Anyone else just kinda waiting to die? There is no hope for happiness in my life
I'm a completely broken human being.
>>85274997NO I'M WORKING MY ASS OFF*CRACKS KNUCKLES ON SERVANT'S SKULL*AND BABY, I'M JUST GETTING WARMED UP
>>85274997yea lmao some of us were fated to die miserably andbslowly despite our best efforts and intentions that's just how it goes
yes, i'm tired of everything. no meaningful relationships. all i do is rot my brain on the internet.
>>85274997Yes but I'm not even unhappy. My life is actually pretty okay. I'm just tired and have to force myself to do literally anything.
Yep, just waiting for MAiD...
>>85274997If I go off my meds I'll be able to do it.
I literally know every detail of my personal universe that has goings on while I am absent within an hour of being awake each morning, and every detail of everyone else's by the second hour. Then I sleep for 3 more hours. Then I spend at least 4 or 5 hours waiting for someone to tell me I'm either planned for fucking or not planned for pursuit. Then I do a huge circle for the amount tended by the Earth adding up to an hour. Then I prepare to eat by financing and shopping without involving my plans for others that they make, literally out of about 12,000 people a day who choose no partnership by extension of an outburst in the past regarding times I've been held as a hostage or had my supply of income kept absent of computer programming but held for ransom during embezzlement I am not a part of but experience it regardless.