Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportmelting alive edish hello >How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
cool links> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/> wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
Hi everyone, I think I'll post a life update.Currently unemployed, friendless, and living with my parents again, also still fucked with legal issues For the good stuff, I now draw, do metalworking, have been a lot more physically active, have passed my driving theory exam and am currently taking driving lessons. I hope you're all doing amazing and you're all great people in my book
>>85275587hey o/>Currently unemployed, friendless, and living with my parents again, literally me>also still fucked with legal issuesD; what sorts?doesn't sound too great though ig it could always get worse unless it's fuck load or debt >now draw, do metalworkingwow metalworking sounds funwhat kind of thing do you make?>currently taking driving lessons.best of luck! are you stressed?>hope you're all doing amazingthank you!I'm alright hope you manage to get upnon your feet, it sounds like you're making progress so keep it up \o/
>>85275453>melting alive edishsorry buddy. :[ make sure to hydrate well. wasn't so bad for me today, still nearly had a catastrophic fuck up at work. such is life. how did you spend your day?>>85275587hey, mr meow!>I think I'll post a life update.always good to hear from you.>Currently unemployed, friendless, and living with my parents again, also still fucked with legal issuessorry to hear, dude. do you know how long those legal issues will affect you?>I now draw, do metalworking, have been a lot more physically active, have passed my driving theory exam and am currently taking driving lessons.good job on all of those. :> what are you drawing?>I hope you're all doing amazing and you're all great people in my bookthanks, fren. i wish you the best in your endeavours.
>>85275822hey hey>sorry buddy. :[it's okay it's surprising easy for me to ignore being physically uncomfortable So I'm just chilling >hydrate well.oh I'm making sure of that no worries ^^how hot is it over there?>catastrophic fuck up at work. what almost happened?? o.o>how did you spend your day?bug fixed my map and watched the new smokercat mostly been chilling, you?
>>85275453Worshipping /cat/ femboys thighs kind of day.
How do i get wide styros mine are so thin? Using razor blades.. i do have a scalpel but im too scared to use it :c
>>85275726Just making ingots and coins right now. Legal stuff is a fuck load, but not debt, just trying to be a better person and prove that i'm not the monster people think I am. A bit stressed about my lessons. I'm not the best driver but I guess that's why lessons exist right?>>85275822Last time the issues lasted almost 4 years from the incident to my first court appearance, so probably another 3 years of this at the very least. I'm just drawing random stuff currently. Trying to get better at faces
>>85275947>it's surprising easy for me to ignoreguess you adapt better to it than most. at least better than i do, that's for sure.>oh I'm making sure of that no worries ^^how hot is it over there?it isn't. i'm actually considering a blanket tonight. :0>what almost happened?? o.owas so confused for a moment that i handed the customer the money back he just gave me. and it was a lot. luckily he didn't take advantage of the situation.>watched the new smokercatso you like it?>you?watching some vids now, but i can't find anything and just want to go to bed.>>85275954hey dude. haven't seen you for a while. glad you're still trucking along.>>85276176>How do i get wide styroswhy do you want the to be wider?
>>85276238>why do you want the to be wider?They look pretty imo, and i dont rly want to go down to hypo. I do have steri strips just incase though.Also I haven't been on this site for like 3 years what the fuck is this new captcha >:(
>>85276293New captcha sucks. They did it so people would verify email or buy the pass
>>85276236>Last time the issues lasted almost 4 yearsthat's a long time to be caught up in anything, especially legal troubles.>another 3 yearsi can't even imagine how arduous that must be.>Trying to get better at facesare you going for a specific style?>>85276293>They look pretty imoah, ok. just be careful and don't overdo it. take care.>what the fuck is this new captcha >:(i don't know, either. i feel it gets easier the more you use it, but the initial ones are frustrating.
>>85276389It's my own fault Yua, I've made a lot of bad decisions and it's cost me everything, but thank you for being kind to me. As for style, not particularly, just trying to get better at proportions if that makes sense
Also Yua can you do me a big favour? Can you check if I've been banned on discord? We should be friends on it. My username starts with a_n. Don't message me or anything I just wanna know if my account still exists
>>85275954hows life you hentai? >>85276176hellousually by going deeper or wider but you shouldn't do that there's no point anon it's just raises the risk of infection >>85276236>making ingots and coinssounds very fun!yure whacking stuff with a hammer?>Legal stuff is a fuck load,I can imagine you gotta send out documents or visit courts?>prove that i'm not the monster peoplebest of luck!>stressed about my lessons.dw it's their job to teach you how to drive >>85276238>guess you adapt better to it than mosprobably too good>how hot is it over there?30 in my room with a fan>actually considering a blanket tonight. :0:000lucky youwell I'm using a blanket every night but still >luckily he didn't take advantage of the situation.phhewtho sounds like a normal situation so don't bewt yourself over it>so you like it?yep yepThis episode actually turned out to be very chill>but i can't find anything and just want to go to bed.hm have to seen the new tasting history?>>85276306I actually like it, it's like little puzzles but I'm weird
>>85276594btw I checked and yep it still exists
>>85276598>whacking stuff with a hammer?Nah lol, just melting metal and pouring it into molds. Maybe in the future though! And yeah I'm currently awaiting my court date. Been a year and still haven't heard anything. >Best of luck! Thanks cat. Sorry if I disrupt the threads, I just hope you guys don't hate me cause I like you all a lot
>>85276612THANK YOU CAT BRO MWAH. Also yeah the captcha makes me feel like i'm playing Welcome To The Game or something but it can get tedious, especially if it gives you the little circle and lines puzzle
>>85276633>just melting metal and pouring it into moldssounds fun too, where do you do it? is there some workshop you go to?>Been a year and still haven't heard anything.maybe they forgot x3 >Sorry if I disrupt the threadsoh don't you say that, you don't > I just hope you guys don't hate medw we don't ^^ you're welcome here >>85276655>>85276655>THANK YOU CAT BRO MWAHnp ^^ >little circle and lines puzzlefor me the text was very annoying but probably because I'm dyslexic
>>85276712I just do it in my back garden. I've got like a little furnace that gets to about 1800 degress celsius. So far I've just melted aluminum but I've got lots of copper, steel and brass to melt still
>>85276452>It's my own fault Yua, I've made a lot of bad decisions and it's cost me everythingat least you acknowledge it. that's worth something. only thing you can do now is try to live on and not repeat whatever let you to make those decisions.>but thank you for being kind to me.no worries. you'll always have a place here.>just trying to get better at proportions if that makes sensei get it. it's tricky. took artist long enough to invent perspective and proportions in the first place.>>85276594catbro beat me to it, but yeah. still there.>>85276598>probably too goodyeah. we create our own hell and then adapt to it. kinda stupid.>30 in my room with a fanwould opening a window make it better or worse?>I'm using a blanket every night but stilli just use a thin sheet right now. more than enough most nights.>tho sounds like a normal situation so don't bewt yourself over ityeah. thought i was a bit more stable mentally today, but i guess i really wasn't. stuff like that tends to happen when i'm stressing out a lot.>This episode actually turned out to be very chillwhat happened?>hm have to seen the new tasting history?the army ration one? yeah. turns out that dr salisbury was completely right. :p
>>85276752>just do it in my back gardeoh niceyou can make a while smithing shop>got lots of copper, steel and brass to melt stilljust watching out I think melting aome things might create toxic fumes>>85276796>we create our own hell and then adapt to it. kinda stupidand and with my attitude it'll never change >would opening a windowfan is standing on window now29 now>more than enough most nights.understandable It's a bit embarrassed but I think it's q comfort thing for me>guess i really wasn't.do you have to work tomorrow too?>what happened?at first, alcoholic catgirls gets lost but they tracked her so they come pick her up, chill car ride ensuesLater mangaka girl needs some help to finish her work so she orders three catgirls that are a bit slow to help her out (three stooges x3)>turns out that dr salisbury was completely right. :pvegetables and fruit are the enemy? :0>catbro beat me toye sorry I just thought that I'll reply to it right as it was posted so why now
>>85275453>How was your dayi did nothingall dayi did nothingand skipped 3 lectures because i was extremely sleepy and didn't want to barely keep myself awake during the lecturesi feel trash overall how are you cat?>>85259218>is that a situation where you're not able to leave and go for a walk to blow off some steamit's a situation where a walk isn't enough
>>85277060>and with my attitude it'll never changeyou and me both, buddy. you and me both.>fan is standing on window now 29 nowit's going in the right direction. :D>It's a bit embarrassed but I think it's q comfort thing for menothing to be embarassed about. i think i wake up earlier because my curret set up isn't as comfy as a nice blanket, but it's the only way i can fall asleep atm.>do you have to work tomorrow too?nope. going to help my coworker move her kitchen to a new apartment on saturday, though.>at first...that show sounds like a wild ride. is there an overarching plot or is it a collection of whacky adventures so far?>vegetables and fruit are the enemy? :0well, they can't run away or fight you physically to keep you from eating them, so they use chemical warfare instead, but my point was more that the terrible mre rations lead to diggestive issues if the soldiers had to eat them for a prolonged period of time, which is what he already discovered during the civil war, identifiying hard tack as the worst offender.>ye sorry I just thought that I'll reply to it right as it was posted so why nowsure. why shouldn't you?>>85277287hi rem! i'm heading to bed now. have a nice rest of your day.good night, everyone.
>>85277287hay>did nothing, all dayare you mentally more unwell that usual?>didn't want to barely keep myself awake during the lecturesI'd say it's a good decision you wouldn't be able to focus on those anyway >feel trash overallman..>how are you cat?okayI finished my map and watched the new chainsmoking cat episode >>85277399>you and me both.yep>going in the right direction. that's basically winter temperatures>only way i can fall asleep atm.hopefully it only gets fooler over there>going to help my coworker moveyou're so nice>overarching plot orhm sorr of both, though mostly wacky adventures, depends how you look at it>terrible mre rationskinda random but forced conscription should be illegal worldwide >good nightsleel well
>>85277399>i'm heading to bed nowsee ya!>>85277572>mentally more unwell than usuali think soit's so bad sometimes>you wouldn't be able to focus on those anywayyeah it's not a very big deal>mapwhoa which one was it?btw, any recent bikerides??
>>85277685>it's so bad sometimesow with I could hug uis there more school(or similar) crap than usual?>whoa which one was it?the one with boxes :3 https://gamebanana.com/mods/700852>any recent bikerides??nopeeit's too warm still current 28 in my room even though it's night and i have a fan blowing cooler air
goodnight frens
