the last time i was happy is drifting into a hazy memory i can no longer recall. it was probably a time when i still held a foolish belief there was something in me worth something. in the end, i could never get close to anybody.
Let go of all personal beliefs and give up on the idea of feeling better. Happiness is only found in the present moment, not in a memory, and expectation, or a concept. This is why successful normies who are "happy on paper" are actually quite miserable, and men with nothing to live for and nobody to impress feel wildly happy just because there is nothing in the way and so it is their natural state of being, many such cases.
"ooh i'm sooper dooper sad"
>>85271682perceptive>>85271676superficial spiritualism
>>85271695>superficial spiritualism
>>85271720I chooseMyMoon>"You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that.">"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you.">"Everything is perfect with you, dream good dreams, I can't wait."
>>85271720superficial sheldonposting
>>85271651When happiness blurs into memory, it feels hopeless. Believing in yourself? Your worth? Feels wrong. Getting close to someone? Impossible. The distance starts looking impossible.Yet real connection doesn't require a leap. Leaving even a small space open, on your own terms, can allow someone to meet you where you are.
