rain again.

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good morning, my love. another day without you. here i am missing you when i should be kissing you. i just want you back my sweet omar. remember that tiny possum we saw? well i saw it again yesterday! it looks like its grown a bit, i think it lives around here. i wanted to send you a pic of it, but i know you wont bother to respond. i miss hanging out and watching naruto together. i miss cooking for you and being in my element. i can only pray to God that everything will work out and that ill be fine.

k

if this keeps going on, me missing you will last longer than we were together. please dont let that be true, omar. i want you to be here in my life.

i bet i could write and send you a suicide letter and you still would leave that shit on read. lmao lifes a fucking joke.

>>85156507
Can you just accept that you were played, ghosted and forgotten about? This is the fate of an unfortunate beta woman. Should not have tried at all. But don't worry, you'll forget him and think he's a useless loser in a couple months.

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She's a no show today, isn't she?

Funny how the adventurer has Frieren-themed items. I finished the 4th tier of the witch/adventurer super easy but am stuck on tier3 on the other two. The RNG gods are angry.

Thanks for getting me addicted to gambling games, btw.

>>85156528
>Can you just accept
no.
but youre probably right, ill find new dick to bounce on soon enough or kill myself. just let me have my moment, please, thanks

To my unlovable,

I wrote a nasty letter too, but you don't deserve to see that I know all about your flaws. The deeper ones, the type of flaws that made you feel and act like this. I love you despite them anyways. I still feel like I should be punished in your stead. If you think that you pushed me away, that is wrong. You said all the right things to make me want you more. It's unfortunate that I only feel it after you show me the reason you cry so much. I couldn't love half a person nearly as much as the real you.
You might think you've did the right thing, but you can see that it wasn't right for either of us. Do you really think that I'm so awful? I wish you didn't doubt my feelings and worry all the time. But it is in the past. Now I wish you understood that my love is about taking care of you and making you happy. I wonder how it would work out if you believed my words and knew that I really just want you.
You're tired of all those feelings. You just had to tell me. I would be honest with you. I was always honest. I always believed you and cared about you. It was all true. It pains me that in the end the fears and uncertainty won despite everything being on our side. Would you still do it if you knew how I would find you after? Long long months after. I would move on if you didn't need me. But here I see the same girl I wanted to love.
Lonely loveless life can't be as bad as life with you in the back of my head. It's hard when all I do is worry and you tell me how awful it all is because of me.
You say you don't want to talk to me, but I don't believe it. I hate you I love you I hate you I love you. Chu chu chu and cuddle

This is pathetic. I'm selfish. I have everything I want except you.
I wish I could be with you but you live so far away and I dont even know you outside of messaging online.
Maybe you dont actually live that far away but are just playing a conjured image.
I want to talk to you again. I want to vc with you again even though you said you're too shy about it to do it often. You're just so cute. I have the biggest crush on you. I dont know why. It's mostly the idea of you right I have made up right now. I wish it wasn't so abstract and it was a crush for you as you.
I don't think you'll ever come back.
I just want to know how you're doing. Are you meeting new people? Are you doing well? Hopefully. I dont want you to give up on yourself. You're said things that just make me thing you're scared and anxious and you really shouldn't be.
But that all might be made up too because I dont know you.
I'll live with the fantasy of having you.
Hope you are well though whoever you are.
Fuu

>>85156809
I am sorry. I am doing what I have to do for the greater good. You cannot love me or anyone for that matter. After what you did to me I will never trust your empty words. You were never honest no one honest would hurt me like that. The grass is greener now for you so live with your choices.
A

Tell me what the fuck wrong I did! It just hurts so much. I know I could do better. I would if you just asked. I would do everything you wanted. I was wrong to even doubt that I love you. If my apologies are not enough, let me do something. I have to.

>>85157325
You know what you did. Do not play the victim you are not a sad boy you are a predator. Your apologies are lies and I hope you karmically suffer until you die alone for how you treated me. You could spam my trash folder and I would still hate you.
A

I wish I was allowed to tell you I'm sorry, you make me really crazy but it was my fault, I messed up real bad, and even though you've got me in a lot of trouble I forgive you for what you had to do, at least we settled the argument on who has power over who, it's you, always has been

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Z3-RSNZpci0&pp=ygUbSW0gZmluZSBqdXN0IHRha2luZyBteSB0aW1l

FUUUUCK i fucking miss you vholy shit im going t okill myself please fucking talk to me omar or i will be so fucked

Sometimes I check our old discord messages. You clearly didn't want to be my friend during all the time you said you were busy.

You suck for the absolutely coldhearted way you ended things between us. I don't wish you ill, but I don't wish you well either.

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What other way is there to end things?

I blame you for my broken legs

z
it was burning hot the other day and even today
wonder if you were at the lake or anything
i was at the beach and fed three different types of birds
getting tans together, haha i remember wanting to compare
i have a lot of feelings these days
i've been making some art again but it comes and goes
still not finished
some of it, most of it even, is saved up for the right time and place, and the right pair of eyes... and lashes
there's a whole album worth of stuff as well
in time
it's nice to just sit down and let my thoughts flow sometime
i hope that, you're okay
i do think about what you're going through each day, or when i see places that make me think you'd be the only one i could go there with
that's kinda a bad confession but yeah, idk
these threads are crazy with all of the distractions but maybe through all of these you'll see my post just like in the past when we brushed fingertips here
j

i have nothing but love for you, o. why do this to me? it feels like everything is over. it scares me so much.

>tfw everyone says your schizo because some redheaded whore told people to follow you around

it looks like someone is copying my posts but making them angrier

how's love going, are you relieved yet?

I want to feel loved and understood too. when I think too much about how I feel in this area, it makes me want to kill myself. I think I'd rather not try and I'd like to stop thinking about it.

God save me from the temptation of reaching out.

>>85160452
lmao I just hit the send friend request as this popped up

Are you there god? I would like a word with this sensory overload and information processing. It is my cross to bear but they are taking their toll tonight.

Dear bessytig, where are you and why do I miss you so much?

>>85160539
What on earth is a bessytig

>>85160544
The letter was not for you.

i just want you back in my life omar. i am so sad without you, my love. i feel like its the end of the world.

I'm sorry I wasn't enough for you. I'm sorry my attempts at pushing good influence failed. I'm sorry for being distant. I don't know how to atone. I wish I could. When you left me I've been so lonely, you can't imagine this feeling. It was very cruel. I don't know why you would be so vindictive. Did I really deserve what you said? You were mocking me after, my love and my feelings. How could you do that to someone unless you hate their guts? Here I am, still alone and thinking about you. If you ever doubted that you're my favorite ok person, this is your proof.

I would usually think about you weekly but not in a good way, I still dont know why I hate your guts maybe theres a part of me that still likes you or I am being highly delusional about it either way I dont want to see your face again, also how is your dead sister doing? Is she still burning in hell?

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You do evil, manipulate and emotionally abuse. But you'll never own up to it. You will not give me the little comfort in repayment for the months of being your doctor, therapist and whore. You just laugh at me or try to make me feel even more guilty.
People pleasing
Sad autism
Weird husbandos
Self-hatred supreme
Lack of any humor
Inability to connect
Low empathy
Two faces
Pathological self-destruction
There are better than you. Waiting for me, I guess. But that's not how it works.

>>85159893
Same but making them look desperate and shit

Are you happy that you're not my wife? You would be a good one. We'd still make it work. I was the one getting played in your silly love games. You think my trust is a weakness, you can force a weaker man to love. But I just let you say anything because I valued you and knew the truth anyways. You think that worshipping me would be a good carrot on a stick. But I really didn't care when you were there and feeling happy. You think your failures made me leave you and go find another girlfriend. But I never did that. You think I treated you like you're disposable and unfeeling. But I couldn't say much when I felt terrible because of you. You got really used to how all your requests were fulfilled. Too perfect of a play session for you, eh? Never play again, you've already got the highest score.

no, and I'm kinda distraught that I'm not anyone's wife.

>>85161220
My wife would NOT forget to capitalize letters

well I never claimed to be anyone's wife. the opposite, actually.

do I at least get conjugal visits in jail?

some people on the tram today were playing this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fe93CLbHjxQ
and I was frustrated because no one was dancing and I didn't want to get freaky on them yknow so I just kinda had to sit there. Man what a good movie and I love that song :3

>>85161422
https://youtu.be/e2sLeruRZio

>>85151311
nah just my first porn girl crush, girl on fansly thats retarded enough to have two whore profiles on each site, one two be a girl that acts like a puppy, and another one to be a trans dude, but shes fucking gorgeous, like sophia lillis, but she spreads holes for 20 bucks, its magical but shes a fucking utter retard.

>>85156590
please tell me a bio fem isnt pining after some mid dick lol

Your English was almost perfect. Do you remember? It suffered a bit. Misspellings and weird sentence structure. Is it because you didn't talk to anyone for so long? Or was it because you were in such distress?
You haunted me. A pretty ghost. Nice memory and a thought of what could have been. Maybe a ghost isn't even a bad euphemism for you and how you are now. A silent observer never to penetrate the veil of the material world. Don't tell me you aren't bitter that your own life ended there and you'll never have what others have. Don't tell me that you have accepted that you don't deserve to be loved. I know that those needs must be hidden and suppressed in your silly head.

>>85161558
yes bro <3

Letter.
I haven't detected your presence in so long. But I saw it and i smiled so big because I instantly knew it was you and the message was for me. How did you know I'd see that? Did you trust me to be that obsessive or perhaps to feel your psychic energy through the void? I'm scared because I could have missed it but I'm so happy that I didn't.

So you knew it was a good thing too? You felt it too? It wasn't just something that I imagined. I think it was good but I have this sneaking suspicion that it could be great. I think you sense that too on some level.

I know I shouldn't have left but I felt like you left me. Dude, I don't care if you can't be a people. You don't have to be a person. You don't have to talk. If we were in the same room together it wouldn't bother me if you never spoke again even If that is one of my favorite things about you. As long as I know you're there with me. The problem is like I didn't know if you were there with me in the dark or if I was all alone. I'm afraid of being abandoned tbqh and if I know you didn't abandoned me I can be much stronger. I want to be stronger for you. Can we please have another chance? I'm going to send you a fr. You don't have to respond but please accept. I don't know if you know how much I've missed you. Just as a person and as a friend. You can be a worm or just a shadow and I'll be there for you. Please.

Dear board,
I haven't been on as much as I should, and it's mainly because life has been getting in the way. I apologize for that. I'm making the best of things...but alas, my situation has yet to improve. Yet onward I dredge on...because what the fuck else am I gonna do?

Levels of ecucking I really can't deal with

I don't know why I come on the internet because I am a LOSER on here!

I had no courage to ask or talk. I didn't know if I could take it if you were hurt, depressed or dying. Forgive me for that. I don't want to hurt you myself. I don't know what I am doing. And perhaps I'm still only going to make it worse. I don't know anything, just as you said. Tell me you were safe and still are safe. Please.

You disgusting old alcoholic midget
Short, bloated, reeking sack of rotting failure
You have time for absolutely nothing except furiously fucking your own life to death
Downing way too much poison while frying whatevers left of your brain
with porn, drugs and endless booze
I might be nothing right now but Im young, not a walking corpse like you
And I still have a chance
You are out here chasing bottles like a suicidal bitch
Too weak to pull the trigger so you are letting cheap liquor do it slowly for you
A tiny, brain rotted, cum brained dead end loser slowly dissolving into nothing
Nothing
So repulsive even your own shadow wants to leave you
Keep drinking, you worthless piece of shit.
Choke on it.
Your life was a mistake from the start

Dear void lobotomy,

I don't want to be free. I want to be yours. Always and forever.

With love, Crazy Diamond.

I made the mistake of trying to treat a puppy girl like a human and respect her and now shes ignoring me because I didnt tear her down and play along treating a fucking grown adult like a dog that literally sleeps in a fuckin kennel.

These SSRIs need some more serious study.

A,
I dont think we will talk at all until youre back from belarus next month. I hope in that time you either forgive me or if not hopefully I can forget you. I am guessing you're in Georgia to see what it's like before moving there. I have a feeling I might have something to do with you planning to leave. Maybe it is better that we never see eachother again.
-b

>>85161842
your mistake was treating a woman like a person

>>85161697
You can start by not calling your person a "worm", maybe? The fuck is wrong with you?

>>85161886
Bless us with your divine knowledge on how to be popular with chicks, oh wise anon!

>>85161995
https://youtube.com/shorts/Ypw9StUuZuc

I'm going to block you on grindr

>>85161995
I WISH I was at least called a worm by my dearest love. But that's not a letter for me. That's just another girl projecting because she might have had a similar experience. Sad to ruin illusions, but I'm not making mine go look for me either.

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Why is working on pet projects so much more enticing than having a social life?
This is going to become a problem, isn't it?
And no, dear LEO, I'm working on a totally benign, educational project that will not break any laws, I promise! :3
So just chill or look into the real meanies that get rich by embezzling tax dollarinos.
Cheerio!

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>>85162042
Never had an account there and never will.

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>>85162036
No one will click on your link, buddy.

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>>85162043
You sound like a loser who's into getting cuck'd. Not kink shaming - just an observation.

a,
was that you that tried to add me on steam? your esoteric profile made me think it was some weird foreign person trying to goad me into scams. try again please if you see this message.

I didn't want a goodnight from all of them. I wanted a goodnight from you.

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Why did I even let you do this to me instead of leaving you to die from your unstable emotions? You went away. You had your fill of my blood and that's all. Why give a chance to people like this? Better to just never get close. Thank you for teaching me mental illness, my beloved!

>>85148517
sometimes i think about you and i am so truly disgusted with myself for throwing everything away like that, for someone i barely know. he is good to me, and he makes me very happy. but i truly think you were my soulmate. i never really blamed you for everything that happened, and i never actually destroyed any of your things. i hope my actual, not online anonymous letter, finds you well. im sure you're lurking on this board somewhere, L

there's more I want to say