Im such a fucking retard. It took my this long to realize but im genuinely a horrible human being. I don't have any friends irl because im insufferable to be around due to just how loud and obnoxious and my humor is so fucked I say and do the stupidest she and always take a joke too far. But it was only online when I realized. Join a discord and been there for a couple of years at this point. I love sending edits and videos or whatever. Im at work not doing much and im like shooting the shit with the owner and out of nowhere hes like fr stop it. I was taken aback cuz like I wasnt trying to intentionally hurt or like attack him, I was just half hazardly send stupid videos like I always do but apparently we were arguing and I didn't even realize. Looking back it didnt seem like arguing to me. I apologized and everything but I did someone just to like check to see if I was tripping and yea he was like you're being a huge dick stop sending videos stop being an asshole. I genuinely never realized I am an asshole until rn.I didnt leave the server or nothing but i deleted discord. I dunno feel like shit. Im just venting. How can I become a better person?
>>85266202>How can I become a better person?Buy bitcoin and don't pay taxes. That way you will be fighting against the State, a machine of killing people and stealing money in order to patron NEETs, bad women and bums.
what in the world did you post
>>85266202Learn to read the room. Pay attention to what other people are saying or doing. As a fellow loud and obnoxious autist with fucked humor ive come to realize that not everyone enjoys my schizo jokes, which is why i try to enjoy to the fullest when i find someone who enjoys my bullshit.Also discord fags are super sensitive and childish, they're a fusion of twiter tourists and reddit mods. Don't make a big deal out of it and enjoy who you are
this >>85266232it astonishes me how so few are willing to do what is morally right and undermine federal government, guess the NPC meme is true
>>85266260Like Aristotle once said, some humans are slaves by nature. Others just benefit from the present regime *cough* NEETs, feminists and retirees *cough*
>>85266202If you don't get it you should ask for multiple opinions of the people who knew you. Some could be biased and just trying to fuck with you but if everyone says something then there's probably some truth to it.
>>85266242The owner was complaining about a book, so I posted a video of a guy humping a minion and said ur the minion and the guy is the book. Also posted the Tony soprano hes a fag clip. And this gif
>>85266258Yea if it was just online then id shove it off as discord thing. But it happened irl too. I have no friends because of me not complaining about I know it my fault. And my last ex broke up with me because "I was a selfish partner" despite her living with me, I cooked all our meals and prepped our lunches did all the cleaning and everything. There's a trend and it got to do with me
sorry but its haphazardly not half hazardly you nigger
Ive had multiple people tell me that im annoying and stuff so I think theres real validity to it. I just want to improve and become a better person cuz I dont wanna be lonely all the time yk?
>>85266378Noted thanks fag
>>85266357Dude. To normies rape jokes and words like faggot are as bad as murder. Are you retarded?
>>85266393Yes I am. I also thought it was fine cuz server was off 4chan and full of those type of jokes
>>85266378>racismsYou absolutely should go back to>>>/pol/
>>85266405At least you recognize it. Now you can add a filter in your brain for it.
>>85266438Becoming self aware on a random Wednesday in August was not on my bingo card lol
>>85266453Those are always the kind of days you learn important things.
>>85266370>I cooked all our meals and prepped our lunches did all the cleaning and everythingDon't quite know what happened between you and her but sounds like a her problem trying to blame it on you to feel better with herself. >>85266357Was pic his reaction? Kek
>>85266202Sorry to hear you are like that. I am fortunate to be blessed physically and have high self esteem/confidence. Work on yourself. Look at your faults. Learn skillsets and put the time in
