i cant live anymore. its simply getting worse. every second hurts and there's no respite.
>>85277314Is this really the best place to bring that thought? Shouldn't you try some sort of hotline for that? I feel like this is going into an Adult Video store and asking for help with your porn addiction.
>>85277314Yes, I only live out of obligation, and even that will soon fade once I can no longer meet those obligations. There is no respite. We are so fucked lmfao.Might as well just eat ice cream, I genuinely don't see the point in doing anything other than eating ice cream all day for maximum dopamine. That's the only good part of this mortal vessel, I can abuse it as much as I want with modern comforts before everything comes crashing down.
>>85277314i feel this. i'm thinking of killing myself at the end of the month. probably going to jump off a building because idk where to get a gun and i'm too stupid to hang myself
>>85277314Idk i want to know what its like to live alone for a while. I can't kill myself in my parents house
>>85277401pretty good i would say. you settle in this 'alone' lifestyle. but that also implies you're now responsible for all the chores in the house.
>>85277431Would probably let the place go to the dogs just for the sake of it. Does the peace of living alone exacerbate the desire to kill yourself or make life better?
I feel you OP. I'm sure you know this but look up 'Peaceful Pill Handbook' or sanctionedsuicide (website) so you can at least view the best non-painful options for someone with no access to guns, which I wager is a lot of anons.We just try our best until we can't take it anymore, even if that best is rotting and doing nothing. I don't wish you a better life in the future, because it would be cruel to go through life again. I wish you nothingness, as I yearn for the same.Godspeed anon.
>>85277516>Does the peace of living alone exacerbate the desire to kill yourself or make life better?honestly both. the empty house is an echo chamber and it amplifies negative thoughts but at least you don't have to deal with adjusting to someone else's lifestyle which may not always be compatible with yours