>tfwI got no joy in my life. Decided to eat meth again. Just basically been up gooning for 30 hours now. I feel so desperate to suck and get fucked by men, to get used as a cumtoy, but I feel ill and tired, I've hardly eaten and I've just laid in bed with my legs spread stroking my semi flaccid cock. I can barely get hard and if I do I lose it. But I'm so horny. I have some viagra but I'm afraid of heart issues. God this meth spins me the fuck out. It's so sexual. I'm absolutely craving cock, loads shot in my ass, all over me, I want to suck and stroke anyone who wants it. I want to just lay back on a mattress, spread my legs and get fucked over and over. All raw, every load shot deep inside me. Hardcore sloppy seconds for the next pervert who wants a fucktoy to use.God I'm going insane I need to sleep. This drug just spins me the fuck out. I took clonazepam and pregabalin but the meth outweighs it. What am I doing with myself? I need to focus on important things like making money, finding valuable relationships, finding meaning in my life. It's not found in some chemical that turns me depraved.
>>85270759I am 34, but I might not be the intended audience as I have a husband and kids
>>85270759>tweekerno sympathy for you monsters
I turned 41 recently. What's the youngest I should morally be able to date?
>>85270767This is a>What am I doing with myself? I need to focus on important things like making money, finding valuable relationships, finding meaning in my life.Edition
>>85270771This. Crackheads deserve the rope.
>>85270759I enjoy 30+ threads but you made the theme of this one you being a disgusting faggot so kill yourself
>>85270772Buddy of mine is 38 and tried dating some dumb 24 yr old. Didn't go well but you do you.
>>85270823God, imagine fucking one of these young morons and then be forced to listen to their idiotic thoughts afterwards to no offend their dumb emotions. Not worth it.
>>85270759You could've at least attached a hot anime girl to your post to sext with some horny straight gooners but instead you had to attach that repugnant creature
>>85270772Sixteen (sixteen)
Why are gays so into meth
>>85270953Nah, that's literally any gooner or sex addict, straight or gay
>>85270953>kills dick but makes hornyI don't know and I don't want to know
>32 >clean from heroin, fentanyl, meth, benzos >life significantly worse than when I was homeless living off of beggingI was addicted to opiates since I was 15 and my teeth didnt start rotting until I got on methadone. I genuinely had perfect teeth. Brushed, flossed, dentist every 6 months my whole life. Got on methadone and my teeth started crumbling. There's nothing more demoralizing than losing teeth.
>>85270823I don't get the appeal of spending time with someone without the brains to keep up with me. That's what I don't get at all about pedophiles. Imagine being forced to listen to kids aka. absolute morons. Total boner killer but I guess some people are real troopers.
>>85270967>my teeth didnt start rotting until I got on methadoneit was suboxone for me i have dentures at 34 better than being dead i suppose
>>85270967Damn anon, youve gone through shit
>>85270990Did you ever give gum-jobs?
>>85270938>>85270968You're not supposed to talk to them as if they were your peer, anon. Treating women as equals is an extremely recent phenomenon. They're more like pets or children. You love them, you take care of them, but you don't take their innate opinions seriously. If they actually love you, they will instinctively mirror yours anyway.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B5eggTxZ49g
>>85271029im bisexual but I'm not even going to lie I can't even look in the mirror without my teeth in. even when I lost my molars my face sank. i can't even describe how depressing it is. i can't afford 30-40k for a implants. even when i was able to get to the point of fixing just 1 tooth per time it was still 3k for just one root canal and crown. my bad for venting/ranting
>>85271048*inane>>85270772>morallyAnyone that has reached their adult height and wants to be with you.>legallyThe age of consent.Don't care about the haters. Age gaps will start being the norm again as wealth disparities increase.
>>85271066God damn, that sounds rough. It's surprising how visible missing tooth are even with a closed mouth. Fixing teeth is also expensive here but 40k is crazy expensive, holy shit. I'll be brushing my teeth with more vigor after hearing that, lel.How did you get into hard drugs?
>>85271048>You're not supposed to talk to them as if they were your peer, anon. Treating women as equals is an extremely recent phenomenon. They're more like pets or children. You love them, you take care of them, but you don't take their innate opinions seriously. If they actually love you, they will instinctively mirror yours anyway.No no. I was always told growing up:Sugar and Spice and everything nice, that's what little girls are made ofSlugs and Snails and puppy dogs tails, that's what little boys are made of.Why would they lie to me?
>>85271123>I'll be brushing my teeth with more vigor after hearing that, lel.Make sure you go to good dentists. I've had dentists mess up easy fillings that ended bad.>>85271123>How did you get into hard drugs?Most people start with oxy 5s, tramadol, gabapentin, tylonel 3s but my little sister would make me snort oxy 80s when I was 15. I'd puke my guts up and then sleep for hours and hours. Went from the 80s and then early 2010s the pill doctors came around. I live in philly and I had an asian doctor giving over 100s of somas, benzos and opiates. they got arrested and I went to heroin because it was cheap and then went to fentanyl and got clean in 2019. My sister overdosed and died, half of her friends died and most of my friends died around 2017.
>>85271174nta but why don't you go to mexico to get your teeth done, that's what americans do
>>85270968If you find any woman is "able to keep up with you" mentally than you are far less intelligent than you think you are.
>>85270775I like these versions better. I can't relate to well adjusted people talking about their wives and shit. It's so alien to me. Why are they even here?
Today I found some pics of me when I was 14 and it ruined my day. I hated myself back then but I looked so normal and full of potential, there was no reason to isolate myself beyond saving.
>>85271226From my experience they just lie and hide things when it suits their own purposes. This isn't some singular thing I've noticed with one girl. Just repeatedly. So why bother speaking with lying liars at all?
>>85270759Late 30s here. I injured my penis for the first time a few days ago. I think it's mostly healed now but it's weird going so long without masturbating.
You still have time at age 34, right?
>>85270759i just turned 30 today, so i can participate in these threads now i guessim probably gonna get fired from my job i dropped a cringy nuke on this guy at work and hes probably gonna report mei dont really need the job i dont even like workingbut i told my boss im taking thursday and friday off. my birthday party is sunday, i have a date friday in the city. ive eaten a super strength thc edible and im probably gonna be insanely high for that date 2 days later
>>85271174>My sister overdosed and died, half of her friends died and most of my friends died around 2017.This is one thing I don't get about addicts, you can see the darkness this shit puts into your lives but still continue. I see this shit with sloppy drunks aswell they get utterly blasted then once they sober up have to deal with everyone hating them.Thank god I'm not prone to addiction this shit is bizzare.
>>85270759Sorry about your circumstances OP. My life has recently somewhat taken a turn for the (arguably) better, in that I got a wagie job finally after a disastrous firing. The pay is worse and I have a longer commute time but this is somewhat my own fault, especially at my age, for not exercising more self-control and just toughing it out. Now I have to tough it out here, at least for a year, maybe even two, because I can't be seen as That Fuckup who keeps jumping jobs because he's terminally unemployable, even if that is really what I am.Outside of that, I've been ruminating a lot on relationships and the struggle of being in one, or not. I stopped bothering to try and date or find anyone when I turned 30 and looking back on my past relationships, it always felt like I was not only having to posture and fight off any other guys looking to try and peacock and start shit to impress her, but I was also fighting her at the same time. It really staggers the mind to know that there are some men out there who women chase and if they are in a relationship, they don't have to constantly worry about being stabbed in the back. This leaves with a feeling of great aggravation, more than anything. Life is hard already so why actively try and make it harder for someone you supposedly care about? It's all so tiresome.
>>85271123>I'll be brushing my teeth with more vigor after hearing that, lel.You should actually be brushing lighter, vigorous brushing strips your enamel.
>>85271477nta but a lot of junkies are just afraid of the withdrawals. they can be pretty brutal. i used to know a girl on heroin and she would get scared if she didn't know how she was going to get her next fix.alcohol withdrawal can be fatal. chemical dependencies suck. i think a lot of them are too ashamed to admit they have a problem and get help. it's easier to just get high and forget about it.
>>85271303I know that feeling, but I managed to improve my looks by taking care of myself and hair transplant to the point I have never looked better aside from maybe when I was 14, just need to lose some weight and I'll end up looking better than ever. It's never too late
>>85271372You have time if you work at it, which I recommend you do because time is running out
i am soon 40. i think its over and too late for me
Literally just turned 30 a few days ago, feels strange being able to post in these threads now, playing BG3 with some friends on Discord and all around just not giving a shit about anything else and don't feel much different than when I was 20. Feels fucking weird man.
>>85272591Depends, what's your situation? Plenty of people (maybe few r9k posters though) turn it around in their 40s.
>>85270759Damn nigga. Well I hit the weed and booze again. I should be reading a book, or moving to the country, except I'm way too much of a little bitch to do that.
>>85270967I was addicted to PCP analogues, almost died several times. At some point the nurses started asking me how I'm still alive hahaI'm fucking Deadpool
