Once school ended i had no one to talk to. i used to have 2 friends who would text me all day and all night. i used to have teachers who asked me if im okay and would try to comfort me. but 10 years later everything has changed. it makes me sad knowing that if i broke my phone, no one would notice. i dont have anyone now. i want to vent and reach out but i cant. no one cares about some old man. i go entire work shifts without ever opening up. because i know my coworkers dont give a damn about me. i feel abandoned when i realize how trapped i am and how on my own i am
>>85262886>i used to have teachers who asked me if im okay and would try to comfort meThey were coddling you because they knew how bad the real world really is. Sucks. What happened to your two friends?
OP here. i just think about leaving. id love to play video games forever but, i realized they were only fun when i had my siblings and friends and cousins. without them everything feels empty. i miss how social 2010s were. and i regret not hugging my brother more and being nicer to him......
>>85262886So you're just unhappy that no one cares about you, maybe try talking to your parents or siblings? Or you can just vent to me.
>>85262935i guess they moved on. i mean, *i* worked for years too. but a job i hate cant replace the things i used to love. i did other things but doing them alone was noticeable. and in the end i always missed them.>>85262941most people want friends and a sense of belonging. waking up every day and remembering that you no longer have a "best friend" kinda stings. seeing all my coworkers texting someone makes me feel left out
>>85262886I'm 21, and I'm going to be in your situation one day if I don't change my ways
>>85263136its awful. ive been drinking to try and forget this bad feeling. but the problem returns next day
>>85263205I'm not looking forward to those days. I treat alcohol as a social activity, I have only ever drank with other people, either friends or family
