Good fucking god being a wizard loser is insane! Fuck! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH! Shit. those breif moments of lucidity when you see how fucked it is! Christ! Holy shit! oooooooohhhhhhh god damn. well at least I'm not living in gaza....I can cope with the fact I have internet so I can goooooon but damn, even thats no fun unless I have drugs and the house to myself. oooooooohh this is grim
>>85255247Yeah those moments aren't fun, also nice doodle
>>85255270Thanks anon. I gotta get a job, but my autism is brutal and others don't like me. I'm getting old and getting disability would seal my fate. It's fucking hard and people are such fuck wits. I hat that I'm the problem...god damn it all
>>85255312It's rough out there for autist types for sure, you just gotta find the right circles, sadly they are small since most people aren't weird
>>85255247>those breif moments of lucidity when you see how fucked it is! Christ! Holy shit! oooooooohhhhhhh god damn.I never have these
If you grew up in gaza you would have lost your virginity a very long time ago and had multiple kids by now
>>85255389even online it's kinda tough, autists don't all get along. I'm hoping ketamine therapy will help. I gotta get my life together....I know there is more to the human experience
disagree. albeit i am not yet 30 so perhaps there is more forbidden knowledge..........
>>85255404You hate people right? Find a job that doesn't involve people, I hear drone piloting pays good and all you do is get contracted to get arial footage of farms and buildings and stuff
>>85255404If you do ketamine therapy make sure to let us know how it goes, I've been thinking about looking into it for my shit.
>>85255411how do I even find that job? and do I need a degree?
>>85255417It'll be a while before it happens. insurance doesn't cover it and it's pricey, plus I gotta keep a job long enough to afford it.
>>85255419No you just do some online classes and register with the faa I think, you also need a lot of money for a good drone, I hear some people do it solo and some join a company but most of the time you still do work alone
>>85255436thanks for the tip anon.
>>85255453Np, good luck. Also good luck with your soul finding quest, doesn't sound fun
work out, dude. it's not much, but it fills the time with a purpose, even if it's not much. btw, sauce on the OP picrelated? >>85255247
I'm 30yo khhv.Honestly, it just sucks how the problem was my looks. I had nice parents, decent enough IQ, no health problems, no traumatic upbringing, never witnessed death, no autism, never had a major injury or illness. Yet because I'm a 3/10 in looks, I missed out on having a great social life, love, travelling with friends, great job opportunities.Maybe I'm more upset at how close my life was to being perfect but my genetics told me to fuck off.
>>85255247idk im young so maybe it hasnt caught up with me but being a neet and making some art and shitposting on 4chan is kinda fun, surely social skills get easier as you get older, r-right?
>>85256589brutal bro, you deserved better than that. At least you get a family to love, though. I'm living for the same reason, I'm excited to finally repay my mother for her efforts in raising me once I start making decent money.
>>85255247>those breif moments of lucidity when you see how fucked it is!I've been like that since march.
Honestly, reality is fucking awful. Sick of having that feeling in the pit of my stomach, the void.
>>85255247I'm running out of copes honestly
>>85258744same, why does existential dread want me so bad? maybe if I start liking it it'll leave me too.
>Go on Sasu>It's just people complaining about their relationshipsI'm exhausted
