>>85230404
First reply will hopefully be reply 500 too because it's satisfying

>tfw branded as a schizo for the rest of your life because some redheaded whore told her friends to stalk you

M takes m however he wants

From behind,rough hands
Spank, grip, shove, spread
Choked till the only place you look is to me
slammed down, ass raised, pussy needy
Hair pulled, tongue out
Spit swallowed, rubbed all over face
throbbing heart, mind, pussy
Railed, tip toes,
Sensitive nips, clapping cheeks
Brains fucked out
Trembling euphoric waves
Moans turned to cries
Toe clenching devotion
no more feeling lost


As I take all of my M
Brains fucked out
Stretched so fucking good
pussy shaped perfectly to me
her rabid addicktion, desire unmatched
milk me every day, so fucking thick
So deep, cum so much, so long
ruined to mind breaking pleasure
Tears streaming, collapsing face down
Everyone else now inadequate
incapable of giving what she needs from me
dicked down so hard, develop limp
others ask if okay
never been happier

I know you don't care about me anymore. but I just wanted to say. I still love you. (letter thread message)

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I miss her so much but I am also afraid of seeing her when she is back from Belarus.

>>85230508
Wish I had a big tittied Belarusian bitch ngl

sowwy for being cringe and a nuisance but sometimes you want to feel heard or say what's in your heart

>You look into her eyes
>And it's more than your heart will allow
>In August and everything after
>You get a little less than you expected, somehow

https://youtu.be/zqsrm1qC4dQ

>>85230508
As long as I take her and put her ass up like that. I'm happy.

I hope you don't forget about me

>>85230703
Show up and I wont

to anyone who wants to read,
i'm fucking tired of always having to be the one to swallow their emotions just to keep the peace and keep things going smoothly.
everyone sucks.
i hate everything.
fuck you all, but especially you G, S, L, and that stupid prick at the gas station.
REEeeeeEEEEEeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

SB
Fucking nigger.

>>85230723
I think you suck
You swallow enough emotions you feeling slut

>>85230739
your poem sucks, loser.

>>85230753
It does suck. Are you on your knees using both hands?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpLEKh_j50I

Can I use this place like a confession booth? Yes? Nice. So I can't find sex appealing when my dick is only 4 inches hard.

>>85230785
here's what i do. i see prostitutes and have them grip my cock while i fuck their hand. then i tell them to talk shit and call me a little dicked loser.
it's pretty great, if i got a gf i'd make her do the same.

>>85230796
yea but i'm not into that shit, it just makes me feel worthless. life is truly hell

>>85230801
i wasn't always into it. i think at some point something flipped in my brain and started getting off on the embarrassment of it. maybe you'll get there too one day.

Sometimes I get very lonely and wish you would hold me. I don't know if it would be romantic, maybe maternally

Do you ever feel like while reading posts you feel like there is a wall to one side of you and and each post feels like sliding down?

Dear Mr R,

It was very strange eating with you, your sister and your father. I enjoyed it. Not much tension in the air and happily munching this is a good memory for me. You have a big appetite. Could you see my confusion?

>>85231260
Are you going by rob?

>>85231332
I'll Rob you of your anal safety.

Dem fingers
Oh my

No worries bro. Mums the word. Youre good, we chilled and talked together quite a bit on eight chen

Nice running into you despite your anal pillaging quest

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OMG did they really use a civilian logistic hub for distributing military goods? Good job on turning wildberries into dingleberries. Well done, well done.
Sucks for all the small business owners but the added political pressure on Ivan the terrible might accelerate the conclusion of this 4 day special military operation. It was "special" alright.

[PLAY]
https://youtu.be/Yhp3QgdD6JM?is=9Mb5kNLpjdXYuJin

There are times that mean the world to us in the his life to together where each of our lives are in each other's hands. Right now my life is in yours. I trust you with my life maria.
-my grandpa's knife

https://postimg.cc/gallery/ns7CF33

[PLA Y]
Don't worry. I'll teach you to swim with me.
https://youtu.be/CXSLfe0mjM8?is=7jAnF7M1Tot5JLTy

There are times that mean the world to us in this life to together where each of our lives are in each other's hands. Right now my life is in yours. I trust you with my life marla.
-my gran dpa's knif e

https://postimg.cc/gallery/ns7CF33

Can you guys please stop mentioning poppop's poop knife already?

Succubus,
I'm drunk, just as drunk as when I would tell you sweet things I usually wouldn't. I want to contact you so much. Did you think I never would? That's ridiculous. You should never feel jealous of another woman, you were loved to death by your first love. How lucky. A girl that had such luck can't say that her life is ruined.

Please don't be so cruel as to not even read my messages

Mikey boy, when was the last time you saw a psychiatrist? Think you've talked about it before and they said "yea you're fine" but sometimes masking is easy. Not so sure it'd be easy now, could help.

I wouldn't go insane for anyone other than you. I guess I was right to feel afraid to contact you one more time. I will do it again. You think I can just live without knowing that you're okay even when you hate me.

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>>85233741
NTA but I think his therapist would either kill him/herself or go crazy.

After the tantrum you did yesterday c0lton,you are clearly the one who needs help

hey mike. Colton checking in.
Just got done with Maria, she came buckets to my non-deformed huge straight huwite dick.
shit was cash.
Coltmeister out

>>85230703
My breathing would sometimes stop when I'm sleeping. The mind becomes aware of it shortly but not enough to wake. There would be a 10 second gap before the huge gasp for air needed to restart my body and in those 10-ish seconds my mind weirdly always goes back to that day in September. It's remembered so vividly that it recreates even the flowery shampoo scent coming from your hair that day but you don't remember any of that heh.

You torment me.

>>85235431
Every day? In your head? Why? If it's all a bad memory, then why remember?

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I can't make you do anything. Fine! You're the boss. I can only try to find someone else and see if I still have any love to give. I can wish you luck.
Good luck in your chosen loveless cold life. Good luck going through it losing your years and never feeling the warmth of another. Good luck never experiencing those emotions for the first time or ever again with someone else. Good luck kissing drawings on a screen until you're old and noone wants you. Good luck living with trauma so bad it makes panic attacks happen like sneezing. Good luck proving your family right. Good luck never remembering how it feels to be loved and appreciated. Good luck crying yourself to sleep for the rest of your days. Good luck being an object. Good luck getting nauseous every time you see yourself in the mirror. Good luck with chronic pain. Good luck with a pointless life of going to a dead end job and back home. Good luck being deathly afraid of talking to any new person and never having a friend. Good luck clawing at your skin untill you bleed all over. Good luck not having anyone in your life but cats which don't even like you. Good luck entering your mid twenties kissless but already too damaged for anything. Good luck with everyone looking at you like a failure. Good luck with the rot in your body catching up to the rot in your mind. Good luck remembering your best young years with horror. Good luck having a life only in video games. Good luck knowing what you did was vile and you only ever refused to admit fault. Good luck living with the thought that you chose this life at every turn.
I can't do shit. You don't believe me that I tried only for you. So good luck.

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>>85235517
>Good luck not having anyone in your life but cats which don't even like you.
Hey, that was uncalled for! So Rude!

I don't have psychosis.

Correlating a sight or sound (real or imagined) to your own person WITH NO METRIC OF CONNECTION TO CORRELATION is a symptom of psychosis.

IT IS NOT psychosis when the outer world provides a response so precise and uncanny that it defies probability, it serves as foreshadowing (provided the communication is not a direct result of your own efforts to force a specific outcome).

This happened Tuesday last week,
1. I saw a bluebird. I stopped and watched it.

2.At the mall
Mom "blubber is from a whale"
Kid "blube- burr"?
Mom "no not blue bird, blubber"
Kid "I didn't say blue bird, I said blue-burr"

3. On tv a background truck in a parking lot says bluebird sales on the side.

4. I go out to get ice cream. On the free way the car ahead's plate is "blue", I enter the off ramp and a car almost crashes into me to cut ahead. It's plate "bird".

5. Sitting at red light, radio song sings "bluebird" as part of song refrain. A bluebird lands on my hood and looks at me. The light turns green as the bird flys off. I don't move right away, because it's unsettling with the repeated bluebird instances, the radio and then the bird in the hood. As I accelerate a massive semi runs the light and slams through the intersection.
If I had moved the car right away and not took a couple second extra staying sat on the green light contemplating it'd hit my driver side door. I'd be dead.

That is not psychosis. That is precognition.

>>85235147
More larping. What's her brother's name? You can't answer because you a larper.

ugh I already have an endless stream of pain in my trajectory. if I have been rewarded then I must have been hurt the next day because each time I consider the past my heart physically hurts. like I have been through a bad breakup but every day and due to the foundational issues it's going to be this pain for the rest of my life with nothing but new stressors on the horizon

>>85235460
The purpose of life is to struggle and to strive. What happens when you pull the veil from someone who insists on living so detached and precariously, and show him what's around? What happens when you show an embittered man that the very thing he's sworn to hate is capable of good, and only remind of the good? I am tormented by nature and made to ask myself questions that could safely go unanswered in unsatisfactory stagnation. I could be freed in many ways, yet I'm still human. I couldn't forget what I saw.

>>85233741
If these threads are anything to go by, he often misunderstands interactions. He constantly mistakes random people for colton or maria and thinks unrelated threads are about him or larping as him.
Who knows what the psychiatrist said, it could have a number of things, but he wanted to hear "yeah you're fine" so that's what he heard.

I already have chronic heartbreak pain in my chest are you going to twist the knife even harder

>>85236421
Hey retard. Look at who larps as maria and Colton in the thread. Don't you think that would cause me to assume a post is from them. Fuckin idiot.

I literally just went through how I don't have any issues >>85236256
But you got upset that your attempt at mischaracterizing me as mentally ill didn't work with >>85233741
>>85234617
So you wrote >>85236421
Cunt

A,

I'm so crazy in love with you. I took the train to the city and wandered around looking for you for eleven straight hours. I felt so powerless and out of control and like I was missing you around every corner. I wish I found you. Its my fault you're in the position because I could have saved you. I wish I did. I don't know what I should have done or how we would have worked it out but we could have done it. I'm sorry. I love you and I'll always love you and wait. You don't deserve this. If I ever get to see your beautiful amazing sweet lovely face again I'll make sure you stay smiling for the rest of your life I promise

N

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>>85236467
Please stop giving me (You)s don't wanna have to filter you again.

>>85236461
Yeah. Why not? I'm not nice to people. I barely feel pity for them. You're a stranger now. Why care what you feel? I am just dealing with love I had for some other person. I'm entitled to hurt others for such means. You treat me like an empty space. If I can ever recover I have to treat you like an empty space as well. Feeling any love for a person that is rotting is grief which you have to get over. I've been doing it for a while.

>>85236467
Trolls started to ironically larp as maria and colton with names and all because you wouldn't shut up about it. You think this is proof that it always happened when in reality it's just trolls taking advantage of a moron who aired his laundry for a couple laughs.

>>85236364
You sound just like the femanon who talked about how she was gasl it into saying yes even though she looked at the ring and "only felt guilt, shame, regret". Fianc "gasl it it was bpdAnxiety and would be better after". She "let everyone else push me to say yes and marry him in obligation of the ring,the reservation, the invitations, the dress money".
She "lost 6 years of my life and now no one wants an old divorced woman"

She "did not know at the time (the fiance) is a manipula tive gasl ighting person. Whatever he said to me meant nothing and he would lie that I misunderstood and his mistakes are things he promised to change but never did. He gaslightingAn dguilttrip me constantly and made me feel like that and to tell me over and over that i can't do better, that I deserve being with a shitty person, that him being a shitty person make me compatible because he gasli tme that I am also shitty

I should of chosen correctly when I was young, I have no excuse, I knew I was making a mistake. I knew more than a month earlier

>>85236644
Every time I looked at that ring I felt shame, guilt,regret and I knew I was not where I'm supposed to be. The life I was meant to life and now I'm cursed to see that girl live the life meant for me. I just can't

I shouldn't of let him gui lt tr ip me into going through with the ceremony and having the wedding. I want to go back. Please. I need to go back. I can't be here. Please. I'm sorry I fucked up. I didn't listen and I knew I was doing wrong ever single time. I hate myself. I look back and those things that held me up from being where I'm made to be are so little compared to the pain I live in now. Constant pa nic attacks. Can't breath. I scream , I scream so much when I cry. I say his name. Over and over and he can't hear me because he is with her. I need to sleep. Please let me start over and please help me make the right decision, even force me. I can't ruin my next life. I'll sleep and then it will only take 18 years and I will choose him. I pro mise. I'll choose you and we will be together. I love you and I miss you so fucking much. If I can see you there , please see me. I know you'll have lived your entire life with her and grown old with her and had the kids and just...please don't keep me from being with you there. Please give me the chance. I love you so much. I'm sorry.

>>>/adv/3478086

>>85236618
Not true. Trolls larrped as them prior (as well as Collton larping as Mikel).

A narci would refuse to take acountability for the harm they cause and say it's the victims fault.

I forgive mikel after seeing the batshit insane tanttrum the narci threw at him at the end of this thread starting here and going all the way to the end.

https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/85206027/#85227670

>>85236651
Here's the rest btw
https://archive.4plebs.org/adv/thread/34777894/#q34780863

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>>85236461
It going to be okie anonie!

You really aren't ever coming back are you? It's been over a month. Why are you so mad at me to hurt me like this? What did I do wrong?

>>85236699
It's so strange when I say something to mike but not-mike takes the call.

>>85237076
hi im mike

Dear Anon,
2AM Denny's after that rave was such a good idea.
Regards,
Anon

So, what's on the other side of this? I held fast. Not always gracefully, but here we are. Where is here, though? I know you're reading this

>>85236502
Well mike just won me over seeing as that you just showed you are attacking him with harrassment (unprovoked) and then same fag responding to your harassment posts.

>>85236529
Your post reeks of narcissism. You Colton? maria finally figure out you give everyone the ick?

>>85237616
I'm sorry that you're illiterate. But thanks, you deserve the burden. Good luck!
please mikey just show a specialist all your posts openly and honestly/spoiler]

>>85237086
How did mikes belt feel around your neck?

https://youtube.com/shorts/I89LdqzhjkM

Women can't love men who are poor.

>>85237685
Kek you were upset when someone said that to you about your tantrum last thread. You can't even be original with your postsb and just repeat criticisms others have of you.

>>85237609
Maria getting in your bed mike. That's next. Good on ya for holding fast for her.

>>85237719
First time being mistaken for Mike in one of these threads. I'll consider that a weird sort of honor

>>85237849
Oops, Thought you were him.

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I do know my place in the world u.u

a poor man would have to be exceptionally lovely and rich in attitude for me to want to be around him, yes.

>>85237688
huhh when did that happen

>>85230504
fuck you. do better. prove it.

I want to send a video kissing and wiggling my eyebrows at the camera, but I'm worried you'll hate me forever.

>>85238328
Hey hey! It's the big 26 man. No one's gonna hate you that much for acting a little fruity.

>>85238160
Precognition. I'll be over in an hour

>>85230404
z
i saw everyone coming back from the fireworks
but it's interesting, as i sit from the sidelines
i didn't really feel like i was missing out because
well, none of them
the girls who walk by
compared
at all
i am incapable of really feeling anything for them
even in theory
so, yeah
if i even whisper *oh what a baddie*
it's just cuz i wanna imagine you, instead
haha it is funny
all the cosplayer people
well, i will be coming around
yearn for a surprise
burn right through my eyes
time for the sun, so much
one touch is enough
j

I think I'll just pursue women like normal and treat the past as a learning experience dealing with women and/or psychos. There's just no point in reaching out to a pathological failure. Once you get hurt too many times, you don't want to feel affection towards an evil thing like that. She should just be put in a museum as an example of what you don't do and a warning to young women about what will happen if they do. Maybe I'll tell one person one day everything that went down and make them disgusted. You take this into perspective and you think that the worse than death existence is a fitting punishment.

Get out of my head and please take my memories of you too, Nastia

K, you just going to stalk me or talk to me? You're kinda cute but you would look better with your natural hair. Moco's not that far away if you want to look me in the eye
Much love

>>85237691
https://youtu.be/jyC8DPWZVWQ?

>>85236529
If you feel invisible it's because you're everywhere. How can I say hello to the universe? It's like you've become a sith lord or a dark wizard and have returned to us small hobbits by the shadows. Hello? Would you like an invitation for tea m'lord? Please set your K'WAR ENSTRA DESTROYER staff by the fire and make yourself at home.

>>85239538
Not that I would be opposed to having you round for tea lol

>>85230404

C

I still miss you. Wish I could have been a better man. I hope you're ok.

-R (S)

Whats up with these threads anyway?

>>85239327
Hmm wonder if its the same K that ghosted me

>>85239538
How pleased are you by that? I'm far beyond where you could reach. And to me you're nothing now, a ghost, a dead thing. Hope you're happy. You want it this way so desperately. More desperately then you ever wanted me. So I relinquish all claim and pronounce you free as of this day. Free, ordinary, unwanted, unloved, forgotten. It's only a regret that I spent so much time on someone who didn't matter at all.

>>85239585
>>85239327
How many horrible K women are there? I had one of my own!

V

Whenever I see you, you always look so sad. I hope you aren't

>>85239598
I wouldnt be surprised if its the same one lol
Anyway MK is dead to me

The only reason men like young women is because they are less likely to be used up goods. How can we expect you to be loyal when you're still fantasizing about your ex from years ago while being married to a different guy? Get fucking real.

>>85239592
Aaaa please don't do this to me. Ow

>>85230404
Reply original reply original reply original

>>85230404
Reply 100 hopefully I'll make it to 200 as well

Who am I lying to? It must take a certain talent to bring me down. You just took me and did to me whatever you wanted. Someone who's not that cute couldn't do that. Someone with a drop of self respect couldn't do that. Someone who can feel shame or remorse couldn't do that. Someone for whom those feelings weren't kind of real couldn't do that. You are a born predator. You don't need brains, looks, resolve. You just do it on instinct. Ain't that love to feed on men?

https://youtube.com/shorts/hUykhpBPXI0

Maybe I should dox her parents' house and send a gift basket or something

It's really not fair to ghost me and then say I left because I unadded you. You were ghosting me.

Sometimes I think some of these letters are for me. I know I know we all do, its just so stupid. If she actually cared she wouldn't have done what she did. I got to unstupidfy myself. It was all due to that master class psycho that made me think these letters were for me. He's not really around anymore, but oh well that's a discussion for another day.

I'm so torn between trying to wait for you and blocking you forever. It's a lie. I'd never be able to block you forever. I could wait for you. I could be there for you. But you make it incredibly difficult because you give me nothing. You didn't seem to be making any effort towards me at all but I saw you put in effort for randoms. What am I supposed to believe when I see that?

You know I don't want this to be over. It didn't even start. I don't care if you think this is for the best. Maybe it is but this isn't what I want. Can you please just talk to me? Give me anything. Even if it's only crumbs.

>>85237666
There wasn't a no

People hardly experience love like we did. Maybe the puny human brains aren't suited for that. That's why it fell apart. Maybe it is because of you. You are always falling apart yourself. I can't even do anything about it. How can you say that your life is over? You were loved. You were obsessed. You still have what made you so important to me. Who else can brag about how they first fell in love and it was just the deepest and warmest connection? Do you think about me? Will you think about me years later despite how much you hate me? I don't know why you are taking everything so seriously if I'm nothing to you. Why hide away your chosen way to present yourself? Why stay alone forever? Why not dismiss my advances and instead lose your mind over them? If I could hope you read my letters, why would you? It never affected how I feel about you, the way you are a broken brat. You really did not deserve my love. It's true, I know it hurts. But you had it. You shouldn't think about how miserable you are and how unfair this world is, you're the lucky girl.

>>85239646
Young women with high body counts exist. Your coverup for pedos is invalid.

Chella,
Insta says last name changed but not elsewhere. Says engaged. I really do pray you are not married. You have no idea what Ive done for us, for you. If I see it for certain I'm just done. Not sure if I leave you a letter to be given to you. I'd want a letter from you if you left this life so I think I will. Others have been asking if I'm okay because I'm morose. No reason to talk about it. Just feel like dead man walking .I don't want any of the money or anything I accomplished. It's just material shit in the end. I try not to over focus on it just in case manifestation is real. So much I save to experience with you. Things I got you. The happiest I've been in this life was on call, cam, vidja with you and only one day away from asking you to come over. I'm fulfilled completely in every other sense but the happiness I have with you is gone and it guts the rest. Feels like satiation or a distraction from looking at the spot where you reside in everything. Ever since I saw the status change I've shut down and slept a lot. Take pills to go back to sleep. Funny how I'm miserable but if you were here I'd be perfectly happy. Drive ambition to build and do everything. Turns everything from a distraction into something to experience.

It would be a miracle if you called me and kept your promises to me. I love with all my heart. Nothing will ever change that. Dream good dreams. I can't wait.

>>85230735
>racisms
Fuck. Off. To:
>>>/pol/

I got the shotty so at least it will be quick.

I gotta see you try to hurt me. Try to apply those "means" to me. You can block a discord account, it's stupid to report this as harassment. Are you going to sue for a restraining order? We both know these don't work across the borders we have. Are you going to post my pictures? I'm sure you only have dick pics. Are you going to tell someone? I'll see how these people will react to the whole story. It will be "WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU" and they will definitely think even worse of you. Probably the only way for you to achieve what you want is for some people feel pity towards me and try to talk me into stopping. They aren't going to look at you and try to help you. They will probably make fun of you, dox you and make a thread on kiwi farms about you. The only DMs I'll show them will be the ones where you tried to pretend to be another person. But that's fucking enough.
You lack self awareness. You don't see how fucked up it is and how ridiculous your behavior is. I ask myself every day how could I fall for it and why I still try.

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>>85241308
Threatening someone with suicide is manipulative behavior, anon! Get your ass into the gym and get into lifting to help you fix your damaged brain.

R
I'm asking if it's wise to fuck up my life because of all of this. Then I think about you there. Somehow it's a yes. And it's already done at least in relation to my mind. You just occupied my head and then treated me like shit.
So much time, so much effort, so much humiliation. I wish I could stop caring. Yet how can you expect me when you say that I took away your joy and ruined your future?

>>85241338
nah, this mf ghosted me. fuck him, i hope he feels guilt.

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>>85241384
I doubt the mother-fornicator is capable of feeling guild after what they did to him.

I think at least one person would be sad if you died, which is a good enough reason to not do it. I cannot say I'm that one person, but I wouldn't be happy about it.

Since I'm acquainted with more people now, including more women, I feel like I can't kill myself because it'd be jarring to them and so many people experience suicidal ideation, it might be bad for morale. Maybe it's a self centered way of thinking. "uhh ppl wuld b like so sad if I died", but idk yes it hurts others and I know I think more about suicide whenever someone I know kts. IDK I even think about it when someone within a shared community, who I'm not acquainted with, dies. In any case, I dislike the idea of putting others into the situation of facing their own mortality. For me, this is a much better motivation than potentially wasting my life. I view suicide for the primary individual as kind of a neutral endeavor. It's kind of like the road not taken. Maybe I feel like that because I really don't believe in an afterlife.

Some of these people are so sweet. I'm tearing up a bit thinking about something cute a birthday girl said at her celebration. She was savoring the day, despite no one showering her with attention or talking to her in that moment. I've not met a young person so delicately appreciative. Her friend killed himself last year.... she probably was destroyed! Although I think life and suicide are similar, simply being alive without a community is different from living with one. Ultimately that's why I believe we, at the very least, owe it to each other to not commit suicide. The value of one's suicide to those who don't like them is far less than the loss felt by those who love them.

>>85241506
huh? i just want my bf back bro.

>>85241537
You don't. He doesn't give a fuck about you and is already dating someone else.

How hard it is to keep this facade? You're not the best when you know you are pretending. When I would accuse you of being disingenuous, I knew you never did that. But I know how much your hands shake writing your response. You have those thoughts that surface up from years ago, the conflicting cries in your mind. You don't want to be alone but you can't trust either. Those accusations you threw at me are not certainties that you wholeheartedly believe. You know it isn't true. You know it's the opposite. For sure. You're waiting for me to message you again. I know it. Should I reach for you every time until you give in?

>>85241537
I know about that group chat and the site. Let's leave it at that. That was beyond shitty.

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>>85242141
I can't stand people who hear "not interested" and think it's just playing hard to get since they couldn't fathom the idea of anyone not being interested in them so they keep harassing them. No means no you fucking creep!

>>85242188
Hahaha. I love being seen as the villain in our little romance till death do as apart. At least I can feel sorry and hate myself for all that is my failure. I really believe I could do better. Even if not as a lover anymore. I don't know how she can refuse. I'm here, she can reach out to me and we can do something about returning color to her life.

I see you flirting with him. You know that right? You are ignoring me while flirting with someone else and he's talking about seeing your tits. Why do you want to hurt me so badly?

They do every drug under the sun but go after me just becuase I smoked pot once

>>85240598
Its amazing how a nigger like that got off on pushing me around, but in the end he was still just a nigger.

I blocked you on everything. You expect me to deal with what is effectively "the" silent treatment but you can flirt with others, and exchange pics with them. But when it comes to me it's just too much of a hassle to even communicate with me. To let me know that you can't find your words but when it comes to everyone else you can yap for hours.

Do you not see how this could be painful for me? The funny thing is you won't even care or raise realized that I've blocked you for a whole 8 months to a year from now.

I guess it just hurts to finally realize I didn't mean anything to you.

>>85242503
>more racism
back to:
>>>/pol/

>>85242682
He was a nigger, nothing more or less

>>85242693
>even more racisms
Back to
>>>/pol/
you go!

>>85242698
No thanks, nigger.
Originally

>>85242746
>endless racisms
Back to
>>>/pol/
you go!

>>85242750
Sometimes you have to be the bigger nigger, and stop replying

Anyway, yeah SB is a massive nigger and I should have put him in his place when I had the chance.

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Is it too painful to be reminded that I'm out there? I know what you feel. I'm sorry. I hate myself for all that you've gone through. I know it won't make it better. I know I can't fix it. It was hard as fuck, I was losing it and made terrible mistakes. My words were too harsh, my behavior was betrayal. I have guilt for centuries. I can do better, I will. I must be mad trying to fix it. But I can't stop thinking about you. I never had anyone but you. Every time I think that I could just have anything I want and erase the past that hurts, I remember how much I care about you in particular. If I had you from before I met you, you wouldn't care. If you met someone like me again now, you wouldn't mind. Can this still be that other life?

N
You may have ruined my life, but ill still find a way out

P

>>85242846
>>85242851
>high amount of racisms
>>>/pol/

>>85230456
Anyone else would have killed themselves by now. But I still look for a solution.

>inb4 it happened a long time ago
>inb4 just move on
I dont care

>>85241338
No, it's telling someone you love the truth of what you are deciding to do and whatever they feel is what they feel. If they feel guilty, that's not manipulative, it's that they themselves feel bad. That's on them. If it's their fault you end it then that's on them. If they want to fix it great. Otherwise it is as it is. They made a decision that hurt you and you made a decision to hurt yourself as a result. That's on them. They know what they did and if they choose that then that's their decision, just as it's yours to do what you do as a result.

>>85243424
Great fucking autistic word salad to justify being manipulative and evil! Are you my beloved? She'd say something like this.

I'll write a letter for her and make sure she gets it. I'll just do it if I see that she decided to marry him.

>>85243494
No. If you feel guilty that's on you. If you choose something knowing the consequences are this that's your decision. You do something that makes me feel this way and do that. I do something that makes you feel some way and do whatever. It's the same thing you are doing to me. That's your choice to kill me.

Not manipulative. You are just off loading accountability for the fault of your actions.

>>85239609
My name starts with a V, but I don't think anybody would ever write to me in one of these. I just don't matter that much to anybody

>>85243544
I make mistakes, plenty of mistakes. Most of them wouldn't happen if you didn't make a dozen mistakes before that. It is your responsibility it's so hard to deal with you that it all ends up badly. Do you want me to think so? That mirrors your mindset. You even agree with me in that hypothetical. At least that's what I got from you. I do things in response to you. If you changed, I would change too and you would not have to kill yourself.

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>>85243424
>love
>truth
You don't even know the meaning of these words, worm. Wiggle yourself into a dark hole or the crows come to eat you.

I had a good dream about you.

No man could love you except for an insane one that you drove to utter madness. That's good for you, you only have eyes for ones like that. Not often do people meet their dream soulmates.

>>85243588
I believe you will. You're chill, dude, you can relax and see where the life takes you.

>>85243714
what was the dream? I interpret dreams.

>>85243689
I have worked so hard for the years you have been lost with you to me to grow and build a life for you to come home to. I have changed in the sense I've grown and worked fuckin hard to work on my past traumas and heal from them. I have not changed in the sense that I love you and that you mean the world to me. A world that means nothing but pain and suffering with you choosing another over me. I will always love you my m00n. Im not going to tell you what to do. I'm just saying this is where I'm at and confiding that the choice I see you make to marry him will make me leave this life. I would want to be told if in was doing something that would make you harm yourself. I know that I'd stop what ever that is to save you. That's my decision. At this time it's the opposite. You are doing something that makes me harm myself. You make your own decision.

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>>85243731
>except for an insane one
Excuuuuse me? *scoff*

>>85243766
Mike how retarded are you he clearly said it was a she

>>85243744
I can't remember it very well. As it ended I was facing you though. You made me feel safe.

I feel impotent, to be honest. You'd go much further and bet your life to get me. You wouldn't care about anything. I'm scared off by few rejections. I know you want someone to break your will and show you that you aren't such a boss bitch. Maybe I'm too sane and respect you too much. The memory you is going to push me to go further.

>>85243812
That's quite... optimistic. Isn't it? It doesn't end with me gone, the dream concludes when you are with me. Do you have such nice thoughts hidden in your subconscious now?

>>85239573
she getting creampied bro lol

>>85243875
Its just a dream, its allowed to be optimistic. Plus most thoughts of them are nice. I think I deeply yearn to hug them tightly until I can feel their heartbeat and feel their breathing.

>>85243955
Have you never intimately hugged anyone before? Don't need to hug tight to be able to do those things. Be careful about limerence but glad it was a good dream.

>>85243803
I said what I needed to say. If I hear from her, great. Otherwise she made her choice just as I make mine.

Neither of us need your commentary.

>>85244028
Apropos limerence. Who of you jesters egged on Limerence GF before she stabbed that poor boy? That shit was fucked up. There's always "that one" who takes it too far. Kids these days, tisk tisk tisk.

>>85243911
By a nigger, too

>>85244096
She getting nutted in by Colton lmfao

>>85243744
nta but I had a dream I was very powerful. I can't remember much of it now. but I was really strong and able to defeat anyone pretty much. Then some wise guy thought it would be funny to have me battle his friend. His friend was Doomguy. No matter what I did I couldn't hurt him and he'd easily swat me around through houses and barns. I was so salty about losing and kept trying to rematch him and kept losing.

Something else happened after doomguy left but I can't remember. I think maybe my dream was about me chasing after my unrequited love and never being strong enough to win her game.

>>85244159
>racism
One day you'll realize you belong at
>>>/pol/

She hears and feels my vibrations, we understand eachother

>>85244223
Oh wait, that was just gas from the tacos

>>85244028
I have never been hugged except that one time by an old nun.

Maria
If only I could save you from GUN

Mike

>>85244614
Id appreciate if you don't larp as me

>>85244164

Not true and this only strengthens her viewpoint if me as staying for her despite how shitty others are.

I keep our candle lit on our shore.

It takes strength to stay for her, keep my promises to her despite all who try to cause me to see her differently, I choose her over all else

This is her love for me.

>"I love you, remember that."

>"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease"

>"You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that."

>"I'm only yours, I love only you"

>"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you."

>"You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you more"

>"I know I feel both with you and I can dwell in both love and lust, we will fuck each other's brains out and then care for each other, Spend so much time."

>"Everything is perfect with you, dream good dreams, I can't wait."

>"You're the love of my life, everything I've ever wanted, everything I've ever needed."

I promise it's going to be okay. I love you

This is how she sees me and knows me to be
https://postimg.cc/gallery/ns7CF33

>>85244893
Thank you so much for sharing that. It's honestly so clear that she was head over heels for you, and I totally get why you've stayed by her side and kept your promises. That kind of devotion and faithfullness is so rare to find these days. To be loyal and committed over all that time. I really hope that one day I'll be lucky enough to find a love like yours

>>85244921
Stop talking to yourself Mike

>>85244935
I'm not Mike, and I don't want any part of whatever harassment campaign you've got going on. I'll message him however I want, so please mind your own business

>>85244966
Ok Mike
Nice one

>>85245033
Believe whatever you want. I'm still not Mike. Have a good day.

Stop confusing socially isolated 17-year-old girls for Mike, when he larps as a girl it's only Maria it's super obvious.

To the man I hope to love someday,

I hope you know how rare you are. I hope you never stop being kind just because the world isn't always kind back. I hope you keep choosing faithfullness and loyalty over the negative behavior of others who wish to take your heart from you.

I just hope you're genuine, honest, and the same person behind closed doors as you are in front of everyone else. If I ever get lucky enough to call you mine, I hope you always know how deeply those little things are appreciated.

Love,
A girl who believes good men still exist.

Ps. I don't expect you to write back and I understand why. It's the same reason I admire you.

A
>and I know nobody believes in it

Kek

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=eC5QyL-MtmE&pp=ygUZaSBkb24ndCB0cnVzdCB5b3UgYW55bW9yZQ%3D%3D

Sad cat song plays on loop in my head

I could never hurt you as much as I want to.

You've got that covered.

What can I do to make it up

Blow a hole through your head.

You hurt me so much, worse than anyone. Now you do really want me dead.

>>85245793
Work on yourself and get better, because you will hurt anyone you end up with as you are now.

>>85245702
No, you pooping on my lawn really hurt me. I don't think I can recover from that.

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>>85245861
Never dead. It was my fault to leave after what happened and destroy all evidence of my presence. But it is time for me to go now. If I post in my usual spots please yell at me again. I am trying to do better.

Begone thoughts. Turning on blocker tonight.

I know you don't care about me anymore. but I just wanted to say. I still love you. (message from a man to a woman who shitposts here)

My bpd has calmed down I unblocked you already but it's not like you read these or ever respond here when you do. It's really hard for me to deal with my emotions during this because you won't even listen to me or let me know what you're feeling or thinking. I know you aren't trying to hurt me in purpose but it still stings. Is there something I'm missing? should I take the hint or was there something more? Why can you ask to see someone else's pics but leave me on read? To anyone else that means you don't fw me. Just tell me you want nothing to do with me instead of leaving me in limbo.

>>85245131
>>85245141
Are you writing these to someone you know already?

>>85245867
Just like everyone's done to me? I was nice before. People ruined me. I've tried to stay kind despite everything and people still treat me like I'm nothing.
Go fuck yourself.

>>85246447
Same ngl . People just dont like me

>>85246455
And so it doesn't matter.

https://youtu.be/LY8H6vccN5M?

>>85246271
He writes here, but has not written to me, or even know who I am.

Uuuuhhhhh if I'm such a catch then why don't I have anyone?

Dear S,

TAKE ME BACK IN YOU IMPETULANT, IMPENITENT OSMANIAN STRUMPET.

Sincerely yours,
L

>>85246958
Aww, is this for me? That's very sweet and I appreciate your high opinion of me. I still would assume that it's better that you don't know me. I see a lot of people rather choose to imagine good things than pursue them and fail. I might be the same under my delusions so I don't feel right being an object of infatuation when I'm myself in distress and not ready to be hurt again.

>>85247097
I never felt that I'm a catch until I got someone. Guess what, I was right the first time.

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>>85247097
The unwillingness to compromise on core values can do that, anon.

>>85247129
It is absolutely not you. His first initial is M

Sometimes I like to imagine we actually got married.

I would wake up
and make breakfast in a summer dress,
barefoot,
your favorite foreigner,
the American dream.

I can see the grass
through the kitchen window.
You would wake up in a bad mood
and ask for a beer
before going to IKEA
to buy another useless thing
for our house.

And I would sit on the table
watching TikToks,
hiding them from you
because I know you hate them.

Then you would come home drunk,
and I would make lunch.
You would eat it
and get food in your beard.
I would tell you to shave.
You would say
you didn't care about your appearance.

I would kiss you
before you went to work.
I would wait
until your car disappeared from sight.
And I would cheat on you
with the neighbor.

>>85247197
So is mine. I'm not Mike though. Please don't get groomed by Mike.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=njgcjGojRKk
Go to bed idiot

>>85247715
>says the retard whomst is still awake p

I work 4 and a half hours a day for 3 dollars.

R, I delivered some kino your way. I trust that you are well.

I wish she was poor and desperate so I could make her be my wife with money and keep her at home. Maybe I wouldn't love her as much if I didn't think she was better for having a promising career.

>>85246958
So you fell in love with him after seeing his letters? That's kinda cute if it's not about groomer Mike.

Oh Succubus, my head is full of lead and my throat hurts all the time. I can never know how you live in constant pain and hunger. It's been so long. We wasted a lot of time. All of it we could share and make new memories. I would be yours forever.
I still wonder why I am so drawn to you. What spell is it? Is it the trauma you carved into my soul? Is it something deeper that I felt but never saw? I could assume you're nothing special. But why do I feel like we were supposed to meet? Am I just the person you made me? I must be deluded.
Are you testing me, my love? You know it's hard to fulfill your desires. Deep inside you want me to do it, to pursue you and push you until your guard is down. Before I do that I must be certain and headstrong. It's nothing ordinary to take your heart. Only one man could do it before. Makes it no less insurmountable if it was me.
You're such a little brat, Succubus. But you're also quite a princess. You deserve love. If you don't, I will change that.

Can you please accept my friend request. Do you not see them because you have me on ignore? Are you being mean to me because I "dipped?"

That's the excuse you're using? I was right to. You *should* kill yourself. Complete subhuman.

So... We can just talk here? I suppose it makes it easier. You're letters are much better than mine, however I wonder how you formulate them. You're very talented and I'm upset you're wasting too much energy on me when you know I'm not up to your reasonable standards. Maybe if I start writing to you more you can forgive me for hiding? I can write more, I feel as though I'm often on the verge of saying too much. This was somewhat hard to post.

>>85248607
Who is this for? If it's for me I'd rather be able to spam your dms. I don't very much like everyone seeing my thoughts and feelings or want things between us to become too public. I'd show you off to the world but I don't want you being in unnecessary drama.

>>85247762
lol i wonder where ur from lets brainstorm ideas together

>>85248668
>>85248607
its for me lol ignore him hes on his period itll pass.

>>85248182
okay i have a few comments on this lol
1. succubus LOL why r u writing like brian griffin attempting poetry do u have multipole personality disorder fr

2 ur drawn to me because you dont actually care or learn anything about who u speak to u project urself onto them and fall in love with how u think u are

3 im not testing you i was being honest this is no cat and mouse shit youre lowkey just insufferable which is a bummer cuz u started off tolerable, but i barely remember

4 not a brat ur sassiness n feminine bitch vibes rubbed off prolly

uhhh idk dnt care enough to keep writing this book just got a kick outta tht one

>>85248668
I'd love to be your friend again. We could have the same fun late night conversations without any of the responsibility to one another. I don't think I even really care if you were to tell me about X hookup, as cucked as that sounds (although I think it would sting). We could talk for an hour or two every month, more or less, and just bounce ideas off one another. I mainly miss your company, even as sexy as you are.
The truth is I'm terrified of reaching out to you. Probably for fear of both rejection and acceptance. How can we even be friends? I just don't believe I'm really worthy of your time, as cringe as all of this sounds. I'm not even sure if you like me, I'm not even sure if you're here or a figment of my imagination.

Can you just pretend I don't exist instead of whatever you're doing now?

>>85248730
easy kk

>>85248717
I'm a guy. I thought you were someone vague replying to my letter.

Dear hag,
You have no admirable character traits and you are a hypocritical piece of shit. I'm going to leave you the first chance I get, and you won't see it coming. I hope you never have the opportunity to inflict yourself on anyone ever again until the day you mercifully shuffle off this mortal coil, because you are objectively a bad person and deserve to be alone forever.
-M

>>85248793
Wtf why are you with her in the first place.

>>85248682
I'm laughing.
>>85248467
Because of reasons.
Funny ones.

I added you back to tell you to kill yourself.

>>85248793
dear m,
you have multiple personalities and will no true sense of youre core self if u try reflecting on it prollllyyyy idk tho lol hehe haha hoho
-designer bag

>>85248858
IK I USED WRONG YOUR I HAVE SHAME DNI

>>85248607
Yes, please. Accept this plausible deniability. You're just opening up to the anonymous bottomless pit for letters. You can't know where it all goes. Do it for yourself the most, just write what you can. That's what I do. I can't blame you for too long. I already forgave you.

You're very sadistic. Luckily I'm like a warlord leader with little emotions so it doesn't hurt at all. What now? mwhahahahaha

Only when I need to be. My biggest repeat failing is trusting people when I shouldn't.

>>85248730
I tried. You're my imaginary girlfriend now. Can you conceive of seeing your imaginary beloved come to life? That's what I felt.

>>85248893
You don't have to trust anyone in this world except for me, babygirl

>>85248894
Shape me like putty please. I want to be yours.
sorry

>>85248936
>I want to be yours.
Okay, now a difficult question. Do you just want to be?

>>85248915
I think this is how lesbians flirt with men

What, no response? Did I make your clit quiver with excitement?

I want to make weird animal noises with you/for you.

I want you to dive off of a 12 story building forehead first onto a rusty metal spike.

But would you push me? I'd let you and say on the note it was me.

Gross, no, I wouldn't touch you.

stop being schizo ive been busy dealing with fixing a relationship i actually care about

legalize assisted suicide, give me a gun and encourage me. I'm not a danger to others.

and also its giving me the ick ur acting this way , people can see u ...the walls will never talk back ...

>I actually care about
The lies never end with this one. Hell, at least my partner, well...
She's cool.

>>85249067
Woof woof
*licks u*

>Activity when activity
Suspicious!

>>85249172
gr8 reply, btw tho might help if u made any sense next time idk

I'd never kill you or tell you to die. Even if you're comatose again.

>>85249187
No, it's okay. You'll figure it out eventually.

my sexual history.

guy i sucked off in car
fat asian nipples i sucked and condom bj
guy who left me
chick with stds
guy with nasty fetish and misgendered me twice

kissed about 3 more people or something.

Not bad, eh? i'M LIKE A SEX GOD VIRGIN.

IF I FORGOT TO MENTION YOU SORRY.

>>85249172
also yes i actually care about him. despite the flaws n little annoyances hes not irredeemable and the thought of losing him makes me sob. hes my guy : (

>>85249194
shouldve known after u admitted ur desire to fuck an asian tranny

>>85249209
THE FAT ASIAN GUY WAS THE MOST PATHETIC i'VE EVER FELT. i FELT FULLY EXPOSED AND FOR SOME REASON i COULDN'T ASK HIM TO LEAVE. wHEN HE LEFT i WAS SO HAPPY.

The guy with the cool car who totally wasn't a drug dealer was the best because his nut tasted good and he let me rest my head on his tummy for a little bit.

then he drove off really quickly. i didnt get upset too much tho

oh yeah the 2 hookers. ate pussy and fucked with a limp dick

>>85247278
First, I ask you to mind your own business, second I see who he is and I admire that his love isn't based on appearances or age. He has stayed for her because he values and loves her for who she is. He would not still be here loyal to her if it was about age.

>>85247211
I hate everything about the alcoholic person you describe and cheating is despicable behavior. Cheaters should be thrown in the grinder.

>>85247987
He's not a groomer, I see he has loved her no matter what age she is or how she looks. Please remove me from your harassment campaign.

>>85248182
>>85248694
This is from R

>>85249372
u mean the first post is from an R?

>>85248793
>>85248858
>>85248828
>>85248871
This is the m that is with Caroline. It is not a mike letter

>>85248915
Gross, Alex is doing the babygirl letters again

almost messaged you last night, but didn't. w me.

>>85249372
It's not, faggot. Stop trying to (You) farm. Like you can convince me when you're not my person.

>>85249389
Yes, from R and then part of that back and forth

>>85249404
Okay then who are you

>>85249391
>>85249412
first reply i am the second and fourth anon lil confused, idk who caroline is. i may be an m but not one you would know

>>85249404
It is from R. Ignore this person

>>85249423
Well I know you are not mike. Are you molly?

>>85249438
no neither, i rarely post and only know who mike is out of all these letter threads stuff. is she another schizo poster?

>>85249418
M writing to R. She knows what's for her if she even wishes to read what I write and figured out how to find this thread.

Yet another layer of bullshit, I wonder what this season will bring. I will say that it's clear you've made several mistaken assumptions about me and my past, trying to poke at sore spots which don't actually exist for me. It breaks the immersion

no im just feeling bad for myself and missing that guys tummy hair, fuck off

i dont want to play your games anymore, you clearly dont like me and im sorry you ever have to be associated with me. we should never have spoke and yes it was totally like i lied to you. i dont know what u r doing now or since but i probably made your life worse by even talking to you. that probably goes for everyone.

>>85249438
must b on ya mind i never post or get name dropped often so what are you hoping to hear from me?

You deny me happiness. As well as to yourself. I know how fucked up it is. But are there ever going to be replacement bfs and gfs? Probably not! You say I never loved you and something like this while you're the only woman on this barren planet for me. You've ruined me by not letting me have a life with you. Nice? You're not alone in your misery. Think whatever you want about me, I can't forget you.

>>85249826
your flavor of crazy was an unexpected yet entertaining twist. an addition to about 500 other reasons to dislike/avoid/cringe at but entertaining nonetheless. been a fun night here in the kike den

>>85249527
Okay so matt

o

i dont think i want you back. these past few days have been easier, but im not saying ill get over you just yet. a part of me will always feel a bit hurt when i think of you and what happened. yes, i do wish things were different, but at the same time i dont. after all this, i dont think i could let you back in my life. im kind of glad about that, it shows growth. im starting to mentally prepare myself for deleting our messages and picutres/videos, im feel almost ready. i dont feel as strongly about writing to you. i believe im starting to accept this situation. i wont stop loving you, but im slowly moving forward. now i see its not the end of the world without you, and i will get past this just like other times.

k

>>85249826
If that's the case C, then she deserved to leave you. She deserves the love you took from her where she was happy in love with m. when they has each other she felt home in his honesty and truth, and then you took that from her with your lies and that is all you and her is based on. You lied to her, and in the end, you made her feel lost.

>>85250226
Literally the opposite in my case. I am glad to escape where I am and find myself again. I cherish those picture and messages from long ago and what he gave me.

>>85250246
i was torturing and making myself sad looking at pics of my ex bf. i can no longer cherish the times i shared with someone who has caused me emotional pain.

>>85250246
What do you mean by that? Have you found that girl deep inside of yourself already? I've checked our messages, just the ones I managed to keep. The earliest ones are you telling me that you want to keep them. I'm so glad that you made me keep them too. I wasn't able to look at them for so long until the time came.

>>85250289
Looking at what I had with my ex is the only time I feel happy.

I knew I was making a mistake when I looked at the ring and only felt shame, guilt and regret. I wish I could go back before this.

>>85250292
No. You are not who I love c. Stop interjecting yourself in my conversations.

>>85249282
>eating a hookers pussy
I seriously hope you guys dont do this

>>85251069
I was a virgin and couldn't get hard because of nerves or gayness. I felt so bad because she was decent looking. She let me eat her pussy past the hour I paid and I was rubbing my limp dick against the bed the whole time. The entire thing is totally pathetic.

I can't get a long with young people. They're all so witty, and full of life, and I'm the exact opposite of that.

I'm not upset about having no sex. Sex is simple enough to find. I'm upset that I'm unwanted. Does a dead bedroom mean the end?

A,
12 days since we last talked. Even longer since we last saw eachother irl. I want to reach out to you but I know you don't want to be around me. I miss you so much.
-b
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>>85251460
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AsG1_3OTzyY&pp=ygUfamVmZnJleSBsZXdpcyBiYWNrIHdoZW4gaSB3YXMgNA%3D%3D

Grace,
That Chinese song reminds me of you.

pov POV ur literasly just then this happens

[levels of intesnity]
[pictures, text, videos, streams, telephone, phonenumbers,sdzxcvb-sld-f]
dude basically [date date date]
[raaaah]
it's as FUCKED as you could imagine.

bessie I miss you. are you ever gonna take me back? or did I ruin things too much

>>85252485
who would take you back? you didnt 'ruin' anything, your just an unpleasant person and when people spend time with you they see it pretty fast af like sanic boi literally af ;/ irredeemable sadly rip #hug #pity # slay

>>85252511
>who would take you back? you
not Bessie if that's you. I'm sorry I messed up so bad. I'm sorry I made you spend time with me every though I'm so unpleasant. I wish I was as smart and charming like you to keep you interested in me but i don't deserve someone as special as you

>>85252547
LOL yeah hey its me the hella smart and charming dude that cannot keep em from throwing pussy at me if i tried! i be hella special ik what else do u think im cute? :3 dont make me blush now

>>85252567
oh last time we spoke you still identified as a woman. I don't care about your gender though. I'm in love with Bessies soul.

>>85252573
when did we speak? just now or huh waat, btw hey its me bessie and i just took the fattest cock of my life in my vagine from a black man

>>85252648
as long as you're happy

>>85252656
im having a nice lil day thanks. also and to you good sir

>>85243911
Yeah that's why I PM'd. Uhehhueghheugh D)): SALAME SIZED DICKSFACIALS

No you smell like the inside of a cat box after someone nutted on a pile of leaves or sticks

>>85252921
aw ouchi u dang bully !!!! too bad u reek of vomit and .. something else but cant tell..kinda similar to bile? who knows. thank god i got out before that stench stained my cute dress

>>85251347
Nah some of them are bpd, manipulative, bullies and nepotists. They deserve to be traumatized

>>85251114
Anon, she has had the ding dongs of hundreds of disgusting men inside here. Do not eat out a hooker

is it time for 1 am spicy ramen? o yesh it's time for 1 am spicy ramen

dam getting off this site 4 the day but here to say something to the guy i deeply care about.
im sorry i hurt your feelings. i was just trying to stand up for myself more and you really hurt my feelings. you diudnt mean to, so ive let it all go and am only focused on if youre okay and how i can mend what damage this morning caused. ill see you when youre off work, i hope you have a good shift bubba. im sorry. end of the day youll forever be my guy my only guy i truly love and care for and nothing can change that.

and b4 the schizos come no my guy doesnt go on this site and this is not for any of you. he just has me blocked and i wanted to get that out of my system. all done

I ain't never unblocking yo dumb ahh

>>85253481
good slime i wouldnt engage w u if you unblocked me n started begging again anyways hehe

>>85253537
omg I know who this is. you drank up all my drank

nice people who have my best intentions at heart. i laugh.
why are you still sperging out, sevenhead? you got everything you wanted just to torture me when i was just kind to you. how you can prop yourself up as just when you are both literal demons is ridiculous. how can you set something up to fail so repeatedly and blame anyone but yourself? you can't be honest with anyone, much less yourself.