i miss all my old neet friends from this board, and old r9k in general.
>>85160042haha saaaame.>*hides thread*
>>85160051mean, you should unhide my thread and kiss me on the lips to apologize
>>85160051topkekbut also same
>>85160042Me too anon, I hope they're all doing good in life wherever they ended up.
>>85160042you're speaking to a crowd of tiktok troon invaders>>85160051>>85160067it's over man
>>85160042Aren't you pretty young romanian fag? Old r9k for you is probably 2019 kek
>>85160545unc, no one says kek anymore
>>851605452014, Elliot era. back when incel "culture" if you wanna call it that was only just starting to be a thing. i miss being able to meet people who understood what i'm going through instead of generic teens who think they're losers because they saw a tiktok about it once. the one thing i remember from 2019 r9k is oxy when she got beheaded because i was chatting with her on disc the previous night.
>>85160561This dude was simping for Bianca
>>85160574i wasn't simping for her dumbass, we just talked about manga we were reading at the time. she was telling me about Punpun and i was trying to put her on Nobuyuki Fukumoto manga
>>85160561How have you talked to all these dozens or maybe even hundreds of e-girls over the years without getting laid a single time? Are you self-sabotaging?
>>85160599well, when i was younger i used to be a billion times more autistic than i am now if you can even imagine that. often times my convos with e-girls would fizzle out or even if they gave me the chance to pursue them and take things further, i used to be too retarded to take it or try to push things further. then, during the lockdowns i started e-dating this crazy chick from Texas who forced me to nuke my entire friend list to show my devotion to her, and i was too spineless to say no so i lost contact with everyone i had known from the board over the past decade. ultimately, she broke up with me anyway after a while and left me with nothing at all lole lesson learned, i guess.
>>85160631ill never forgive texas for doing that to you
>>85160631Ouch. That's rough buddy. >when i was younger i used to be a billion times more autistic than i am nowAt least you've improved over the years so maybe you have a better chance now than you did back then. >she broke up with me anyway after a while and left me with nothingHow long ago was this? You're posting here constantly, certainly you've found other women to talk to since the ordeal with the crazy Texan chick.
>>85160682thank you... one day the state of Texas will pay for its transgressions against me. if i were a noir protagonist, i'd say something like "they say everything's bigger over there, never knew that went for heartbreak, too..." as rain washed over me in the dead of night.>>851606842020-2021 was the Texan chick saga. you'll notice my posting frequency starts going way down around march 2020 since that's when i met her and we spent all day every day together so i physically didn't have time to post. then around late 2021 is when we broke up and i start posting like a maniac again. >certainly you've found other women to talk to since the ordeal with the crazy Texan chick.i have, but it's hard to get them to stick around to the extent that she did. you know how flaky /r9k/ girls are. they start to become attached and then they get scared and are like "ughh i can't do this right now, i'm too mentally ill to keep talking to you" and then you wake up the next morning and they're gone from your friends list, like they never existed at all.
>>85160723>around late 2021 is when we broke up and i start posting like a maniac againThat was 5 years ago. Man you have to be doing something that scares chicks away when you start talking to them. >they start to become attached and then they get scared and are like "ughh i can't do this right now, i'm too mentally ill to keep talking to you" and then you wake up the next morning and they're gone from your friends listI did experience that to some extent but I had the opposite happen where I ended up dating a clingy shut-in friendless femanon for years and she started cheating on me after we had been living together for a while. Gave up on dating after that.
>>85160042neet men are so hot. only if they don't act like toddlers im not a pedo.
>>85160767>That was 5 years ago. Man you have to be doing something that scares chicks away when you start talking to them.it's the dreaded condition known as being a bpd man. although i'm way better at mitigating my neuroticism these days than i was in my youth. these days, if i'm talking to a chick and i feel a bpd outburst coming up, i compulsively go to the gym to get it out of my system before sending her a reply. still didn't get anyone to stick around long term though. >I ended up dating a clingy shut-in friendless femanon for years and she started cheating on me after we had been living together for a while. it's a tale as old as time, isn't it? you take a friendless, shut-in girl, invest time into building up her confidence, improving her self-image, giving her the life she wanted bundled together with the kinds of opportunities she was never able to get in her entire life... only for her to cheat on you and leave you behind once she feels she's "outgrown" you. these are the types of girls that guys here should watch out for the most. ironically enough, the better you take care of them, the more entitled they'll think they are to "better" men. it's a double edged sword. the second you pull them out of their shut-in, friendless rut, it's like taking an abandoned stray dog in heat to the dog park for the first time. >>85160798wtf when have i ever acted like a toddler. i'm a total grown up and i'll have you know i pay ALL my bills.
>>85160813not talking about you, just the minority of neet men who act like toddlers.
>>85160813hwhat is a BPD outburst
>>85160823that probably says a lot about me if i felt slighted by that kek
>>85160829it's hard to explain but sometimes my brain starts telling me that my life is too good and i need to make it harder for myself, i start causing conflict and drama without any rhyme or reason, even if i technically know it's wrong to do so. evolutionary mismatch between my limbic system and my pre-frontal cortex, that sort of thing. so instead of spazzing out, i pour that neuroticism into lifting.
>>85160813>these days, if i'm talking to a chick and i feel a bpd outburst coming up, i compulsively go to the gym to get it out of my system before sending her a replyThat's a really healthy way of dealing with it bro I'm proud of you for being able to manage your bpd instead of taking it out on others. The girl I got cheated on by was bpd and she refused to get help for or try and manage it. Do you think her bpd had anything to do with her cheating? If you got a loyal loving gf would you ever cheat on her? I never bothered looking into it much so I have no idea if cheating is common amongst people with bpd.>you take a friendless, shut-in girl, invest time into building up her confidence, improving her self-image, giving her the life she wanted bundled together with the kinds of opportunities she was never able to get in her entire life... only for her to cheat on you and leave you behind once she feels she's "outgrown" youThe way you talk about it almost sounds like you've experienced it happening to you before. Should I avoid the friendless nerdy shut-in loser types of women if I ever decide to date again? In my experience it's not hard to get casual hookups on dating apps but being in a relationship with the types of women I meet on there does not appeal to me at all.
>>85160042You're a retard homosexual avatarfag, you don't miss anything from here because you never understood how it even works.
>>85160042I'm your friend are you remember me ?
>>85160916>Do you think her bpd had anything to do with her cheating?absolutely. cheating and bpd have a close correlation, unfortunately. it's something bpd people do impulsively, as an attempt at emotional regulation. often times they get overwhelmed by paranoia and other such negative thoughts spurred on by the fear of abandonment, which leads them to cheat as a coping mechanism. >If you got a loyal loving gf would you ever cheat on her?i would never. i know how to rationalize my emotions and paranoid delusions well enough to never do something like that to the one i love. your ex could've definitely gotten better too if only she didn't refuse to get help. it had to have come from within herself, however. many bpd people end up using their condition as a crutch to justify their despicable behavior and those people piss me off to no end. >you've experienced it happening to you before.i did. i don't like thinking about it much, but to put it shortly, back when i was a retarded, naive teen, i thought i could "save" a friendless loser girl off this board, build her up and live happily ever after with her. things didn't go according to plan as you can imagine. ever since then, i've avoided this specific breed of woman. sometimes i come across one, and as we're talking, it's already flashing before my eyes exactly how things would go between us, at which point i have to tell her "i don't think i'm the right guy for you right now, but good luck" before cutting her off. i already learned my lesson once. >>85160929>post on imageboard>attach images to my posts ok fucking arrest me for it >>85160937you owe me 40 bucks in domino's pizza discounts
>>85160985>cheating and bpd have a close correlation, unfortunatelyThat's disappointing. I probably could have avoided the whole situation if I knew more about bpd and was better at spotting red flags. >i know how to rationalize my emotions and paranoid delusions well enough to never do something like that to the one i loveYou seem very reasonable and stable for someone that has such a severe disorder. That's really admirable, I'm sure you must've worked hard to be able to manage your bpd the way you do now. >i did. i don't like thinking about it muchSorry for bringing it up. It's nice you let femanons know you don't think it'll work out instead of straight up ghosting. You sound like a pretty good guy, I hope one day you find a wonderful gf or fwb or whatever it is you're looking for.
>>85161128>I probably could have avoided the whole situation if I knew more about bpd and was better at spotting red flags.it's imperative to carefully research whatever mental health conditions your partner might have very thoroughly in order to know how to deal with them, especially when taking a huge step such as moving in together. but i'm sure you know that by now.>You seem very reasonable and stable for someone that has such a severe disorder.thank you!! it did take me a lot to get to this point where i feel so at peace with myself though. i went through a lot of heartbreak, abuse and humiliation. ultimately, it was for the best as it helped me experience ego death and at last reach some sort of enlightenment.>You sound like a pretty good guy, I hope one day you find a wonderful gf or fwb or whatever it is you're looking for.once again, i am moved by your unbridled kindness towards me. it's been a pleasure to chat with you itt. right now i'm simply looking for an interesting woman, anyone who could make me feel something again, at least for a while. if things lead to a relationship, then i'd be happy to pursue one, but i'm not putting any pressure on anyone. i'll see where the winds take me.
remember names such as that nautilus guy, idk what it was but something aquatic. anonying tripfag he was.but what i do sincerely miss was the rabbit threads where we watched movies together. i watched galactic train express there and the pianist. was comfy.
>>85161997before rabb.it, i remember this place called plug.dj where the participants could vote whether they enjoyed what was being played or not, and if it got enough downvotes, the video would get skipped and the current dj would be replaced with another.
>>85160042I wish I could've experienced it ;-;My first exposure to 4chan was /b/ in 2016 but I never used /r9k/ until this year...
>>85162102>/b/ in 2016my condolences >never used /r9k/ until this year...personally i went down the /co/ -> /a/ -> /m/ -> /r9k/ pipeline
>>85162457>my condolencesI saw lots of things that have stuck with me to this day at the ripe age of 13 kek.The only other boards I've tried using are the art critique one and 3dcg but r9k just feels so comfy idk why
>>85162491>age 13>in 2016
>>85162512Yes... the loathsome zoomer ;-;
>>85162519anyone younger than me is a literal infant in my eyes. god, i wish older women found me appealing.
Everyone we used to know has killed themselves... everyone i knew or was close to on this board has killed themselves or been killed by someone.. idk why we still keep this act up. There is nothing but invaders left on this board now
