Around 6 years ago, I fell in love with the first girl I ever truly felt I had a real connection with. Though it was merely one sided. We were partners on a class project but she had just gotten into a relationship right before I met her. I would've controlled my feelings more if she hadn't played games with me into leading me on, teasing me a little, saying she liked me right before getting out of that relationship. I was still a virgin at the time too. Only for her to change her mind and completely friend zone me, and told me she was getting back with that boyfriend of hers which I think she is with to this day.I went the deep end over the years and haven't had any sort of relationship since. Early on too my gooner brain discovered cuckold, femdom, pussy free porn, and other degrading shit like that which really set my brain into a fetish that I link back to a girl I couldn't even get with. Any other anons in this position? I hate this addiction so much and I feel like such a failure deep down as a man.
>>85267311You should get into NTR porn
>>85267311I posted before reading the entire OP. Please, kill yourself.
>>85267311I'm sorry that happened to you. I've never dealt with rejection or anything negative like that. I've been fortunate to be born blessed.
