>be me, yesterday>have to take car (my first ever at 23 which i have only had for a week btw) to a collision place for an estimate>"hey so this is gonna run you like $4k">mfw i don't even have collision insurance>decide "whatever, it's fine i'll just fix the brakelight and handle the rest later">go home, chill for a few hours and then decide to go grab the shit to make white russians so i can drown my sorrows in that along with a white mom recipe chicken curry>have complete random crash on the way to the liqour store>have to stand on the side of a busy intersection for an hour while me and these 2 black dudes figure out our insurance>get home with booze, curry turns out like shit and i have 5 really strong white russians (like 10-12 standard units in 5 hours)>vomit all over alley between me and my neighbours' apartments>in semi-hysterical drunken state call alcoholism hotline (i basically drink like this every other day)>essentially tell them "idk what i want to do">they hang up immediately>pass out for 4 hours>try to fall asleep again until like 8 am>drift in and out of consciousness for 3 hours>wake up extremely hungover, right as i get up to brush my teeth see neighbour's pooner gf out the window look around at the scene in complete shock>had to talk to my therapist that afternoon (albeit it went better than expected)Hope to god this is my rock bottom bros
>>85277983Lol. That was a pretty funny story. What else do you got? Are you an alcoholic from being didled?
>>85278127No, of everything that's happened to me i am so glad that i was never molested. I do have other childhood trauma/autism/a family history of alcoholism. I'm thankfully not at the point where i would realistically get withdrawals (dude on the hotline said otherwise but he was just trying to sell me an $8k/week inpatient program) but i just need to make a life that i don't want to escape from with booze.
>>85277983wow, man. your life sounds so exciting. i just sit in my room all day and masturbate to pregnant women at night
>>85278240I mean i do that too this is just what happens when i leave the house.
>>85278257>heh i just leave my house and my life becomes a movie. no biggie :^)
