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I think I don't exist 08/06/26(Thu)13:00:34 No.85275060

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I think I don't exist Anonymous 08/06/26(Thu)13:00:34 No.85275060

> B Me
> Raised as proud patriot, mom and grandparents religioius
> NPC Loading screen for too many wasteful years
> Age is 17, joined the local trad folk dancing club, wanted to connect to muh "roots"
> Broke muh fucking ankle trying to impress a stacy
> Turned out didn't even remember my name. Not manly for her or something
> Sitting in the hopital, staring at wall
> This means nothing
> Feeling of freedom and frustration
> Age 22: my ass turned religious, all crusty-christ-y
> Fasting, praying, commitment stuff
> Genuinely kinda felt it. Spiritual
> Grandma died
> Family started falling apart, sides hate each other. Don't wanna elaborate, ts nasty
> Went on a hike with a dude I know
> Walked past a town with a church
> Cow shit smell all around, stone in shoe, clothes sweaty and disgusting
> Didn't even come in to pray, it's gone
> Sky mfer won't save even the smallest things in life
> Got a job!
> Not high paying, liked it. Colleagues were nice
> Sense of community!
> Worked there for half a year, giving up to 70 hrs of m life per week
> On a zoom call with 100500 ppl got fired bc of some dumb kpi
> None of coworkers even reached out
> Won't starve or become a hobo in months, still desperate
> Look into a mirror
> See nothing. No one of significance. Barely with a face
> Also a virgin btw
> It may be too late
> Look at hand. Assess my abscence
> Take me out in headphone starts

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