Its not the lack of sexual interactions. Its the constant reminder that you are worthless. Thinking back to your childhood, how even then the girls made fun of you. You can't escape the memories because no new ones will ever be made.Even if you manage to not be a compete NEET and get a McJob, constantly having coworkers talk about their relationships. Then having to lie and be vague about your lack of one. And they likely know you're lying but aren't going to say anything because its awkward enough for them to hear a grown ass adult lying about having a girlfriend.You had no choice in this. You were born autistic.
>>85266952You can just say you don't have a girlfriend or relationships and they won't say shit either.
>>85266952I relate to what you said. Normies would never understand or even care to understand how it feels. What I disagree with is it being the worst aspect of being an incel. I think the lifetime lack of any intimacy is probably the worst thing for your brain and the fact that past a certain age visible inexperience practically-speaking locks you out of ever dating in the future. But this is also pretty bad.
>>85266952I hate how there are happy couples everywhere reminding you that you will not experience this ever. Im not even autistic just unlucky when it comes to dating.
>>85266952I'm sorry it is like that for you. I am fortunate to be blessed physically and only have good experiences with girls in person