Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supporta little early edish ;3hello>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
cool links> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/> wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
questions to everyone !!guys would you like to play some sven coop sometime soon??? (when I figure out how to set everything up)(maybe this weekend) it's free on steam btw and we'll play pizza ya san and daikon warfare and some other classics like idk.. tetris
Burning out a bit again watching High School DxD when I should be doing other things>>85154923very early edish!this is the time i'd post if i was posting.anyway, hope you have a good day cat!>>85150016>i looked for the pic instead of searching for it.makes me want to play more minecraft>when will you get some days off?i have some days off soon for going to a con so not too much longer>had a nice trip over the weekendsaw that, head anywhere special or kinda just a relaxing thing?>the rest of the fure punch manga lying aroundsaw you post that and think i replied while you were away. Looking forward hearing how you like or don't like the finale>>85155011I think it would be fun to try if it works. I'm always concerned whether it would work well with me in it given the distance, but I think Minecraft worked pretty well so I'd be down for trying to join in.
>>85154923Hope everyone is good today
Doctors wont prescribe medicine because apparently Im "too unstable". If I were stable I wouldnt need the fuckin' pills. What a predicament.
had to attend to some beeswax>>85155044hello>when I should be doing other things I say it's okay so you are forgiven ^^ >time i'd post if i was posting.I usually like to post a bit later when I'm not busy doing things>hope you have a good day cat!thank you!it's been okay, got a haircut today >concerned whether it would work wellwe can use steam networking or whatever and that should work nicely >>85155995hey anonthanks :3same to you>>85156095heylol huh?? I guess thry have reasons for doing that, so if not meds then what did they tell you to do?
Ur skin would become soft and delegate and easier to cut if you took estrogen
>>85156434>so if not meds then what did they tell you to do?The doctor told me, with a straight face: "just decide to not hurt yourself". This was the appointment after he diagnosed me with BPD. Yeah thanks no shit. If I could "Just decide" I wouldn't need to visit the hospital to at all now would I.
>>85156456>straight face: "just decide to not hurt yurself". realllly helpful...sorry to hear about they're like this anonit sounds very frustrating to deal with
>>85157204It is what it is. I had zero expectations of the hospital here, it's well known for being dogshit. I'm done with them, lets see what I do instead. Either pickup serious drinking or just blowing my brains out. Cba talking to retards at the hospital.
>>85156434>attend to some beeswaxif you have enough it left over, you should try making a candle :>>I say it's okaymore important things to be attending to >I usually like to post a bit later when I'm not busy doing thingsyeah, reasonable. Especially week days i feel like too early thread stands a chance of dying much more easily but worked out okay>it's been okay, got a haircut todayneed to remember to get mine next week before thursday> whatever and that should work nicelyi'm pretty sure it'll be fine. Internet is a lot better than it was in 2008 which is what i'm thinking back to
>>85157472>lets see what I do insteadhang in there anon, maybe you could go to a different hospital?regardless you should probably try to take it easy and chill today >>85157635>should try making a candle :>oh I was joking like beeswax instead of business >important things to be attending towhat could be more important? :0>but worked out okayyep \o/>remember to get mine next week before thursdayis your hair getting too long?>was in 2008 which is what i'm thinking backheh ^^ I think it goes a little bit better since then
>>85154923>a little early edish ;3very early :0>>85155011>would you like to play some sven coop sometime soon???no clue what that or any of the games you mentioned are (besides tetris), but i'm gonna download it at should be free. btw, just saw that you can play metal gear solid for free on steam until the 27th.>>85155044>Burning out a bit again watching High School DxD when I should be doing other thingswhat else should you be doing? and the more important question: how's the show holding up?>makes me want to play more minecrafti think i never caught the minecraft-mindworm. it's fun enough, but i'm never hyped to play it. :/>some days off soon for going to a con so not too much longerthat's a relief. are you attending in cosplay again?>head anywhere special or kinda just a relaxing thing?headed to hamburg with family for something we meant to do for 3 years now. procrastinating runs in the family, it seems. ^^>think i replied while you were awayah, i think i missed a thread somewhere.>Looking forward hearing how you like or don't like the finaledon't hold your breath. it will probably be a variation of "huh... that happened", but i'll try to embellish a bit. :p>>85155995thanks. same to you!
>>85157981helo helo>very early :0:0>no clue what thatit's half life 1 but multiplayer and we can play custom levels
>>85158066>it's half life 1 but multiplayer and we can play custom levelssounds cool. looking forward to it. did yiu have a nice day?
>>85158225yep I got a haircut and finished working on making various materials you walk on make different sounds yay \o/not like it'll be terribly useful but I'm glad I figured it out wbu??
>>85157878>beeswax instead of businessI know, i was making a very unfunny joke that didn't register because this internet. Sorry I couldn't resist.>what could be more important? >is your hair getting too long?it's not really long, but I like keeping it neat and short. I would hold off, but going away next week I want it perfect before I go>I think it goes a little bit better since thenfor sure this is demonstratably true but i like to create problems that don't exist>>85157981>what else should you be doing?my work it seems but i thought it could wait, but turns out it couldn't>how's the show holding up?it's exactly what you'd expect from a harem anime, but I like the characters, the absurdity of it, and art style. I'm mad they killed the evil angel chick who the first antagonist so quick though. I liked her, but this is more proof I always like problematic characters. 10/10 experience otherwise>, but i'm never hyped to play it.it's not a game that i can get into playing alone, but is tons of fun with other people and always enjoy that> are you attending in cosplay again?indeed. Will tell you how it goes if i don't die in the heat during the con> procrastinating runs in the family, it seems. ^^just how it is sometimes, but hey finally made it after all. All that matters>it will probably be a variation of "huh... that happened"I was 100% expecting that response, but I'll leave it at that.
>>85158268>I got a haircutdo you like it?>finished working on making various materials you walk on make different soundsi'm you'll find some good use for your new skill. reminds me gloomwood. doesn't really matter the way i play it, but you have to mind your steps when you go the sneaky route. btw, i find that parkouring through the game is incredibly punishing without quicksave on.>wbu??was at work all day, so i'm really tired.>>85158323>i thought it could wait, but turns out it couldn'tdamn. guess it's working time. :/>I like the characters, the absurdity of it, and art style.more than enough positives to keep watching.>I'm madalways sad to see a character you enjoy go like that. many such cases.>this is more proof I always like problematic characters.someone has to. not ans easy task, but an important one.>10/10 experience otherwisejealous. i could use a show like that rn.>Will tell you how it goes if i don't die in the heat during the conlets hope it won't be that bad. it being a con it probably will be, though. good luck, fren. o7>finally made it after allyeah, we had a good time. i'll never be a city person, though.>I was 100% expecting that response, but I'll leave it at thatyou know me too well. ^^ still looking forward to it.
>>85154923>>How are you doing today?Not great I took two big hits recently and my life can change for the worse soon>>Any plans for today?I'm going to drink these two tallboys I bought, and maybe more>>When was the last time you hurt yourself?It was a couple of months back>>Why did you hurt yourself?Because I felt my relationship was failing and well it did. It wasn't anything too big just a scratch on my leg>>Is there anything bothering you right now?Yes I might go to jail, so I'm worried about that. And I'm still missing someone that doesn't give a shit about me.
>>85158517>Not great I took two big hits recently and my life can change for the worse soonsorry to hear, anon. what happened?>I'm going to drink these two tallboys I bought, and maybe morewhatever gets you through the day. had a bad one myself.>I felt my relationship was failing and well it did.how did you know?>just a scratch on my legglad you were able to restrain yourself.>I might go to jailthat's some serious stuff. is it ok to ask what for?>still missing someone that doesn't give a shit about me.why do you miss them?
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>>85158489>damn. guess it's working timeI mean I'm done now, but the day was more stressful than honestly probably needed to be. Should be fine until after I get back so easy sailing for now>more than enough positives to keep watching.I've also historically shied away from watching anything like this, so helps with the novelty of it all>not ans easy task,I've found many people have an easy time when the problematic character is attractively drawn >lets hope it won't be that badit's calling for weather that is quite hot and have at least a little walking to do. I will power through as best i can>i'll never be a city person, though.i wish cities here were a little nicer and it was easier to get into without having deal with driving somewhere i don't want to drive, but it's life i guess> still looking forward to it.I'll say no more till you're finished
>>85158323>know, i was making a very unfunny jokenp x3>neat and shorthave you sent up an appointment yet?>like to create problems that don't existwell see>>85158489>you like it?it's oke>but you have to mind your stepsyep on metal they're very loud>incredibly punishing withouthm it can be though it's there a rope gun?>work all day, so i'm really tired.Dxwhen will this end !?>>85158517hey anon>two big hitswhat happened?>going to drink these twowell don't drink too much and get some sleep you'll thank yourself tomorrow >was failing and well it didsorry about that>might go to jailwhy? D;
>>85154923>a little early edishthreads dying quicklyhow are you cat?>How are you doing today?I'm fineone thing pissed me off but got fixed quickly>>85155011personally i'm too busy ~_~i remember we talked about playing something before but that didn't work (or maybe it worked but i wasn't there idk)>>85157635how are you officeanon?>>85157981how are you yuanon??btw guys i haven't seen disanon here for a while
>>85156095how, anon?did they tell you about other kinds of therapy?
>>85158891heyyoo>threads dying quicklyhappens>how are you cat?got a haircut ^^overall I'm okay >pissed me off but got fixed quicklywanna say what??>i'm too busy ~_~I'm sorry fren>but that didn't workhm maybe I don't rember actually hope you get some more free time soon :<>haven't seen disanon here for a whilesame people tend to come and to I wonder what he's up to
>>85159070>got a haircutnice!got one too few weeks ago>overall I'm okayglad to hear thatbtw cute pic>wanna say whatjust a silly misunderstanding with my family but it turned out to be nothing about me soo yeah all good>free time sooni hope :]>I wonder what he's up towell, hope he's alrighthow are the bikerides going??today i walked and ran lot and my legs are so tired, i wonder what riding the bike for hours feels like
>>85158886>the day was more stressful than honestly probably needed to be.but in the ens you got it done. good job! :>>so easy sailing for nowhope it stays that way even after you come back.>I've also historically shied away from watching anything like this, so helps with the novelty of it allmakes sense. someone recommended me iruma-kum quite some time ago. it was fine for a while, but didn't grab my attention enough to keep watching. will you check out other shows like this when you're done?>many people have an easy time when the problematic character is attractively drawnfair point, but i wouldn't lump us together with those cretins. we, of course, enjoy characters for their well written personalities. does help when they're hot, though>I will power through as best i canyour willpower is impressive. i don't think i could bring myself to visit any events right now and it's not even that bad here atm.>i wish cities here were a little nicer and it was easier to get into without having deal with driving somewhere i don't want to drive, but it's life i guessbiggest issue for me is finding places i want to be. usually i'm just like "i'd rather not..." and then i don't. have to make some plans with friends to have a somewhat good time. and don't get me started on the driving. drives me insane.>>85158887>it's okecan relate. i used to get whatever the barber thought was a good cut, but that was a long time ago. would you like to try something different?>they're very loudnot as loud as my shotgun :p>it's there a rope gun?i know there must be. i already found the ammo for it, but can't find the gun.>when will this end !?probably when i fuck up again big time and get fired >>85158891>how are you yuanon??extremely tired at this point. worked the whole day and can barely keep my eyes open. hope you had a better day. did you?>>85159029cute mothgonna sleep now. good night.
>>85159153>worked the whole day and can barely keep my eyes openi see i see :/clearly it was hard>did you?well i think it wasn't as tiring as yoursi wonder if it's still very hot where you livebecause it is where i live>cute mothye>gonna sleep nowcya yuanon
>>85159096>got one too few weeks agodo you like getting haircuts?>glad to hear thatthank yoy>btw cute piccats hugging <3 >silly misunderstandingthose sometimes go really badglad it didn't in your case>hope he's alrightI'll text him on discord later>how are the bikerides going??I can't go not many because it's raining a lot but they happen sometimes ^^>what riding the bike for hours feels liknot thaaat tiring since a lot of the time you don't have to do anything and just sit and coast along>>85159153>something different?hm maybe next time >loud as my shotgun :pbadass!>but can't find the gunactually don't remember where it is maybe the merchant has it>when i fuck up again big time and get firedyou're the backbone of that place so that's impossible Goodnight fren
>>85159096>walked and ran lotbtw u saw anything cool?I saw a sign warning about kitties on the road
>>85159218>do you like getting haircuts?not muchi like my hair long>cats hugginganother pic of cats hugging!>glad it didn't in your caseyea, thanks>I'll text him on discord lateroh you have his discord?i only had chev's and it was a tragic experience cuz i didn't use that exact account much at the timewaiting til i'm free again to use discord without worrying>raining a lotraining?? i'm getting fried lolimagine if there was a place made only for bikerides which has a large ceiling>and sit and coast alongbut you don't feel like your legs are very tired after?>I saw a sign warning about kitties on the roadthat's cool lol i don't remember seeing something like that where i live>saw anything cool?i saw people selling fish and the smell wasn't so goodnormal fish smell
>>85159597>like my hair longmaybe you should grow it out next time >pic of cats hugging!:3 >have his discord?yep^^>discord without worryingwhy do y worry?>only for bikerides which has a large ceilingI think thes a thing called a velodrome>your legs are very tired after?they're tired but nothing super bad>don't remembersame it was my first time >smell wasn't so goodI get ittho I actually don't mind fish smell I sorta like it
>>85159635>maybe you should grow it out next timeye i usually let it grow until i have to get a haircut>why do y worry?just some silly things there affect my mental state>velodromeoh no i meant like a road in the streets around trees and like a totally normal road just with a ceiling, so one can ride a bike normally>nothing super badi see i see>don't mind fish smell I sorta like ityeah it's not that bad i can endure it
>>85159718>silly things there affect my mental statemm I see well it's good you don't use it thenI'm very sleepy some I'll be eepin nowgoodnight friend, see ya tomorrow
>>85159756>very sleepysee ya!
>>85158887>have you sent up an appointment yet?nah, I'm going to do it early next week and i don't set up that early>well seeeither way, happy to try>>85158891hey rm!>how are you officeanon?better now. Just been a tiring week with work, but through the worst of it. How are you?>haven't seen disanon here for a whilehe was very busy last i saw him in the thread. Might reach out to ask him how he's doing soon though>>85159153>good jobthanks! gotta look on the bright side after all>hope it stays that way even after you come back.sure it'll be a little bumpier, but nothing i can't work through>but didn't grab my attention enough to keep watching. happens sometimes. You watch something and you say it's all right, but not worth the time to keep going. Happened with me and a few series>will you check out other shows like this when you're done?highly unlikely. This one stuck out for being very well liked and wanted to see why. >we, of course, enjoy characters for their well written personalities.Usually the case for me at least is there's at least something interesting going on with them. I think i easily find messed up characters sympathetic to me even if they're not really redeemable >spoilerand this. "if evil why hot" is a compelling argument>don't think i could bring myself to visit any events right now have to hype myself up. I've gotten genuinely good times and interactions going to these things which helps a lot>i'd rather not.which is fair if you don't have the interest. No point forcing yourself to be somewhere you don't need to if you don't want>started on the driving. drives me insane.literally true for me. Wish could do without this as well most of the time
