do my robofriends have this feeling that they will certainly kill themselves sometime soon?not necessarily being actively suicidal, just knowing its going to happen and that you wont be able to hold it together for much more.
i feel like i wont kill myself because there's videogames i wanna play so that keeps me from completely giving up on life, although to be fair im not really a robot, i don't come to this board often. i hope you don't end up killing yourself OP, best of wishes for you
>>85269006>sometime soonno, that'd kill mom and I cant hurt the only woman whose ever loved me
>>85269006I have "known it" for several years now.
>>85269025i dont really want to kill myselfi guess i just meant that im feeling less mentally stable as time goes by and that i suspect it could spiral out of control in the futurebut hopefully notbest to you too>>85269036fairim a bit jealous of people who have good relationships with their parents desui'll never have this>>85269108:(is it getting better? did you make any improvements in life?
>>85269186are you the depressed ykkposter? You talk like him
>>85269006i don't want to sound too depressing but probably at some point when i'm olderbut at the moment i'm fine
>>85269036I feel the same way, it pains me that I have to make sure I stay alive for her but it's my duty. Hard to keep going tbqh.
>>85269006100% wont kill myself out of nowhere but i will probably consciously take some action that absolutely destroys my life and i end up entangled in a lot of death and suffering and am ultimately either killed or kill myself
>>85269006I need to do it before i'm 40 but that's not for 6 years so not really soon
>>85269006When I was 20 I came on here multiple times and said I'd kill myself if I turned 30 and nothing has changed. Nothing has changed and I'm becoming a wizard next year. I've changed my stance completely for the foreseeable future. Unless something truly catastrophic happens to me then I'm surviving like a rat till the end.
I don't believe I will, she comes home to me soon.
>>85269006Things are kind of in a holding pattern for me right now, so I don't feel the need to do it. I'll reconsider if(when?) they get worse. I have thought about it for a while, and I guess it's just a question of whether fate will intervene before I have the chance to do it myself.
