>>85274714
You're not prepared to deal with my level of mental illness.

>>85274714
OK. I wanna kms, but the after death prep is daunting. Should I start selling stuff? Buy a burial spot? Or just not care?

>>85274736
How was your day Anon ? Be honest with me,are you still thinking about all the different choices you could have made when you were younger ?

>>85274749
>Should I start selling stuff? Buy a burial spot? Or just not care?

You should follow the white rule - starts wearing white tshirts,white socks and white spots,white curtains and white sheets,white mode on phone,if possible white shower curtain,get rid of stuff you dont use by getting rid I mean destroy it dont sell,dont hide straight up destroy,turn off every device within your bed and sleep so your head isnt close to the plug.

>>85274755
>thinking about all the different choices you could have made when you were younger
Pretty much daily anon. My day was kinda shitty, was hungover or passed out for most of it.

Dr Sam? More like Dr Gay

>>85274782
>>85274749

then brought yourself a journal,white or grey if possible,skip first 5 pages and name 6 page a Negativity now you wrote list of every materialistic negative things that are affecting your spiritual/mental/physical life,after you do it I want you to either find alternative for example if you are sex obssesed alternative would be a writing,and if negativity is being Addicted to background noises alternative would be getting rid of airpods or headphones,if negativity is being obssesed with nostalgia alternativity would be a reporgramming your mind,you reprogram your mind be getting as minimalistic white room as possible,getting rid of your digital addiction be deleting yourself from internet,spiritually deleting your self from nostalgic past by destroying things that remain you a negative memories (old school classmates chats you hate,photos,life depressive trophies that you carry in your head)

>>85274782
Sounds like a lot of hassle and I don't see a point. You sound like a local LLM.

>>85274808
thing is you believe that in alternative so called reality you would be happy but in reality you would feel identiacl life situation tho those you are living right know,imagien that this earth,and this life of yours lets call it prime life is life in which you have to consider possibility that all choices you choose you choose for all life for all eternity (as you are living with mentality that these life is totally pointless because of x/y things that hasnt happened to you or should or should but different)

>>85274813
You felt a litlle boredom after finishing this line
>>85274826
because you get motivated for max 10 hours after witch you get back to your lifestyle in which you be just waiting for day x in which you life suddenly change for better instead of just changing your life to better

File: 1784837822399510.png (643 KB, 1022x731)

643 KB PNG

>>85274839
Way ahead of you, I'm already well aware I'd still be a miserable bastard regardless. Really it's just the fact I'm alive and stuck in this repulsive body I can't stand.

>>85274891
>Really it's just the fact I'm alive and stuck in this repulsive body I can't stand.

lower body past fat cant be cut by quitting baked goods,post photo of your faces (i mean if you really feel that your life is pointless this should worry you anyway)

>>85274924
Not looking to get foldered sorry. Im not fat and objectively I probably look alright compared to most guys, I'm just a repper.

>>85274949
>probably

quit eating baked goods

>>85274960
Have you ever bitten down on a fresh pastry on a lonely morning overlooking the city from your balcony? That shit is divine.

>>85274981
Are still thinking about those 3 girls from elementary school that you never spoke to ?

>>85275000
Nah Im constantly obsessing about what I could have done to prevent myself from getting raped as a kid, and whether or not I'm trans or just a really mentally deranged cis man.

>>85274714
I like dick
Fix me

>>85275026
>I'm trans or just a really mentally deranged cis man.

you are both

>>85275045
Doesn't really matter tbhdesu since I will never troon out, just a mental fixation of mine.

>>85274714
i have zero energy so do nothing but scroll or browse 4chan all day
how do i enjoy doing other things

>>85275074
>how do i enjoy doing other things
that depends do you hsve hobby,or moments in life that makes you happy or motivated ?

>>85275098
nothing really interests me, i tried looking for stuff but its all kind of boring

>>85275207
what about 4chan is there any reason behind why you surf here ?

>>85275250
occasionally there are interesting threads and its fun to post bait sometimes