>babies are the only thing that make me happy>want to be a mother>born male>Not just male, but an autistic male with vaginal disgust and no interest in women Why set someone up for torture like this? If I were a woman or even at least a normal guy everything would be fine, but I can't be either.
>>85265637I would at least tran out living your life based on the expectations of others is a good way to betray your expectations of yourself
>>85265644>I would at least tran outI've been on cross-sex hormones for five years. Had facial feminization surgery and am a eunuch. No vagina so if you count that as trooning out I haven't, but what I mean to say is that doesn't make things any better in this regard. Like all of the barriers I articulated still exist, I just look like a woman.
>>85265670yeah sorry life struggles don't ever go away. Good for you though chasing the life you want. You might not be able to birth your own children, but u can find a partner n adopt a baby or something.If you are brave enough to come out as your true self I am sure you can do this too if you ever wanted.
>>85265691Adoption is something I'd like to do but it's exorbitantly expensive. The barrier to entry is 4x higher ($40,000)