why do literally always lose? why does god hate me? why am i such a pussy?
>>85263899I can't imagine a world where I'm winning.
>>85263905i feel like im just a stepping stone or some low level npc that someone can beat for some exp or whatever. it feels like there is a invisible force stopping me from having free will
>>85263917I feel like I'm the one stopping myself from doing things, which I am.