I've been sober for 2 months from weed but today for some fucking reason I feel the urge so strong to go back to it, and I know if I do my family will shame me for it and also it will negatively affect me so much, with school coming up soon and everything. This feeling sucks so fucking much dude. Fuck weed. If I smoke I'll 100% relapse and the cycle will just repeat. The voices in my head are telling me I can hide it, I can manage it, it won't hurt anything but I just know that's not true
>>85205660How often did you do it before?
>>85205665everyday, i would always go to smoking carts like chronically to the point of exhausting them within a few days. In the weeks before I quit I would try and go for a few days sober and then use, but it just made the sober days miserable and long while I waited to get high. My tolerance builds pretty f'ing fast and so I just end up using a lot
i wanna smoke too, work is getting too demanding lately. it's relatively easy, but i'm exhausted from dealing with it all. it's been making me extremely frustrated, and i've been taking it out on others. i can't handle it on my own. i've already started to drink, but it doesn't help me unwind at all, it just makes me feel like shit.
>>85205694do you think im cooked if i go through a 2g in a month and a half
>>85205736You don't even know what smoking IS. I can go through an ounce in a week easily.
>>85205736no, not at all. that's pretty good. I think the ideal is a gram per month.
>>85205759That's a relief. Good luck to you though bro... don't go back to it.
>>85205660Real. Weed is a legitimately addicting substance. I haven't smoked since november of last year and I still have moments where the urge suddenly comes on strong. I used to smoke a lot. Like an eighth every day.
>>85205766Oh, I'm not that anon. I'm blazing this shit rn.
It's been a part of my life longer than it hasn't. I was probably smoking weed at five or six years old at the earliest. My mom used to pack edibles into my lunch for school, I grew up selling it to my friends and even a couple adults. You get the idea. These days I don't really touch anything besides edibles and live resin carts. I prefer the unflavored ones since they're harder to abuse. I rarely take more than 20-30mg edibles but at my peak I was doing around 100mg every day. I like weed, I like the way it makes me feel, the way it makes music sound, I just really wish I could retain my mental clarity while using it. Really does make you retarded.
>>85205660You can do it anon. Stay sober. You got this! Someone once told me that you cant really QUIT a bad habit, you have to replace it with something else. Instead of weed, just find something else enjoyable that is healthy. I have not had coffee in two weeks for example and have been drinking banana smoothies when I get the urge.
>>85206062My old man quit smoking that way. Every time he wanted a cancer stick he'd eat an icebreaker, the hard candies. Eventually worked.
>>85205736Sometimes i smoked 2 grams on a day because all weed is legal here. That's not a flex. Ruined the entire year of 2025 for me.Now i cannot remember my high school years.
>>85205660I've been sober for fucking 10 weeks and I'm still god damn pissing dirty on a THC urine test. Someone told me this shit can stay in your system for over 100 days, wtf. I have a drug test for my degree and if I fail it I'm fucked.
>>85206380It builds up in your fat cells the longer you use it. If you've been smoking for years it can last a whole year before tests stop noticing it.
