imagine being able to travel back in time and live through your high school years again with your current memories. being able to just .. fix all of the shit you did wrong, reverse how you ruined your life.my life destroyed me because i hit puberty late, i looked like a toddler next to my classmates while i was in the earlier years of hs. i literally didn't even have a fair chance, its not fucking fair. it isn't fair. i was a little kid mentally while they were thinking about their future. i can't help but wonder.
>>85159683this is fake. women are pedophiles and are sexually attracted to younger looking men. if your story was true you wouldve gotten all the pussy.
No matter how many times I relive my life, my penis will always be too small for any woman to love me. So it doesn't matter.
>>85159683>imagine being able to travel back in time and live through your high school years again with your current memories. being able to just .. fix all of the shit you did wrong, reverse how you ruined your life.I don't think that's how it works. My mind is literally twice as old as when I graduated, but I'm still the same person. If I went back, I'd still be the same person and do mostly the same things, and I still wouldn't have any sex because now the girls would be half my mental age and we'd have nothing in common.
>>85159691i'm autistic and never had a crush before in my life, i couldn't care less about your w*m*n.>>85159709surely your life memories would serve as some sort of motivation to change things around this time?
>>85159770>surely your life memories would serve as some sort of motivation to change things around this time?I'd have to go farther back than highschool to fix my life. If I couldn't, then I guess buying Bitcoin at launch would be good enough though.
>>85159683I understand anon. I feel the same way.But the truth is that you can never go back.So, the next best thing is to start doing right by yourself today.
>>85159770>i'm autistic and never had a crush before in my life, i couldn't care less about your w*m*n. so why the fuck are you complaining you stupid fucking faggot retard nigger.
>>85159790money would be easy. i just hope i'd be able to integrate into society somehow. i miss my childhood. i miss not being cynical. i miss not being a spiteful fuck. i guess going back in time wouldn't fix these things. ah, whatever
>>85159770>surely your life memories would serve as some sort of motivation to change things around this time?Why would I need to go back in time to change things?
>>85159807i appreciate the hopefuel, i suppose things don't have to turn out bad. i just wish and wonder how my life would look like if i hadn't lived through the shit that i had to>>85159830i guess. i think some things are just set in stone with age>>85159815because i want to not be an outcast, you low inhib monkey. go one secound without thinking about pussy. pinpoint where i talked about womenman this place turned into a normcattle shitholestraight shit
>>85159883>lain piclarp larp larp sahur no one is taking you seriously now nigger.
>>85159895i've seen your other comments on this board. you deserve to be hanged.
>>85159941give me ONE comment i have made that isnt in this thread. go on, im waiting.
>>85159691This is only true now that tiktok is popular and fluffy hair zoomers are everywhere. Back in the day masculine men who looked 30 at 20 were popular and women were into them now that the government is pushing twinks they are becoming lesbian pedos
>>85159683If I traveled back in time I wouldn't even be able to recreate the opportunities I had. I'd ruin my own life even harder and faster. I don't fucking remember what I said to become friends with the people I knew in high school. And I'm not going to suddenly be capable of staying skinny in high school, or any other significant upgrade in looks or personality.Like best case scenario is I don't have to go to therapy in this hypothetical life. I could get a job instead of joining sports. I could join ffxiv 1.0 or some shit. I could buy bitcoin (changing the amount of bitcoin on the market and the eventual peaks of its price).My life would have to be significantly different for me to want to go back in time, like complete reroll. New individual in my place. Full reincarnation.
>>85159952now deny and call me schizophrenic like a good boy
>>85159992you know i really had hope that you would prove me wrong but instead you just chose to screenshot some random post. not going to call you schizophrenic, but you sure are a retard kek.
>>85159966i promise you no girl is into a boy 2 heads smaller than them my nigga>>85159981complete reincarnation would be nice too. i really hope thats the version of the afterlife thats true>>85160015
>>85160035show me evidence that proves i made that post. go on, i'll wait.
>>85159683I daydream of this all the time. I think of dozens and dozens of ways how my life could have gone. The biggest one is what if I got crypto rich and what would I spend my money on? It's pretty cathartic for me, I think. Just don't end up like Napoleon Dynamite's uncle.
>>85159683Nah im fucked even if I got a second chance, I'd rather just start over as someone else entirely.
>>85159683Who cares. Just jack off, got the gym, and make some plans for the day. We can't turn back the clock. All we have is right now.That said, if you really wanna scratch the itch, write some fanfic or whatever about your own life. Turn it into a TV show episode or something like Quantum Leap. At least make your wallowing into something productive.
>>85159683I find it weird that everyone wants this. Does no one have like, super horrible traumatic school days? My school days were the worst torture of my life, and being taken out of school in high school and put on disability was when i stopped being in pain daily and was able to just hide from the world in my room. No way would i want to go back.
>>85160164i'm not particularly living a bad life physically i think, i'm mostly just raped mentally. i can't relate to anyone anymore. i don't know. i agree with your points though. i really like the fanfic idea, i might actually do that lmao>>85160097that show looks kind of interesting, might give it a watch. thanks anon>>85160041i can show you my 6.3 inch penis if you'd like>>85160190were you bullied? my high school days wouldn't have been particularly bad memories if i wasn't fucked over by my body i think. i wish i would have put more effort in and been able to be a functioning member of society somehow.
>>85160210Can i see your penis?
>>85159683Same man, I think about it at night and hope I'll wake up and it'll be 2003 again.
>>85160218hereboing boing
>>85160229Damn you need to shave that thing.
>>85160247anon... what have you done
>>85160210>were you bullied?Small part of the problem, but yes.I'm very mentally ill, i have extremely severe neurotic SPD, and i'm basically allergic to people. Was since birth. My Mom was a fucking bitch so she insisted i was fine and barred me from getting mental help or diagnosis, and forced me into regular school. Human contact, especially touch, causes me violent seizures and neurotic outbursts, and tons of internal phantom pain where my brain boils itself alive. So my school days were literally hours and hours of sensory torture 5 days a week. Naturally bullying didn't help, somehow it's funny to torture the girl who is in constant sensory overload and touching her makes her drop to the ground and spazm while she screams in pain, so hilarious you gotta do it again and again for years, it just doesn't get old somehow.I was finally taken out of school in second year of highschool and put on disability, because i got so depressed i developed an eating disorder and got critically underweight and had to be hospitalized, which meant finally getting in front of a psychiatrist and being diagnosed and put on a ton of meds.But the last almost 6 years of my life have been a blessing in a way. All day in my room, hiding from the world, almost no contact what so ever with humans, instead of daily sensory torture. Yes, i would rather die than go back to that.
I've had OCD since I was child and would constantly engaged in maladaptive day dreaming like this and reminisce about the past. I was nostalgic for 3rd grade when I was in 5th, the same for middle school when I was in high school etc... I'm not sure if it was a result of maturity or my brain protecting itself (OCD would also cause me to also ruminate and be extremely neurotic due to my thoughts) but I don't do it as much anymore now.Now that it's been almost a decade since I graduated high school and am starting the proceedings to divorce my wife who I met there, I'm also finding myself yearning for a second chance. I wish I could go back in time even before high school. I would go back so I could meet my wife when she moved to my city. She had trouble making friends and was ostracized because kids are cruel. The reason we are splitting is her fault, but even so, I wish to be there for her, maybe things could've turned out different. I dream about being each other's firsts for everything, because neither of us were. I would've protected and defended her. Hell, even if things still ended up going south, and I end up in the exact same position I'm in right now, I'd still go back just so I could relive the better days again. Then again, if I did go back knowing what I do now, it probably wouldn't be as magical. I'd know that being loved for who I am is only a role that God and myself can fill, no one else. I'd probably not give her my all like I did naively when we were teenagers. When you give someone your all like that, when you truly strive to be one flesh and love with all you have, you have nothing left to offer. Unfortunately, that will lead to a conformity and stagnation that leaves little chance to a successful relationship. I'd know that the nature of women is volatile and their words are ephemeral. No, it wouldn't be the same at all. I'm going to miss her.
