>>85259676
drop some lore anon what the fuck happened

>>85259692
>it was a weekend, right before Thanksgiving
>starving, decide to go out even though I had some stuff at home and it's not the best idea to be driving around in town on the weekends because you can count the sober people on one hand
>driving home after getting some DQ, this lady in a white pickup in front of me SLAMS on the breaks and I have less than a split second to react
>rearend the pickup to hell, since it's a pickup there's not a scratch on it
>at first want to throttle the lady but she was genuinely apologetic and kept asking if I was OK plus it was really cold and didn't want to get into it with a middle aged woman
>take an Uber home because my old man was at a wedding in another state
It took me a while and I mean a long ass while to get to the place I am in life now, like this level of contentment. I feel like it was the best thing to ever happened to me.
A long hard road out of hell.

>>85259832
well how did this even change you, what are things you perceive in yourself

>>85259892
I practically lived on the road, delivered food, medical equipment, did Amazon all in the span of about 10 years, it was my life.

>>85259906
wake-up-to-life call?

The best time in my life is was when I couldn't pay rent and my phone screen was too broken for it to be used for anything beyond absolute necessities