I used to think this was le bad and I was wise for not being an edgelord, but now I'd do it. I'm legit done with the n*rmies.All my life I avoided bothering them with my existence. Even just trying to get my foot in the door socially to make friends and be a part of things irritated them, so I stopped, I did what I thought was right. I sacrificed so much to spare them tiny momentary inconveniences. And for what?Does Jesus smile from heaven when this happens? When I lay down and they tread on me? Is that really what is "good"? Let evil people sacrifice you like a lamb? I don't see that written anywhere in the Bible.It is like proving your virtue by burning your money when you could have donated it to charity instead. Or more accurately giving your money to the Sinaloa Cartel or something. God gifted us reason and we can use that to question this notion.I will lead my life differently from now on. I will not be a "good boy" who always behaves and does as asked. I will be a good person. I will not only sacrifice myself, my time, my comforts, my leisure, my ego, my pride, my money, maybe even my health for the greater good, I will also sacrifice those of other people's. It is not my purpose to hurt them, even if they are evil, but they will be forced to do what is right if they will not on their own volition.
