Maria,
When will I hear you say my name again? When will I feel you run into my arms, our first kiss when I pick you up at the airport? When will I feel you fall asleep on my chest, looking up as you smile telling me youre so happy you are home?

You know I'm so proud of you and you are so special to me. Everything with us was perfect in our way, all the way until that Saturday. We're mirrored in a way I will never have with anyone else. You are so kind and smart.
I did my best to help you grow and learn. I want that for you, not for me. I want you to have that for yourself. I want to be there with you. I want you to be happy. I really do love and care about you.

I was so scared you were hurt when you disappeared. I still am. That hurt never went away. I found you felt the same, but didn't say it. I wonder if it is still the same? It is for me. I want to hold you and kiss you. You are my heart. Only for you. You are the love of my life and always will be.
I will never give up on you. Every day I listen for the words you sing to me at night to the birds. I pray to God to guide us home to each other every night. You are all that matters to me and i would give everything just to feel you in my arms, safe and secure.

I wish circumstances were different here, I'm putting you first and keeping my promise to wait for you. Even through the harassment and harm that i deal with every day. I stay for you. I fight for you. Nothing will ever change that.
Dream good dreams. I can't wait.

With all my heart. You'res always,
My Mike

If you falter, if you fall
I accept all of you
Its never too late for the truth
I love you for it.
Inherit forgiveness

The star above remembers
To dwell with you
A dream of home
Our first touch
Promise fulfilled

Sunlit rays of Love
In warmth I drown

I remember
My lonely star above

So bloom
All of me
To you

Just because you feel lost, does not mean your compass is broke. The moon only has eyes for the sun.

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>https://postimg.cc/gallery/ns7CF33
Cringe goldmine, thank you for posting this

R
I know it hurt you so much. I can't forgive myself for it. But don't you think that this proves you wrong? I didn't have to trust you then. I did not do it for my satisfaction. I did not leave you. I did not want anyone else. I loved you more. You want me gone, I want you happy.

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My mother was right, she should have had an abortion. Isn't this funny?

yasss, ese! come like save me or something~

really want to send you some short slop and debating if I should stalk your tt so I can send it. it was maybe a bad idea but I sent it anyway

>>85206071
GL with R. I've only ever loved my m.

I want to kiss her And throw her around so badly

>>85206243
chinga la mingra chimmy chonga

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Look at me, son. She doesn't think about you.

>>85206735
but you are so obviously she is lmaooo. straight up tho no. never in a million years dude

I won't listen to bullshit from others here who only intend to push maria and I away from each other. I choose her.

Also whoever said they sent me a friend request did not do that. Not sure why you'd say that you did when you didn't.

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>>85206735
I do believe she thinks about me quite often. All that does is just make me feel worse. So far apart and still so cursed by those feelings.

>>>/b/952014631

Like this shit. God I can't wait to be away from assholes like this and lay back with you in my arms.

And if it's really over then send me the knife so I can sleep and not get up anymore.

>>85206749
The guy she tells you to not worry about:

I shouldn't have to repeat myself but I will just in case

if it's really over then send me the knife so I can sleep and not get up anymore.

In the morning you'll get goodies
Puppy hats and puppy hoodies

Starting to lose hope that I'll ever hear from you again.

>>85207239
https://youtube.com/watch/fRMETH3pPWE

>>85207239
You shouldn't have left
https://youtube.com/shorts/wN1q1oHDUmc

>>85207239
Secretly I want to

>>85207347
I don't think you are my person.

>>85207367
https://youtube.com/shorts/eMXVIZzcFug

>>85207347
It's not much of a secret if I know everything about you already

>>85207440
stop jumping into my reply chains buddy without saying nta

nigga hates my guts and thinks im a joke so i shrug it off and hope autism gets a cure

we need to bweak. a. spell. SO WHAT!

whose spell is this...

STILL LETTIN THAT WHEEL SPIN
LOOK AT IT GO!
C'MON 31, C'MON BABY YEAHHHHHH

Spin to win
spin to win
let's hit it big, baby-

AND WE LET IT RIIIIIIIIIDE

BIG MONEY BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG MONEY

i hate this fucking thread

ONE ARMED BANDIT STOLE PA'S LAND

AND IT'S STILLLLLLL SPINNING! WILL OUR LUCKY CONTESTANTS EVER SEE THEIR PRIZE?

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It's really hard to share your emotions with you. I'm sorry I made you feel you were alone when you were with me. Maybe you'll at least understand that what I said was an attempt to prevent what happened, even if I'm stupid for not trying to do better. I don't need your love and devotion, I don't deserve them. I want to fix what I have broken. In any way, just tell me what I can do for you. I can help you, I can be your punching bag, I can serve as your therapist. Any sign of your presence would be enough for me to do something to make you feel a little better. I don't want you to stay rotting in your bed, biting your hands with looping thoughts of self-hatred in your head. The wounds won't heal, but I can try to make it easier. Please.

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WELL... THERE IS ONE THING YOU CAN DO FOR ME...

C'MON 31 BLACK, EVERYTHING RIDING ON 31 BLACK, ALL OR NOTHING BABY SPIN THAT MOTHA

think you can fly and get away quick? uh-uh! so give up the emeralsz, or die, I DON'T LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

HEY YOU MANGY CHEAT, DON'T BUMP THE FUCKIN' WHEEL AGAIN OR YOU'RE OUTTA HERE. HANDS AT YOUR SIDES, NO FUNNY BUSINESS.

Time to for a comfy rainy day once work is done. I have to catch up to the chain smoker cat anime but then my watchlist this empty, just like my head.

COME ON 31. I KNOW 31 BLACK WILL ROLL.

LOVE IS A... UHHH... UHHHHHHH......

35 TO 1

>>85207973
How would I know if this letter is for me or not? I hope it is...

>>85208685
Well that's simple, all you have to do is PUT IT ALL ON 31 BLACK EVERYTHING YOU GOT ON 31 BLACK YOUR MONEY YOUR CAR YOUR HOUSE YOUR SOUL BET IT ALL FOR A SLIVER OF CHANCE

im going to kill myself because of you, i will make sure everyone knows youre the reason why when im gone. fuck you. i love you forever.

>>85208685
I wish it was. I wish I could make it possible to find it for the person it is addressed to. But I can't really do that. She doesn't want to hear any of it.