Instead of letting my vices control me, I should let them be a reward to guide me.

wow good timing to check r9k hi fresh letter thread

pls dont personally attack me today k thx

>>85270025
It's a given,
faith in each other over all else

>"You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you more"

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What happened to you was wrong and you are allowed to be angry about it.

>tfw life ruined because redheaded foid told people to stalk you

>>85270193
It doesnt help

https://youtube.com/shorts/uJ2YoMOu5Hs

I needed to hear from you so badly you don't even know. I know you'll very likely never see this but oh how I've missed your sweet honeyed words. I don't care if you're good for me or bad for me or if I'm not good enough for you. I just want more of you always.

It's all your fault, and I know that you will not learn or grow from this.

>>85270507
I know that. I try to grow. But there's no point anymore. I've only had one heart.

>>85270229
You should tell that to the person that it is addressed to. Imagine how much they must suffer if you only have hate for them and love for anonymous.

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Richard,

If I could have I would have rebuilt that entire subaru for you. I am sorry that I let you down, I'm sorry I disappeared.

A man with a soul like yours is more valuable than all the gold in the world. You have never deserved an ounce of the contempt you have faced in life, and those who have scorned you have disgraced themselves more than they know.

I have failed you more heinously than that even I fear. It was my promise to be there for you and I didn't keep it.

I am sorry

It's a given,
faith in each other over all else

>"You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you moreMM"

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Made a short workday today to go home early for another lifting session in my home gym today. I play "dice with death" in between sets and listen to upbeat anime intro music throughout the session. I'm tired now but feel good. Still a bit stiff and my form isn't ideal but I keep the weight moderate to avoid injury. The last set of squats felt really good and easy so it's time to increase the weight next session I guess.
Watched "Hero of the Universe" after watching the screen junkies trailer. I wasn't allowed these toys as a kid but I remember my neighbor's kid having he-man toys. What an odd looking fellow. Movie was alright and had some funny jokes about their stupid names like: Fisto!

I got the smd assembled PCBAs this week and am waiting for the TH parts to arrive. It's a simple board but bring up gets me anxious each time and I tend to procrastinate bringing up a new board so I can enjoy the phantasy of a perfect Rev0 board.

My first gate-ware for this board is a self test in form of a knight rider Kitt display. I know nightriding is a historically charged term and it's a bit weird why they called a show that way. Maybe an honest mistake or an oversight but it's still weird. I'll probably get crucified for this so I'll call it something else in my book. Saw a neat video of book binding this week. Looked not that hard but it requires a big and heavy tool to cut the edges of the books. I prefer ebooks for normal reading but still prefer paper books for reference books like mine.

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Someone wrote: If you're broke I expect you to be kind and extra rich in attitude or something. Does that mean you would be OK with me being rude if I was rich? What a stupid thing to say! I prefer someone chaotic and bright enough to enjoy my jokes without getting offended too much.
I was obviously trolling so it feels really strange when people get mad at me but I guess they have the human right to be as dimwitted as they'd fancy.
Dumb cunts grind my gears.

>>85270784
It's a good project! I enjoyed doing that. For the books, if leather, clamp the leather to a thin board and use a jigsaw with a fine blade to cut, then very fine sand paper to brush it down. Remember to seal the leather with leather sealant.

Dear S,

I miss you and would like to talk to you again, but I no longer know how to reach you.

- R

Save me

https://youtube.com/watch/lPw9mCv9Vr0

Thanks to the anon who shared a band.
Music should be personal. At least anonymous. It cuts too deep sometimes. You can't show emotion like this. This makes me wanna cry much more than the stuff I was sent. Pure dumb love is less embarassing than feeling everything as the whole.
https://youtu.be/Rjyt_lMR5FA?is=cJFkxqeSHTyD4W7W

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Amanda,

It's been many years but occasionally when I'm doomscrolling this shit board my mind will remind me of you unbidden. This is a very unpleasant sensation. Wishing you all the worst.

We're you scared that I would see? Did you desperately want it anyways? You couldn't hide the way you looked at me. I remember it. I was being torn apart but I could see your eyes were happy. I'm glad it was enough, just looking at me. And I'm glad I know how your face turns in such moments. But that's not what I was told about you. Too confident, too motivated. Hungry and aware of what belongs to you. You can never understand what expressions really mean, but it makes you such a bratty drama queen. Yes, from a single look. You never appreciated what I did for you. You didn't care about how much I care. Even if we succeeded. I was right. I'm so proud if that and I'm so proud of you. This is not the logic by which you work. You thought I have put up conditions for you. You need to be this pretty, you need to have this much sex with me, you have to be this obedient. To be my girlfriend. And you asked why can't I love you as much. That must have hurt. You didn't get what you were promised for all your struggles, even if your reward couldn't exist.

You have a moral responsibility to leave people alone to suffer the way they choose. All you can do is create an environment for them where if they don't want to suffer, they can come to this thread and write a letter. But you can't force another human being not to suffer.

MyMMoon,

Here is our home

You know I'm so proud of you and you are so special to me. Everything with us is perfect in our way. We're mirrored in a way I will never have with anyone else but you, you feel the same with me. You are so kind and smart.
I do my best to help you grow and learn.there is happiness you feel with me that no other could give you.
I love holding you and kissing you. We are each others heart, the love of each other's life and always will be.
We never give up on each other. God gruides us in our love of each other, home with each other, soulmates. We are all that matters to each other and if needed we give everything just to be with each other, in my arms, safe and secure.

We put each other first and always keep our promises to each other. to wait for you. Nothing can take us away from each other, and if there is even obstacle we fight tooth and nail and for each other. We love each other. Nothing will ever change that. We are each other's truth.
Dream good dreams in my arms, on my chest
Feeling my heartSun

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My posterior chain is on fire!!! The slight constant burn on my bunbuns feels kind of good tho. :3

>ERRHMM Actually I didn't understand your post. Who was it for?
OBVIOUSLY NOT FOR YOUR ASS

the first thing you ever said to me in DMs was "f u niogger, kys faggot". I find it to be extremely amusing how that was also one of the last things you ever said to me, almost verbatim.

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Anastasia,
I miss you so much. I will be avoiding you as best as I can when you come back to the office. I feel physical pain whenever I think of you in that short skirt I like. I want you completely out of my mind forever. Why are you so perfect?

K
Is it what I think it is? And admission of taking my hint? WHAT do you see? Should I be ashamed or glad now? I fucked up so badly it's the opposite now, I'm with the world and you're somewhere else. It was just us two out of all this. What could I do if not write you letters from out here?

What was the point of spreading necro rapist rumours about me? I was helping you get off, cause that's what (you) are into. Our entire dynamic was you only reaching out for masturbation help. You used me. When I would beg you to play a game together or do a sleep call you always had an excuse ready to leave me right after you came. Were you so afraid of me telling anyone what you were into that you had to do preemptive damage control?

>>85271937
No I'm hint dyslexic :3

miso itchy

my life fucking suck and everything about me suck

You were an illusion but that doesn't make me mourn you any less.
The reality of what I have now pales comparison to what I thought we were, but that wasn't real. The rot of reality creeps in around the edges, under the door as I slept next to you.
You moved on before even ending it. I know because I caught you red handed.
The worst part is accidentally seeing you together. I should be happy you're happy, even if it's not me. Even if you cheated, at least you are happy. I'm trying to be glad you're happy because that's all I wanted to give you, but I don't want to think about it because it still hurts so much and I should be over it. You've moved on so easily, why can't I? I'm not even mad, I'm just hollow. I was fine before you came into my life.
None of this is ever happening again for me.
I'm dying alone. You won't even read this, in the true spirit of letter threads, and that's for the best.
That truly was my last try.

normies, they aint so different from folks like us. they're aight. aiee eeee the chuuddd asdhfsdunnnsnsgggg it'sssssss beeing TORN outtta meeeeeeeeeee AAAAAIEIEEEEEEEEEEUUUGGGHHHHHH

Anastasia,
I dreamt about you last night. We sat together at the quarterly work event and after party. You made me rest my head on your chest and i fell asleep. When I woke up you wanted me to meet your grandmother. I miss you but I want to give up.

I do love you, SP, my friend. That's why we must part ways, at least for now. I pray you figure it out before it's too late. I hope you can win the battle against that Secret Sin before it burns you out from the inside. Do it for them. Do it for yourself. There is a hope for you and a bright future ahead. But you have to change,there's no sugarcoating it. Use your hatred of me as motivation if it makes you feel better.
Be well and God bless.

>>85274957
Who is the initial you are writing to and what is the reason you are saying for parting ?

>>85274957
Noo not you too, please don't leave

Your words look familiar to me.

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I failed my quest thanks to this little guy. Give me another week.

>>85275029
sp = smashing pumpkins

I'm still here. I'm watching you. I never forget. I don't want to go away. I don't know why. I feel like you need it. Even if we aren't happy together.

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I fucked up, then I kept doubling down again and again for hours and i have no fucking idea why. Sleep deprivation, stress, idk. I should have been more patient with you; it's not your fault. When you said "I don't want to be with someone who wants to hold all of this stuff against me", I understand-- you got sick of being reminded of your failures/being left alone by everyone, completely understandable. You can hate me if you want, I wouldn't really blame you, but I'm still not giving up on you yet. I gave you my word I wouldn't leave you, *not* that I wouldn't fuck up massively along the way and make you sad, lol.
you were special to me, always were and still are; your dedicated line to me is forever and always open; same as the old one. I miss you and hope to hear from you again soon, even though i have a feeling you hate me now.

Go the heck to seep

How many plates are you spinning? If there's someone else please just tell me.

>>85274707
Wtf she's married

>>85275486
"Someone else"... People who love someone so much they think they will never really love again don't have someone else.

>>85275565
She isn't married retard

>>85275402
For no other reason but to take pot shots on yourself instead of perfectly capable handjob?

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>>85275274
The theme of that evening was peg. You know I was just joking, right? Please tell me you're not one of the gullible ones who mix up my jokes with my truths. I need someone to get my jokes. Just one! I like how you pronounced my name with the little pause inbetween. Cute.
Is the other one still mad? She used to write angry emails to people I was in some ways interested in. Strange to do that to a "worm" - her words - tho.

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>>85270025
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aB-Pl9tJjaE&list=RDaB-Pl9tJjaE&start_radio=1

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To the one who called me "worm' for trying: fuck you.

>>85275565
Oh shit.
>>85275908
OH SHIT!

>>85275908
I thought she was.

>>85276267
How do you know she exists?

Its only a bit over a 2 hour flight up and you could be falling asleep in my arms

>>85275908
She's in a dedicated relationship

>>85277405
If only you knew the things she has sent me, definitely not dedicated to you.

>>85277444
Welp that's bad.

>>85275305
i wish this was for me. all ive ever wanted was someone to care

Well my bit ended really quickly. Seems like everyone has a problem with my existence these days.

>>85277444
Oh no not to me, I am but an observer to all of this. They're both in it btw. Watch out.

i want to stop existing . numb i dont feel good. i tried to be more of my past self again but its time to let go now

>>85277485
Definitely not dedicated to him then

>>85277517
I'll believe you once I hear directly from you AND see the actions that go with your words.

>>85277558
actions to follow me giving up on trying and existing? what would i even say to anyone in relation to this. probably not your person

>>85277517
everything gets better with time, anon. hang in there.

SD and JNS

Im going to get those years of my life back. I dont know how, but I will. Sit and laugh all you want.

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>>85277517
Keep holding on anon.

>>85277848
its ok. shouldnt have posted

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>>85277892
j?
origaminal

fuck you. you dont get it at all. youre mean hearted and take your anger out on me all the time and i dont know why i put up with it so happily. i love you too but think, think for once in your life

>>85277910
im not a j, sorry.

>>85271707
>It's been many years but occasionally when I'm doomscrolling this shit board my mind will remind me of you unbidden. This is a very unpleasant sensation. Wishing you all the worst.
kek, this made me smile. this anon is alright.

>>85277604
What are your initials and I'll say I'd you are

>>85277807
Dixon? More like dix-off

>>85277912
Why? So you can say it's not you when it is?

Fine, it was and I meant it

>>85278065
Ms. Choxondik? More like Ms. Makesmesick

A

We are not friends, and I don't want to talk with you. My mind is nothing but a blob now thanks to you, and I hope that not so good things happen. I'm really trying to control myself right now because if I don't the gay demon lords are going to silence me again. I think I know how to go about things. All it takes is a lil bit of effort

>>85278061
my initial is m. and i dont think anyone is looking to hear from me or see me post. was just venting when i posted idk.

>>85278114
>my initial is m.
imagine if this was Mike kek

>>85278157
lol no not mike. im a girl and again nobody is going to be looking for a letter from me or writing one for me. just lack outlets for my feelings n end up here sometimes.

>>85278176
are you maria or molly

>>85278106
>I'm really trying to control myself right now because if I don't the gay demon lords are going to silence me again
>the gay demon lords are going to silence me again
>again
wat

>>85278208
maria isnt real. who is molly

>>85278233
a certified cutiepie

>>85278415
...rlly.... o my...dang

>>85278233
Okay maria. Message mike when you feel better. Guy love the shit out of you and puts up with a lot here to keep his promise to you

>>85278415
Molly is a nightmare

>>85278465
how am i a nightmare :/

>>85278465
a girl tripfags w the name molly in this thread ive seen a few times, the other one doesnt trip so there are 2 mollys.

>>85278469
you know exactly why, molly
you slut

>>85277466
Not really. During our call she enjoyed it even more than I did and now I'm in trouble because I told you. Which is dumb.

>>85278487
im not a slut r u trying to be silly or something? im confused but.. dont feel the need to reply to me again..

>>85278469
You know why.

>>85278480
The latina molly is the nightmare, the petite redhead one is fine.

>>85278509
im not latina or a redhead so i dunno

>>85278509
wait. so the posts i always see abt the redhead has been abt me?? but not red..pls elaborate

>>85278444
nice digits. now accept my friend request

I'm so burnt out I don't feel like throwing shade at anyone. Maybe tomorrow things will be different.

>>85278516
I don't know what molly you are then

>>85278526
I just know I met a molly here who is peritite and had red curly hair.

>>85278233
The m's
Matt- Charlotte cheated on
Mike- hung chad
Molly -petite red head
Molly -heavier set latina
Maria -mikes ex,wrote to him a couple times on gioyc and here saying "I should of chose you,I love you still, etc."

That's all I know

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David, my dear living diary,

You played with my heart knowing full well of how hard i worked to make it function again, when you allowed it to shatter by dropping it i felt like dying and in some ways i did, i haven't felt much of anything in some time, i cannot even recall why i said those yearnfull words to you, yet i am sure of the damage as my chest still hurts and i still occasionally cry far more than i ever did and for reasons i cannot grasp, i know there is no fixing any of this, i know it will never be, but in my dreams you hold me and you never let me go. One day i hope my heart learns to beat by itself again, i'm not sure if it ever will, i hope it is worth it, and i hope that when i die i get to glimpse what could have been, how happy you would have made me, how happy i would have made you, until then my pain and this void is all i have left to remember you by, and out of everything that i regret, saying i loved you is not something regret, i only regret not being enough to deserve it back.

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m named people are cursed

>>85278233
M[redacted]a....

>>85278591
Dang it man I could have been reply 100 if I would have saw this but you beat me to it oh well

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>>85278595
>m named people are cursed
h named people are big gays >:[

>>85278628
nuuu im just joking are you m named my one true love

>>85278605
Sure it is. Sure

my love u break me with ur silence

>>85278605
Mike used to write redacted to maria, but prob a coincidence

>>85278680
Fine, open your mouth and I'll fart

>>85278693
not you!!!! go away

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>>85278037
Thanks brudda. You a real one for loaning me that feel.

>>85278695
Ok fine, as you wish. Now you are not going to hear from me at all.

>>85278715
wait dont go :c who are u

>>85278595
Ah right yeah it wasn't because I fucked up really badly and was a cold retard. It's just the name.

Nope. Im talking to everyone but you now.

>>85278936
Well at least you understand it's YOUR fault I cheated on you and am not attracted to you.

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>>85278711
no prob brother!

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>>85278650
huehuehue how tf did u know it was me? :3

>>85278469
lies. I know why I'm a nightmare. you sly cat.

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>>85278992
because I recognise my one true wuv

>>85278945
Oh nuuu you wound me I hope u are not who I think

Fuck me, I'm getting drunk. Ellie I heard something happened. I need to know what happened. It doesn't even make sense what some 15 years later? I wanted to get to know you better. Not like this though. Please tell me my ex is a cunt and you're still alive.
I'm finding out tonight. One way or another. Not that I'd even talk to you if you were still alive since you're living your own life but whatever.

Tell me a bedtime story, Letter thread

It feels weird to be recognized by someone and know you're being recognized because you also recognize them back. Maybe not exactly weird but different. It's also weird to spot someone anonymous and just know it's your person. Your favorite anonymous poster that you've been waiting for to make an appearance. No one else knows it's them but you do.

You know it's them but can you say you really know them if you only know their words? I like your words. I like your humor. I love your charm. I'd like to know more about you. Like your touch. Maybe your smell. Even your taste

>>85279433
Tone down on your bouncing on mikes dick

>>85279433
It's easy to recognize someone if you have enough of their writing samples, but sometimes some people have very similar writing styles, so it's always a safe bet to assume it's simply confirmation biase. Can't allowed ourselves to degrade into something resembling our resident spammer.

>>85278936
>>85278954
>>85278992
>>85279018
all of these feel larp or targeted. not feeding into it if so, you are all weird

>>85279433
and this one, but mostly just surprised you ended up scrolling.

>>85279714
Holy shit Mike calm down not everything is about you

>please reply to me because I don't know who you are talking about
Fuck off. Kys.

>>85279723
never has been about me and dont want anything to be about me. shouldnt have added anyone recently who might influence me thinking this way.also stfu faggot its the fucking letter thread u only come here to bait schizos or be schizo im doing my part

That was a shit bedtime story

>>85279497
>>85279719
I'm starting to hate you. I am a man. Writing about a foid. I'm getting really sick of you jumping into my letters trying to make them about you or saying some retard shit like "you're writing from my perspective." Fucking McKill yourself.

>>85279698
If it were easy everyone would be doing it. I'm not here to explain everything I meant. Can I post my thoughts and feelings about fellow board members for them to possibly read? Is that OK?

I hate you fucking schizos and autists.

>It's a free internet I can reply to anything
McFucking McKill yourself. Find someone who wants to waste their time replying to you because I don't. I didn't ask for your comments.

>>85279779
Oh, you're the guy that threw a hissy fit few weeks back, because you refuse to put initials, and schizos were nibbling at the post.

>>85279779
i never said anything like that before i think other people have responded to u and ur just assuming theyre all me, anyways my bad ill stop.

>>85279779
You are assuming who I am and what am I supposed to expect when you copy mikes words and then talk about admiring said words. .

Maybe get off his dick?

>>85279698
Mikes is unique

That other loser just copies what mike says and acts like it's his own.

>>85279811
>>85279824
Kill yourself bro

>>85279723
That was not mike saying that. Pretty sure it was the retard whining at who he thought was mike, unless you are that retard , then it's a second retard.

>>85279732
You are not mike. Don't larp idiot

>>85279728
Someone is cranky

>please post your initials and names so I can use those initials too!
>please let me know who you are so I can keep track of you even though your letters are absolutely NONE of my business
>let me muddy up the reply chains so someone else can start identifying who they are so I can keep tabs on them

KYS

>>85279843
nigga where do i say im mike nigga u dumb nigga

>>85279835
You must be the loser who copies mike. Good to know. Thanks.

>>85279856
And here comes the hissy fit. Another resident of this wonderful thread.

>>85279855
Yeah a little. Mostly venting now over some other shit. But guess what can't even do that here without a dozen niggers jumping into my letters and trying to figure out who is who and making unasked for comments.

>R9K IS NOT FREE THIS IS A RICKOCRACY NOW

>>85279872
>hissy fit
>POST YOUR NAME AND INITIALS NOW I NEEEEED TO KNOOOOW WHO U R

>>85279723
I'm saying that mike didn't write >>85279714

>>85279785
Say the retard commenting on things other people never asked him to comment on

>>85279785
You seem to want to waste your time replying because you did do just that

>>85279885
nigga neither of those even where to you nigga u dumm nigga u wanna be me nigga

>>85279797
>Hissy fit
Yeah I was getting the same feeling from that poster

>>85279804
Don't feel bad. That poster is just making negative assumptions that fit who he wants to he angry at because of his own issues.

But anon you are replying to me. I didn't reply to you.
Go find someone else to argue with. Tbqh I don't want to waste time replying or engaging with you. I wrote my letter that was clearly not for you but I guess you want my attention for some reason. Sorry you aren't my person so I have none to give for you. sorry not sorry.

>>85279856
So you are paranoid and hissy fit and cranky

>>85279884
No one asked for you to comment on their comments. So what you say is just as unasked for.

>>85279884
You are hissy fit. You don't need to know who I am. Especially when you are sooooo upset about being tracked

Also I didn't ask for your comment

>>85279890
>>85279895
Both of these are true of hissy fit. He is a contradictory whiny mc whiner hence is slogan mc whatever whatever

welp, looks about time to remove thread from thread watcher again.

>>85279967
mcThread remover

>>85279779
You should try not writing from mikes perspective using the same wording as him, as well as same words that are representative unique to him then you wouldn't have others writing to you thinking you are mike or writing to mike. Either or.

>>85279972
He's just going to writing in gioyc again copying mike and then he angry when others respond because they think they are talking to mike.

This is the highlight of these retard's day.

>>85279836
I'm not that anon but I've experienced the same thing. A single schizo, a thousand episodes.

I like how some words and expression get parroted by certain posters. Bet our resident psych patient is going to use it to insult people who get annoyed with his spamming rants.

Moon you are ugly and I never want to see you again.

>>85280092
nigga u not mike nigga proove it nigga

>>85280095
You are right. That wasn't me. Signed this trip to prove it.

Thanks for catching the asshat trying to larp as me to cause harm to her and i

>>85280143
i think i know who it was and they should find something better to do. no problem mikey

>>85280147
I appreciate you. Keep on keepin on Thanks!

>>85280024
Yep. Parrots me and then gets upset when others respond to them thinking they are me.

As far as spam, you must mean C's threads he makes.

This is my third post today.

Funny you complain about my spam when you faggots have been at this for years throwing tantrums about me. Fucking degenerates

still got nothing but love for the art

>>85280401
No one likes you bro, that's the point and the reason you copy all my letters

Oh and the reason you catfished me acting like you were maria like a creep to get more of my perspective and words

You obfuscate because you know what you're doing is fucking illegal. Eat shit and die.

>>85280729
I don't know what you are ranting about. I do know you larped as me toward maria to drive us away from each other and then made up lies about me to her to harm us.

I think you need to eat shit and die. Hopefully she figured out your bullshit by now. I'm not falling for you cat fishing again to bail you out of hot water.

Rot

>>85280784
Riiight of course you don't. Play stupid all you want you fucking faggot. One day you're going to get what you fucking deserve

2 songs that make me think about you.

Bob Marley - Is this love

"I wanna love ya, love and treat you right
Everyday and every night
Roof right over our heads
Of my single bed"

Adele - Someone like you

"I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light
I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face
And that you'd be reminded that for me, it isn't over
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
"Don't forget me, " I beg
I remember you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead"
"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead""

Did that website give me the wrong lyrics for Bob Marley? Lazy, stupid me. Ffs.

>>85280794
I honestly don't. What I do know is that thank God she figured out what a piece of shit you are and that you cant rely on catfishing me to get my perspective and words to use on her like you have in the past. And now that I'm not being deceived by you, neither can she.

I dunno if you're real or a machine so I gotta figure out my life first

>One day you're going to get what you fucking deserve

Good to know maria is coming home to me. Exactly where she would be right now if you had not larped as me and tricked her with your lies.

Is this hell? This must be hell. I'm punished by your absence for not valuing you enough. You're punished by mine for not recognizing love. What's wrong with me?

>>85280852
Nah I'm not a piece of shit. It's really rich coming from someone who's actively trying to get people to kill themselves like youre doing all day. If im a piece of shit you're a whole septic tank. The only one trying to sabotage people is you and you I direct way of communicating is fuckimg obvious. I hope the feds get you some day scumbag

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Sorry Mikey boy, I tried to warn you about blatant catfishing. AND you should've learned by now, Did wonder why you were gone for so long though. Never give up I guess???

>>85280907
I don't know what you are talking about. I came in the thread and saw you larping as me. I think you are just lying more about me hoping maria falls for your lies again.

I haven't resorted to sabotaging like you do Colton. You are the one who lies and larps as me to harm her and I
Such as
>>85280092
Oh and all the other times you've done it.

Thank God she's figured out your bullshit. Im sure she figured it out several times earlier as well but I always bailed you out when you catfished me. At least she sees you for who you are now and is done with your shit.

>>85280988
I don't recall you ever doing that. I had to figure it out myself. Same as how I didn't know Colton was larping as me and that is what drove maria away from me after she said she still loved me, had written me a handwritten letter and was sending a package. Took me years to figure out Colton did that and I've been trying to communicate with her ever since but have had to deal with Colton lying in her ear and projecting his bullshit on me

>>85281006
Yes we get it dude you're trying to say you sabotage my relationship with this girl I was talking to. Pat yourself on the back faggot holy shit, its like you get off on being the slimiest piece of shit imaginable.

You're the one that copies things I say, and use coded language to make fun of me you fucking retard. You're literally telling me everything you're doing with this stupid narrative abut maria, and colton. Its not as clever as you think its

>>85281018
Not what I said at all. What I said is that you lied to maria and larped as me to harm her toward me.

What you just stated is more of you projecting your lies on me.

YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HAS COPIED FROM MY LETTERS AND CATFISHED ME TO USE ON HER

>>85281018
Make sense you are narc projecting your fucking narc piece of shit behavior on me.

Thank God she figured out what a narc piece of shit you are. I don't even have to fight you or make up lies. As long as I don't allow you to catfish me, she has never been attracted to you, only what you've taken from my letters and discord and repeated to her from me.

The longer you r gone without being able to straight up copy me has led her to realize how much she is NOT attracted to you. Thank God for that.

>>85281028
Its really smart of you to play stupid, because you know your ass can be thrown in jail if you don't keep up this retarded act. I'm done talking with you. Fucking waste of oxygen

>>85281039
Again, I don't know what the fuck you are talking about and I can see why you are trying to make up shit about me and project your garbage behavior on me because it's worked out for you in the past to do so when she fell for your lies and you tricked her by larping as me.

Just like how >>85280092
Would have harmed us if you had gotten away with it b

>>85281039
The only reason you are "done talking" is you know you are digging yourself into a hole because she is not falling for your shit anymore and you can project your lies and larp bullshit on me because she sees through your bullshit now and recognizes the mistake she made being tricked by your larps as me and lies about me

>>85281056
My shit? Fucking comical idiot. You're a fucking joke. Do us a favor and push yourself off a bridge

>>85280900
It's felt like hell the last couple years seeing you fall for Colton's larps and lies. Thank God you've figured Colton's bullshit out.

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>>85281013
That's mostly because you don't *read.* You look for keywords inherently poetic to most things assume they're directed to you. So when somebody actually wants to impersonate her it's easy.
Honestly good luck could never truly hate anyone.

>>85281070
Yeah like you clear narc attempt at turn around with the misquote of what I'm saying here>>85281018
>Yes we get it dude you're trying to say

And even you straight up larping as me here>>85280092

The point is you are caught now by her and she isn't falling for your lies and larps any longer

>>85281099
When someone called you a narcissist for the first time it must have really stung because how true it is for you. But to me? It means nothing

>>85281076
Oh I read. In Colton's catfishes he straight up said he was maria then would talk to me and repeat things she told him she was upset with him about and then I comforted her and told her my perspective and words and he then repeated that at her.

>>85281103
are you who posted the original post saying moon is ugly? if u have the balls n energy to argue for so long u should just say who tht post was truly for. you sound like a pussy

>>85281103
I'm not a narcissist and it's clear you are one with how you project your trash behavior on me and try to say I'm one.

No wonder you need my letters and catfish my discord to use on her.

Naturally you are disgusting and she figures that out time and time again when your mask drops and you don't use my words from my letters and are not able to get bailed out by cat fishing me.

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>>85281110
Man after the 6th time of "i totally know what I'm doing" you're getting the hamster cage tiemout

>>85281113
Oh I'm such a pussy for wanting to keep my life private, and not air it out to a bunch of dickheads that like prying into my private life? Good one you stupid fuck.
>>85281134
tsk I'd spit on you if I could bitch.

>>85281113
Yeah that was colton larping as me to tell her she's ugly

Fucking disgusting pos behavior right? Fuckin trash narc

So thankful she sees through his shit now and believes me what he did to us

>>85281139
Yeah, I shouldn't of kept falling for him cat fishing me. I miss her a fuck ton because I actually love her and stayed for her for 5 years dealing with Colton's bullshit because of my love for her and I promised I would wait for her.

>>85281146
Yeah you are a fucking pussy you larping cunt who needs to lie to her about me to decieve her and then takes things I've written her and use them on her saying they are from you and then cat fishing me for more of my words when she figures out you are a fucking larp lying narc

Maria and my life was perfect and we truly loved each other before you larped and lied to her to drive us apart. We lost so much time together because of you. I have no idea the extent of what you took from us.

I know we lost our beach trip, most likely her first kiss, who knows what else, I'll find that out soon enough from her.

Fucking pos narc cunt

>>85281179
Yea you are right, you are a fucking pussy. Thanks for admitting it. Anyway I don't care about your dumbass perspective, or what you think of me. You can take credit all you want and glee like the freak you are all you want, I know whats up.

>>85281198
r u being mean to mike because u dont often scroll here? newbies tend to be the ones to get the most angry and worked up with him. what made you visit the thread? hm?

>>85281198
>Yea you are right, you are a fucking pussy
Oh look more of the narc misquoting

>dumbass perspective, or what you think of me
The truth if you larping as me to deceive her and lying to her about who I am, projecting your barc behaviors on me

>take credit all you want
The credit I take is for who I naturally am with her and what I've written to her

>glee like the freak you are
Yeah, I will be quite happy with her in my arms knowing she figured out what you did to us and her love for me is restored to before you took it from us with your lies

>I know whats up
Yeah your lies and attempts to larp as me like
>>85280092

And what's great is she knows that too. That's the real blessing. She knows your larps and lies you did to harm us. Thank God for that

>>85281225
No, that's Colton and he's upset maria figured out he larped as me and lyed to her about me to harm her love for me.

>>85281259
r u suuuure its colton though? i think it could be someone else, but im schizo so ur prolly right ignore me

Sheee... Maria, babygirl, last night was FIRE! I liked it when you got on all fours and started begging me to cum on your whore face after I fucked your fat ass and cunt. You're bit loose but you ride me like crazy. Maybe I'll cum into your womb next time as you were asking me to. Gonna keep you as my fuckslave hell yeah. You're only mine, Maria!

>>85281225
You have no idea what you're talking about. I know for a fact that Mike is not a real person, its just a larp for indirect comms. That's what he letter thread has been, and for those who are doing illegal shit use it to communicate with their targets by obfuscating their language. You'd know this but you're not being targeted. I also know that I'm not the only one that has experienced this because I've spoken with them already.

Now shut the fuck up newfag

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>>85281286
not newfag, its time for your meds baby do you need me to grab your water?

>>85281267
Yes I'm sure it's you Colton

>>85281281
Good job making maria regret you even more.

>>85281286
Misdirection but she's not falling for it and instead her knowing how you lie about me and she verifies her distrust if you.

Things these stalkers have done in plain sight for a long time now

Create false narratives
Create hate campaigns
Use coded language to communicate
Use lovebombing to humiliate targets
Hack targets devices
Attempt to sabotage targets
Attempt to blackmail targets
Impersonate law enforcement
Make death threats
Attempt to have targets incarcerated
Attempt to gaslight targets
Attempt to make targets kill themselves

And they do this on the daily basis because its all sick game to them Theyve been doing this for years and years and theyre still getting away with it Often times you can just read them if you have enough context that they glee like a bunch of psychos to themselves about ruining these peoples lives

>>85281396
thery also have

turned me on
soaked my pink panties
impregnated me

>>85281396
True if colton
>Create false narratives
>Create hate campaigns
>Use coded language to communicate
>Use lovebombing to humiliate targets
Hack targets devices (idk, she would need to check her device if he did)
>Attempt to sabotage targets
Attempt to blackmail targets (she would know if he has)
Impersonate law enforcement (on her side, shed have to find out if he did)
>Make death threats
Attempt to have targets incarcerated (she would know if he has tried)
>Attempt to gaslight targets
>Attempt to make targets kill themselves

>And they do this on the daily basis because its all sick game to them
Not a game to him , he did it to trick her to losr her love of me based on his larps and lies and to decieve her for himself

>Theyve been doing this for years and years and theyre still getting away with it
Doesn't seem like it's still. Looks like she figured out his bullshit and that's why he blew up at me over night.

>Often times you can just read them if you have enough context that they glee like a bunch of psychos to themselves about ruining these peoples lives
Yup, it took me a couple years time to figure out what he did to us unfortunately and because of his proximity to lye to her and stop her from hearing me tell her the truth he was able to keep it up even longer, furthered by when ever she saw him drop his mask he cat fished me and used my words to work it out with her.

>>85281448
Doubt it. Most likely Colton trying to make me react.

I won't. Instead I will have faith in her just as I have for 5 fuckin years

>>85281466
no no mikey dat was me dw colton can go die

She's only teasing, never says what she means, she's a mystery girl
Always confusing, often amusing, a mystery girl
Heir to the throne, she's applauding of noone, a mystery girl
She's got a stigma, she's an enigma, she's a mystery even to her

error yu cannut delete posts this often. now i die

>>85279062
What difference does it make? I'm an open book. I'll talk about anything in private.

>>85281783
okiiii ig do yu have tag to add?

I must not be who you think I am.

What's so wrong, Succubus? You know I'm the only man for you. For sure you are just testing me. Or am I going insane? I don't deserve you if I fail now. I will not know if I am making the right decision. The same way as back then. Forgive me for it. I can only see in hindsight. How could I see that nothing was in our way? How could I see that you're the only one? But even blind... I chose not to abandon you. Why didn't you believe me when I said that I will never leave? How was all that time? You tried to love again but it was empty. Right? Did you think you will always fail and you will never have a single person care about you and live you? Did you think I already forgotten you and pursued another? Must be a bitter feeling. You thought "he's done all that to me, now I'm ruined" and "he's somewhere else telling a girl he loves her". You had to give me a deeper wound. Do you know what I thought? Can you imagine? I lost the only person I ever told that I love her sincerely, not as a joke. But you forgot that I ever did. You must have forgotten everything. Should I or should I not? Does she love me or does she not? Does she hate me when she said she never will? I don't hate her for anything, I still can't. Did she want to stay? I always wanted to stay. Is she still mine? I'm still hers.

>>85281783
No, I'll ask you here. How about this Colton? What did you mean with this larp.

>Now you are telling me to let go of Maria. Even though you're the ones constantly insulting her, calling her a degenerate, a whore, a cheater, a homewrecker, and all these other horrible things you want me to let go of her? When I asked her "Please post something to let me know what you think." She posted a song that said "Love is in the air." You people send me messages that said "You two are the worst people alive." When I said "doesn't she just look like the most innocent girl alive? (even though I know she isn't, that doesn't mean she's a bad person though.) you had my niece say "you couldn't be more wrong about someone."

>Then you constantly harass me about it. Trying to make me jealous, saying "We all had our turn with her." or "I have so many pictures of her covered in sticky stuff." or "I don't know why your beloved chose me." or "I called her kitty too." and a bunch of other shit that just doesn't mean anything to me. She is a full grown woman, she will have had previous partners. I have had previous partners that are probably trying their best to make her jealous as well. I said "I don't want it to be a one night thing." and now you guys are constantly telling me "It's only for one night. She is my wife, be good to her." and a bunch of other shit that I just don't believe.

https://archive.4plebs.org/adv/thread/32999732/#33001935

>>85281934
Here Colton being really creepy again with the baby girl, little girl, stalkery religious talk

>>85281977
Colton, you were the one saying
>constantly insulting her, calling her a degenerate, a whore, a cheater, a homewrecker, and all these other horrible things
>We all had our turn with her." or "I have so many pictures of her covered in sticky stuff."

Do you see how being this manipulative and narc larping these things means you felt them and wrote them.

Who would be proud to call you a husband with this kind of ick whenever your mask drops?

It just sucks living life having my best intentions turned against me and my notions of openness and kindness denied.

But yes, like that other person said, you want me to kill myself, or there's some asshole giving you money to continue the charade.

What's the worst I've really done to you that you don't do to yourself on a daily basis? That others don't do? My negligible "crimes" if you could even call them that are nothing in comparison.

Especially if you know the reasons behind why things are only becoming incrementally more difficult for me.

Just remember that I was only ever good to pretty much all of you until you turned me away.

still dont think colton is real person someone post proof wheres his face

Life has been fucking me over. When is it going to be my turn to fuck life back?

I don't care about that bullshit. You shouldn't have to screw people over in the way you do to have a decent life. Go fuck yourself. You make the world a worse place.

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>>85282062
>notions of openness and kindness

This larp you did as mike is not a notion of openness and kindness. It's a manipulative lie made to harm love of mike.


>the worst I've really done to you that you don't do to yourself on a daily basis?
That others don't do?

Tu quoque fallacy, or an "appeal to hypocrisy." You can not.defend your own harm you've caused with your lies by pointing out that another thing claim happened is worse.
You are still guilty and to blame for everything. This all happened because of your larp as mike and lies to harm love of him.

>My negligible "crimes" if you could even call them that are nothing in comparison.

They are not negligible, they are so substantial that they have cause years of harm and loss of true love, all that matters.

>>85282249
Exactly. What Colton did is pathetic and dispicable. Conniving and weasily ARE accurate to the person Colton really is.

>>85282277
Thanks for putting that all out there. Appreciate it. The same thing happened to me, wow. Crazy.

>>85282292
Yeah, wow, so true. What an asshole.
Love Mike, hate Colton but it's the same guy, yeah. Colton stole Maria from Mikeself.

Except you're incapable of speaking a single word of truth. Almost, dare I say, contractually bound to it.

>>85282301
Colton can't even catfish mike to copy cat mikes perspective and words that true love is felt through.

All that's left is Colton, who is the most pathetic dispicable manipulative waste of life i've ever known. He always complained how others did not like him and how it's their fault, but really he is just a narc projecting who he is on others because he recognizes that no one would ever want to be with him once they knew who he really is and if he can project his true self on others they will be seen as so revolting and he can take mikes words to trick her into being drawn in because love with mike is true love. That's why things always go to shit with Colton, he's not naturally compatible and has never belonged anywhere near us.

>>85282313
Colton, this only confirms what a narc you are and how you lie to manipulate maria by projecting on others.

>>85282380
So you do this because you have no life? Do you even get paid? What's the point?

>>85282387
I don't know who Maria is but Colton must treat her well enough for her to want to stay, maybe you could take a page out of his book for the next woman you date

>>85282336
Life with you is filled on a foundation of lies. Anything about you that is loved is only repeated from mike, who is true love.

Colton, Finally seeing who you are, there is no marriage with you. I can't see anyone ever deciding you are worth anything, and definitely not someone I'd respect in any capacity or be proud to be with.

Only feel ashamed and regret.

>>85281783
Because you said you wouldn't comment on my posts anymore

>>85282393
The point of knowing who you actually are and seeing you for you is removing you from our life because all you are is a lie, a mistake, a regret. Someone to be severely ashamed to have ever have spent any time with

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>>85282313
thanks for the giggle

>>85282397
No, only stayed because deceived by Colton's lies and how colton larped to drive a wedge and manipulate away from the love of my life.

The path home
>1. recognizing Colton is a lying manipulative narc biggest mistake ever made.

>2. only feeling regret and shame toward Colton

>3. separation from Colton, cold communication

>4. Block Colton on everything and add mike

>5. Finally go home to the love of my life and for the first time in years feel true love and happiness naturally with mike.

>6.live everything I've ever wanted, needed with mike, fuck each other's brains out, care for each other, dream good dreams, I can't wait.

>>85282432
It's not really funny.
>>85282402
>>85282427
Ok.

To the lot of you,
So you never really liked me and you just wanted me to die the whole time?
That kind of sucks. It's going to be tough to accept that. I think I've been through similar things though.
Ouch, owie, that kind of hurts. I think I'm a bit broken because something really hurts inside.

I really challenge you to find the worst thing I've done. There are people you know who do worse things every day.
It's obvious you don't need a reason to hate me. Let alone a logical one.

Acting exactly like the people who hurt me?

No. Actual crime. Hurting someone's feelings isn't a crime. Running a whole counter-operation on someone brimming with only lies and slander is.
If I'd committed an actual crime, you'd have gone to the police, wouldn't you have?

Killing cats and dogs in China would be the worst thing I have done.

oops, my imagination goes to funny places. I didn't mean to open those can of worms.

>>85282623
Wasting good meat is the only crine here.

>>85282655
When in Rome? Is it really that simple?

>>85282546
>I know that saying I hate mike is only me avoiding accountability for making the mistake by believing Colton lies and manipulating perception of the love of my life mike because recognizing what Colton did to us makes me feel so much shame, guilt, and regret I want to tear my skin off.

>But accepting that I made a mistake and choosing mike first over all else, removing all of Colton larps and lies, I know my love for mike never changed and

>>85282673
You on your blood pressure medication again? Get a note from your doctor. When in Rome, they said. You're lookin' at em, pal.

>>85282576
Already found enough of what you did
>>85282277
>>85281977
Colton, you are literally 5 years of conniving weasily manipulative lies and larps

>>85282586
Offloading accountability. You could never take accountability for the harm you caused Colton.

>>85282687
>Already found enough of what you did
Such as?

>>85282612

>Yes you did a crime harming true love by larping as mike and saying all the lies to cause the loss of 5 years with mike, the love of my life.

>>85282715
Here is just a few
Larping as mike (pic attached) to harm our love
>>85282277
Larping as mike even more to harm our love
>>85280092

>>85281463
All the shit you did here, Colton


Colton ,This creepy larp is just one of many to you did to manipulate, lie, and harm
>>85281977

I'm not going to list 5 years of your lies, but this is though to see no one would ever want to marry you because you are not someone I would ever respect or be proud of being with. Colton is only shame and regret

>>85282753
That's wild. Good luck

>>85282679
You know I'm not privy to this entire mike/colton/maria thing.
>>85282684
I don't know what this means.
>>85282697
im sorry for the mistakes i have made

>>85282808
You are not sorry because you caused harm with your larps and lies for 5 years. That is deliberate.i even read all the things you've written in this thread and on gioyc.

You are not sorry Colton.
Liar.

>>85282808
Like the other person said, it's all a larp. Be privy to that.
Vito's blood pressure medication

>>85282826
okay buddy
>>85282828
okay

Moon doesn't have a light of it's own. It only steals the shine of the stars and reflects it. Your light isn't real.

>>85282828
Colton larp to ruin Maria's life and take her from the love of her life mike

That is unforgivable and Colton is the most dispicable weasily conniving person that the only feeling felt with him is regret and shame that every second with him was a mistake.

Given the circumstances , All I can do is say the truth through the perspective of lens to see all Colton did to harm us.

Look, more Colton larping to harm maria and mike.

Colton is pathetic and I have no respect for him.

>>85282855
The moon reflects the light of the sun retard.

Yes, I have already raped 3 million individual prepubescent children. I will continue to rape millions more if you don't kill me now. I'm an active danger to the children around me. I take creep shots and learn all their names. I go on discord and groom children. It's actually impulsive and I have no way of controlling it because it's my state of being. That's why I have terabytes of CSAM hidden under my floorboards.

/s

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Ice, Ton? No, I don't

>>85282913
Terabytes is rookie shit. You disgrace Mike. You disgrace the letter threads. I don't ever wanna see your ugly mug around here again. Now get lost.

Just got done raping my fifth billion impoverished African child and I come home to petabytes of German immigrant porn seized

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The reality is: i just got addicted to loli porn when i was trying to download furry femboy porn around the same time i feel in love with a heavily sexualized 15 year old teen model. This all happened when I was a preteen shooting blanks. I don't really care what you think about any of this because not a single person tried to talk to me about it or help me and I've been getting abused since.

I'm christ if it angers you, we both are if it doesn't

that's pretty weird mike

Yeah, I really wish I didn't download that porn folder from pirate bay and open all that weird guro. Maybe then my parents wouldn't have got divorced? Whatever.

I definitely should have got help. Now I'm cured though.

Literally every knowyourmeme page led to /b/ back in the day as well. So fuck you. I was mind raped before you even entered the picture.

I remember being around 6 humping the sofa as well. Also, I was in year 5 rubbing a pencil along my leg under my pants in class.

I think there was indeed something wrong with me.

I used to hump things all the time.

time to die alone now

why did nobody talk to me about it??

Not a single person has ever mentioned it to me except a few months ago 1 guy did. too late, I've already given up. And you wonder why I thought it was acceptable?

literally never even viewed csam once.

Yeah I used to jerk off to children from when I was ages 12-27. Probably should have never been given a PC. Now I'm unlovable.

Or hurt a child but yeah, I'm a creepy incel pedophile rapist lol. Because the government says so. You know, the guys who hate pedophiles.

i really do think it was just porn addiction + trauma because I have no irl interest in children but I totally understand if you think im a nonce now. I still don't think that means it's okay to rape me but the voices in my head say it's okay to rape me.

>you deserved it
>you deserved it
>you deserved it
>you deserved it
>you deserved it
okay im sorry i deserved it

Lock the non-offenders up. We only permit degenerate queer diddlers in this society.
>>85283126
Welcome to Israel. We hope you enjoy your stay.

>>85283140
muslims literally follow a pedo btw

>>85283149
And that is supposed to apply to me, how?
Follow up question: Who?

>>85283182
it was just a reminder... no need to get offended.

>>85283190
>>>85283182 (You) #
>it was just a reminder... no need to get offended.
Cares?

>>85283196
fine, you don't care. you're totally above it and emotionless. the weight of reality means nothing to you because you have full control. whatever dude. im so sorry i cant be as epic as you. im so sorry you know exactly all my fucking problems.

>>85283209
I certainly don't care about Alahus

>>85283216
do you know how it feels to be scared of being touched?

>>85283226
Why are you choosing to have this conversation here? Is a more pressing question.

>>85283244
are you implying i have someone to talk to about this? someone i trust?

>>85283266
I wouldn't imply anything so absurd and illogical considering the default state of people.